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Kyun looks like he a kid who got dragged to an all grownups party by his parents and has to sit through the whole thing without being able to just go hide somewhere in the corner with his phone.

Btw that shirt is freaking awesome.

Up watching the recent Monsta X vlive and Ihad to take some screenshots

While I was hypnotized by Minhyuk’s voice, I kept staring at Changkyun in the background and that’s what make some of this funny 😭

Both of them singing at the end was my favorite and Kyunnie nearly killed himself hitting that high note 😭

Like baby be careful😭💕

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What year tho?

Happiness Will Come To You.

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I don’t know why these pics make me laugh so much

You have been visited by the Chan of wealth, reblog this and you will have money come to you!

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There are a lot of posts about Joaquin Phoenix’s Oscar speech. I thought this was great information to go along with it. Please read it all, do your own research and consider making some lifestyle changes for yourself, the animals and the planet we all share. So many people are unaware of these things, especially the part about cows needing to be impregnated in order to produce milk. There are plant based versions of any meat or dairy product you can think of, available at the grocery store. Open your mind and give them a try! 💗🐮💗

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What she says: I’m fine.

What she means: I understand the Chronicles of Narnia was at its heart a fairytale with theological analogies for children. But why did Lewis never address how they had to adapted to life on Earth again. Why does no one talk about how the Pevensies had to grow up with a kingdom of responsibilities on their shoulders, only to return to Earth and be children. Take Lucy, she was youngest and perhaps she adapted more quickly-but she had the memories and mind of a grown woman in an adolescent body. Edmund literally found himself in Narnia, he went from a selfish boy to mature and experienced man. He found a purpose and identity through his experiences to come back as just Edmund, Peter’s younger brother. Did people wonder why the sullen, sour boy came back, carrying himself like a wisened king? Did his mother wonder why he and Peter suddenly got along so well, why they spent so much time together now? And Susan, the girl of logistics and reason came back with a difference in her. She learned how to be a diplomat and ambassador, Susan the Gentle had to live to endure not-so-gentle circumstances. She had the respect she wanted, only to be just another teen girl. And Peter, he entered the manhood and maturity he so wanted. He earned the responsibility and stripes he yearned for. He learned to command armies and conduct the menial tasks demanded of a king to rule a nation. But he came back, appearing to be just anther glory-hungry boy. Not to mention the PTSD they must have struggled with. Especially Edmund. How often did he wake up in a sweat, screaming a sibling or comrade’s name? His parents believe it’s the war, but it’s an entirely different one he has nightmares about. How often did he have trouble with flashbacks and mood swings? And how many times did he and Peter sit over a newspaper or near the radio listening to reports on the troops. How often did they pour over lost battles and debate better strategies. Did their parents ever wonder why they seemed to understand flight war so well? How long was it before they stopped discussing these things in front of people? Why does no one talk about this??? 

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If it is true that more mbbs are leaving the fandom then at least do it with dignity.

No one can or will force you to stay but if you’re gonna leave, don’t leave dirt and stench behind you.

How many heartwarming emotions have the guys gifted you? How much love and care? Don’t forget that you will leave and go on with your everyday life while they will have to face the consequences. Everything they did was to please you. Their fans.

So at least be kind to them and grateful for everything you shared with them.

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Song Tag Game

So I got tagged recently by you, @iwillgiveyoumyhappiness and the concept of this game is really interesting. The fact that you find me intriguing is honestly very flattering are ya tryin’ to make me blush huh?? But I’ll need some time to complete this because the choices are too many tbh.

Knowing myself I’ll probably go through my whole playlist and spend too much time re-listening to all those oldies but goodies. Oh, sweet nostalgia.

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Thank you, Doug, for providing excellent commentary on the situation!

Fun fact if I was tagged one day earlier then I might’ve been sleeping butt naked in bed with a very confused and probably scandalized Kihyun.

Most unorthodox!! (My impression of a scandalized Kihyun who grew in a ‘conservative family’. First it was just Kyun walking naked around now another random person. The hamster is very confused.)

Heh.. But of course it only makes sense I get naked with a man who is known to enjoy walking around in his birthday suit.

Let’s see how drunk we are and if we can remember anything from last night to find out if we kept it PG or we went into the R rated territory 🌚

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Thank you, @iwillgiveyoumyhappiness for tagging me. It was pretty fun. I immediately tried to remember what were my last saved pics when I saw the instructions heh.

I pass the torch to @flowerspecial and @wonhosighs

Got this from @hellaqueerkpop even though this lovely didn’t tag me, hope you don’t mind.

I found mine really funny hehe

Tagging: @santtanic @atinytreasures @itskpopular @idolsastrology @3fuckingracha @babykyunbun @elite-puppy-seungminnie @lilhwahwa

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As always just the freaking best animals

Wolves React To Gamekeeper Who Had Been Away On Maternity Leave

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19. September A. D. 2019

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I imagine Kyun watching their performances two years from now and being like ‘Jesus I was a real try hard’

The lovely moments of being a young, popular, kinky little shit ahahah

Can’t wait for his next shenanigans

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Wow. Wow! WOW! So darn cute! Omg!

I had a huge smile plastered on my face the entire time as I was reading this. Painfully straightforward Changkyun? Hell yes!

Thank you so much for writing this! I’m so glad you enjoyed writing this because reading it was so much fun. When I saw the length of it I spit my tea, honestly. Thank you for your hard work and all the effort you put into this nugget. Feels so sweet and cozy. That was perfect for a chilly autumn day to read.

임창균, Im Changkyun

lostmyshame  asked:

Your Changkyun scenarios are so freaking cute! This boy is wrecking my life currently. May I request another one about him where he and the reader have been friends for few years and both were attracted to each other but too scared to ruin their friendship? And then on one rainy day their emotions take over? The literal physical need for each other, the desire to possess and belong, the fear of losing the most precious, all no longer concealable. Thank you ٩(๑❛ᴗ❛๑)۶

Group: Monsta X (몬스타엑스)

Member: I.M.

(A/N): Read with this album by Paper Planet

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“Stop it,” she whispered into the dimly lit room, breaking a heavy silence that had taken over the usually very comfortable space of her living room. Her autumn-breeze breath fanned across hot cheeks, luckily hidden by the shadows cast by the rain drops dribbling down the windowpane. 

The skin that was so frightfully close to her own belonged to her friend—Im Changkyun. He hovered over her, a blurred silhouette before her eyes. He had two choices, as far as she saw it. 

Stay where he was and move no further, or back away before he did something he’d regret. 

They were friends, and that’s where their string of fate ended. 

At least, that’s what they would like it say. They would love it, of course, but simplicity is a luxury. One that their friendship was not blessed with. Their strings of fate were complicated and twisted, a baffling cipher of questions.

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Just wanted to address this:

PLEASE stop spreading negativity and a loss of hope across tumblr and other platforms. No one knows what's happening, and a large portion of Monbebes are still trying to fight their best and keep moving forward. This situation has never occurred before, no fandom has fought this hard before, and no one knows what is going on behind the scenes right now. The silence can be our best sign or our worst nightmare, but just staying down in the dumps about the whole situation isn't going to do ANYTHING. Being pessimistic is just going to put you, and those who see your posts, in a worse mood. I'm not trying to target this at anyone specifically, trust me, I'm just so sick and tired of seeing hopelessness amongst Monbebes when we're supposed to fight harder and show even more love and support every day. Stay strong! I know you all can do it!

ALSO, I wanted to add that "applying more pressure" to or boycotting Starship WILL NOT HELP. It'll hurt Monsta X and Wonho's situation even more. PLEASE, RETHINK THIS.

NOTE: This by NO MEANS is a post that is telling you how to cope or to hide your emotions. All your emotions are valid: the pain, the heartbreak, the sadness, the anger, the irritation, etc. But, rather than screaming into a void that social media platforms provide or spreading a negative mindset, try to shed some optimism instead. Converse with someone you trust will cheer you up or will help you see a positive aspect! It'll feel better and won't put others down in the process!

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The Great Smudge - Table Cat

Via Lancelot Falk