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ok new development. when my friend screams bloody murder i just hide instead in warzone. im unsure why he does it as hes never done it before but its also not like im needed in the game. i always get the more nerdy roles which is funny cuz i happen to be a nerd. have to say that i prefer RPGs and survival games tho. when we stop playing and i still have time im gonna get me some crab Alfredo. its gonna be delicious. so much for him being quiet. dang he was screaming every time he died and its like dude you live in an apartment, why are you screaming? i can feel when ill have a headache or at least i did today. the only time i drove is work and back. my mom was concerned that i would be outside and thankfully im not having to. if they sent me out ill just be at Walmart or heb for a few hrs. i did thar before and reminded my boss of his promise. dont send me out to get heat stroke and i wont be in the ac at walmart or heb. its that simple. im wearing earbuds all the time and the baby manager stops all baby sounds. he makes these high pitched "oddle lee" or "and drew" or "wah" but his favorite is "oddle lee". no idea what it means but when i ask he get upset saying that he can say it. well i have a freedom of wearing earbuds so others can be annoyed with him instead. i love when he's gone to his trips and wish he did more of those. and this is everyday. no stopping. imagine having the same thing said to you everyday without a break at all.

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whats the strangest thing you've ever heard? mines referring to martial arts saying "its basically about many different colors that have many different feelings" honestly just sounds nonsensical. or like he wanted to use "many different" in a sentence that didn't really mean anything. or perhaps it did and we couldn't know. well it was important enough to be repeated everyday. i actually forgot the 3rd part but im sure it has "many different" in it.

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im gonna make 2 sports gift basket to sell. but on discord. im gonna wait till i get people to buy from me then ill get better things to sell then move onto a site again. i just dont think that $20 a month is worth it if i cant sell anything at all. must have PayPal and get a section that ppl can also sell things with rp and gaming included. something to that effect. im hoping i get members this way too. itll be interesting to see how it goes. i hope that i can sell a lot as i do need extra money for affirm payments and savings.

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one skill that everyone insists isnt useless but you never seem to actually use it? social skills. im so isolated. its like everyone on earth is an npc and im the only one. but theres a catch, i cant be seen or heard by anyone no matter what. interaction is something i want more then anything. but also something that trolls dont wish me to have for some reason. no idea why tho. there's 1 million ppl or more on any one chat site and they choose me out of everyone? but why? are they against gmaing? multiplayer?

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discord webshop. still gonna have the same name and buy products bit by bit. but this way its free. i wont have to pay money. i wonder how others set one up. i mean a way to pay and ship then you just have to set up a shop the regular way right? o wonder what would make a paying for discord worth it. how much to get in? $1? but maybe roles can be paid for? like discord ads? maybe sponsors? honestly if i were gonna pay for something itll have to be a way for me to get more money. but the money i earn will be used for bills, equipment and more things to sell.

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well i had to change my bank card again. next time it happens ill just deny and get a new card. might have to use my other card for internet and amazon and just put money on it each month. im thinking about dumpster diving and how i can get things to sell or make gift baskets out of. might have to check most nights wjth the 3 dumpsters we have tho. ill have to be careful as digging tnrough the garbage isnt something that the apartment wants you to do. but i can likely get a lot of good things. i kind of want to do GameStop dumpsters as thats a gaming store.i wonder if the dump has old things that i can fix up to sell. also got to nake my soda bottles into something or throw them out. and those boxes. i need to make shelves.

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well i had to change my bank card again. next time it happens ill just deny and get a new card. might have to use my other card for internet and amazon and just put money on it each month. im thinking about dumpster diving and how i can get things to sell or make gift baskets out of. might have to check most nights wjth the 3 dumpsters we have tho. ill have to be careful as digging tnrough the garbage isnt something that the apartment wants you to do. but i can likely get a lot of good things. i kind of want to do GameStop dumpsters as thats a gaming store.i wonder if the dump has old things that i can fix up to sell. also got to nake my soda bottles into something or throw them out. and those boxes. i need to make shelves.

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wow. im doing a lot of cleaning and organizing. gonna clean out my bedroom next. then laundry and switch out my tables once i get room to do so. lots of things to keep me busy no doubt. my paycheck was lower this time around so i aaved what i coukd and now am just gonna do maybe 50 for food shopping if i can. that should net me at least 2 wks at least

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how to get a lot of people in a server? i mean its a server that is like a lot better then a site as you can get more people to join. but id like more of melting pot of ppl honestly. ill love to make a single server like this and see who to get in my main server honestly. only active ppl as those are who actually care about the community

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my boss likes to stare at me and smoke when i shakerboard and so i stopped and just atared at him. he seemed panicked after some time and wanted me to get back to work but i didn't move. then he stopped so i did. it was funny. cant really talk to him and tell him anything cuz he doesn't listen. and since i use earbuds my entire shift now ppl don't say anything about it. also the manager has stopped his baby sounds which is nice for the most part. he might do 1 per day now but there have been huge gaps of him not annoying me. so whatever im doing, earbuds and just staring when he does he eventually stops.

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i could never understand why people say that mages are op when they have knights able to tank everything thrown at them. oh have mages unable to do any damage whatsoever and when you ask about it on whats the reason they give you the whole you just wanna be a 1 man army or op. nah just wanna do damage like everyone else seems to be able to is all. 2 ppl fighting a wyren and it takes 3 hits for this person and i cant do anything to it at all. rather weak if it takes 3 hits to go down tho.

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im gonna get 5 gifts for my moms b day so i can take care of that for the next 5 yrs. its gonna be some sweet coffee with coffee cookies, a peppermint stirer and maybe a $20 gift card somewhere she likes like a clothes, shoe or bath and body works store. this way its easier for me to just forget and focus on the other gifts that i need to get yearly. im gonna try the same with my bosses but i know what im getting them next year already. just gotta pay for it and wrap it. im gonna make a shawl for my site and a hat and try to sell it for $50. im hoping to get my first customer soon. its been hard to get money to make things to sell tho. im gonna get some mystery boxes someday and make videos of it then sort through like things to sell, keep and gift. ought to be interesting hoping i get something good. i hardly talk at work anymore but just listen to creepypasta the whole time. at least when i do that this manager stops the baby sounds. at work its the same thing, same things being said same everything. same explanations, same babysitting. if they don't want me to talk then they should encourage earbuds not have the same talk of removing them.

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rather pointless to care about getting a social life even tho that's your 1 desire. so many pervs online, not enough actual gamers. what do ppl just play single player but cant talk about it cuz they are too stupid? or its that uninteresting to them? tho they wanna waste their time on it? maybe cuz the majority of ppl lack social skills but teaching some makes ppl uncomfortable for some reason. like wtf.

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im getting a cheeseburger with christmas money naturally. i hope my moms vusits can be a good thing instead of always negative. i get that she lives for griping but honestly it just majes me not wanna clean for a week or more. im thankful she didnt want to fight tho and instead didn't gripe about the state of my apartment. inbetween headaches ill clean for at least an hour then play games. and ill do a kittle while having a headache. headaches are normal for me everyday i guess. its been a great uear for gaming. i got a lot of games to beat and stream. best get busy. when i dont have to babysit the managers i get done very quickly indeed.

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done a lot of cleaning in that 1 hour this morning. whew. i need to finish cleaning so today I'll put up my clothes and vacuum. then ill clean by my closet and in my closet. next project. i use boxes to make a shelf. but there was another shelf that my mom got me so ill see about it. my cleaning projects ill do till they are done. my mom wanted me to open their gift but they wanted them to put it my apartment so i had to remind her of this. she was likw oh yeah and had a look of why did i do that. lol ot was priceless. yea dont listen to me but it's whatever. i said to just bring my gifts in but nope she wanted their gifts in my apartment then 30 min later completely forgotten about it. i think she might have early onset dementia. like 5 min later she completely forgets unless its offensive. so one family member is gonna be moving in with one in a house. thats gonna be good. shes 97 or 98. gets tired a lot tho. i wonder if thats normal. i wonder what we are waiting on in terms of the food. oh 8 places we might be waiting for this other guy. hes a neighbor gone friend. ok so we ate and it was really good. apparently me saying that margerat was a grown woman was rude but my mom was acting like she had to do what she wanted as if she was in day care. i was just saying she can do whatever she wants. whether it be eating or opening gifts. i got the 2 games that i wanted. i have $100 total. $50 of that is walmart and $50 is cash. baldurs gate 3 was on sale so i really only paid $4. life is good. now i have $100 check. thats going into savings. im gonna be busy with these 2 games for sure.

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Im awaiting doom and gloom to come. thats what ill call my parents. lol. its really appropriate. the way they have to constantly gripe about everything. i actually am gonna try a gift idea of just having a bunch of gifts ready for any occasion so i can save money. i often have a list of things that ill get that person. i do my 4 managers, 3 of my co workers and then 4 others in the family. lots of gifts to unpack. ok good no griping. this means i have cleaning to do. so thankful that i didn't get chewed out tho. its just been busy with the cleaning, work and gaming. also watching some of one piece. we did the gift exchange at my apartment but i didnt get to open them yet. then we are going to sinton for Christmas. ill at least get one of those games that i want. one is on pc so im assuming tears of the kingdom. cant wait to get home and open the other gifts. will have to wait tho. im gonna begin streaming when i get home tho. itll be before dark which is nice. i guess reflectors are easier then lights. on these long stretches of road theres more reflectors then lights.

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lets see if my quick cleaning will be enough to pacify my parents that expect me to have a spotless environment which i never been able to do. i just think that my mom comes to gripe personally. shes gonna wanna gripe and use the bathroom. then chip is gonna get on it too and im gonna be chewed out all the way to sinton. im just gonna not speak until its about something i like. this way its to a minimum. i always get so nervous when they say they are coming cuz thats what they like to do. i need to vacuum and such but i ran out of time. but ill do that if im not griped out too much today. im gonna take a week off of cleaning if im griped at today. then ill begin cleaning again once i cleanse my emotions. its gonna be playing games for a whole week. i did earbuds yesterday which was nice. i didnt hear the manager squeaking but i didngave to yell out "i dont want to live with anyone" and tell this other manager that "i know how to do it". the hardest thing at my job is the constant explaining and the babying that goes on. i dont get paid extra for it.