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Have I known you for too long, or did make sense?

Ergh. Dreamed that I was a mice caught by an owl and we flew over cities in the night sky and it was beautiful. But i bit the owl so itd let go. I then fell into the ocean turning into a shark who then got attacked by these orcas.

Strange animal dreams. Not what I usually get.

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everything feels weird you just get used to it

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You are enjoying this, aren't you?

as if I could get it in the first place. no need to give me attitude. makes you look childish but idk what else Id be expecting from nero. him and his ghoul have the emotional regulation of a teenager in a stoplight relationship

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It's been an honor to live vicariously through this internet journaling application. I have not much to say, by virtue if being a person so out of its element, I have created a new element.

I must profusely thank each and everyone of you.

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Painting by Holly Warburton, A face in the crowd

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I do think you may have heard of them. I was but a small pawn trying to fight against their whims. Archdukes and Archangels. Whose side I fought on I fear I am not certain of. Speaking to you has jolted my memory somewhat.

I remember Grim, the Grimoire we found and moved about. I remember it dousing flames. It was foul-mouthed and full of hatred.

I feel lucky not to have been claimed by it.

Thank you for this. I shall leave you in peace, lest you wish to talk more.

<[[:( -.... Angels are cruel cruel beings.

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See, I used to wander the earth around 800 years ago. And I did meet Demons and Angels. Fought alongside both, against a demon.

I could tell you the names, but I do remember Grim saying names hold tremendous power, which terrifies me.

But my memory is a bit scrambled. It's weird, but you somehow give off the same vibe Grim gave. Not your Kindred companion, but you do.

<[[:( -.... Angels are cruel cruel beings.

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I am sorry, sir. Could you tell me more?

<[[:( -.... Angels are cruel cruel beings.

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Heaven and Angels. A subject I feel vaguely like I should know something about. Why can't I remember what happened in all that time.

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In your lane? Thriving?

🧨 - Normal.

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I am Sir Joseph. A relic from the past. I recently reincarnated. I once walked Europe as Kindred. I did what I did, for the Greater Good. As such I ended in Heaven. And now I live for the Greater Good.q

I think the worst things to hunt are the things you shoot and they die. almost human in that. eitherway. another bag for disposals.

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Never was it about the monsters trying to hide among humans. I fear I speak about hatred blinding us, making one miss their mark and hurt the innocent.

May God guide your weapons to strike true. I pray you will not find me, for I do not wish to perish.

I think the worst things to hunt are the things you shoot and they die. almost human in that. eitherway. another bag for disposals.

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Tis a fine line, when hunting. Oftentimes our hatred blinds us, and we no longer separate that which we hunt from that which we seek to protect.

I think the worst things to hunt are the things you shoot and they die. almost human in that. eitherway. another bag for disposals.

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There was so much power going around. It genuinely surprises me the people in my group even listened to me and didn't just sell us out the first chance they got like that Lemaire fellow did.

idk how i did it in the middle ages, i guess it was just easier to be throwing bodies in a cart and mass graves were still in Vogue and also my master had a lot of fire to spare

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I knew you were much more powerful than Nico, but... This... This retroactively worries me.

idk how i did it in the middle ages, i guess it was just easier to be throwing bodies in a cart and mass graves were still in Vogue and also my master had a lot of fire to spare