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Only one more day now yayyy

Also the t gel is making me a greasy boyyyy I really need to pick up more dry shampoo. Regular washing isn’t cutting it currently 🙃 worth it ultimately, but gah. Forgot how greasy/stringy my first puberty made my hair.

Bout a week and 1/2 (11ish days) still before I can budget for a gender-affirming haircut, and it can’t come quick enoughhhh. I’ve been feeling chopped in the hair department for months 🥲 the length is good, but the sides and undershave are grown out, and it has no real shape/flow to the body of it. The black also needs touched up; it’s leaning more grey/brown in spots than true pitch black. Just been putting it in a low pony or bun to keep it out of my face and off my neck more in this heat, and I don’t feel like me.

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Why is it necessary that a piece of art "condemns" or "normalizes" something. Is it not enough for art to say "here are some fucked up people in some fucked up situations for your enjoyment"? The art doesn't have to judge them and neither do you. It's for your enjoyment.

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Types of brain fog:

Brain is primordial sludge & you are drowning in it

U are a ghost and nothing is real

Mental equivalent of attempting to stream some high-res video game when all you have is dial-up

The thing you want to articulate is *right there* but you're just scrabbling at it like a cat continually failing to catch the bird on the other side of the window

The Void

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Where do you stand on cats?

do not stand on cats they don’t like it

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your honor 🙇‍♂️🙇‍♂️🙇‍♂️

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Do you have any tips for time management?

I usually don’t know what day it is

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you should be addicted to shutting the fuck up

You wanna fuck me so bad it makes you look stupid

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where am I?

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cat and snake

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A doodle of a bulbasaur based on a rose<333 This was inspired by an adorable keychain made by plushbaecrafts <3 If I had the money I'd buy so many keychains from them!

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more windows should be stained glass. Just in general

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Yall pray this settlement payment goes through to the right account bc it would help me significantly rn with saving 🙏🏻

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Everyone who gets to see MCR live, especially with good seats: fuck you + that should be me

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Isha and Jinx!

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