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sadly i will not be here today 💕 so instead think about alma giving each and every single person a goodnight kiss (except god)

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❝ i don't belong to you. i don't belong to anyone ! ❞ THE CURSE KEEPS TALKING , and desperation sparks as alma realizes he isn't going to give this up ! breath hitches against the pressure on his throat, defiance like fire in the wake of the curse's declaration. this isn't good, isn't right━ BUT ALMA CANNOT BURY THE FEELING IN HIS GUT. where is his resolve ?! to freeze up in front of such an infamous curse━

BREATHE ! he squeezes his eyes shut, searching for a way to steady himself, and what alma gets instead is worse. flickers of memory ; a satin voice unheard in this lifetime by these ears, the weight of a blade in his hand, the grip of a ring on his finger. not real. not . . .

( you have no other choice . )

a chuckle bubbles up, half hysterical in courage surge. bright blue eyes meet sylus' as he stutters half - breathless , ❝ so there's really no winning with you, huh. those are my options? listen to you ramble or DIE ? ❞ words ring with desperation, insolence, and most of all, resignation. maybe he doesn't have to fight this, not now. maybe it's better that sylus drops his guard. it only takes a moment of thought before alma's grip loosens, a soft noise escaping his throat as it rests fully against sylus' grip. ❝ give it your best shot. i already see through you and you're wrong. ❞ DECEITFUL. ❝ being sealed all those years must've confused you, curse . ❞

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alma was hating to their last breath and it didn't stop their love that transcended life and death. never forgive your oppressors

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lights, camera, action! a collection of scenarios / plots from yours truly.

amnesia. one of our characters loses most of their memories.

bodyswap. both of our characters swap bodies.

co-parent. both of our characters suddenly have to raise a child together.

dream. one of our characters visits the other in a dream.

earth. both of our characters find each other on post-apocalyptic earth.

flashback. both of our characters are stuck in the past.

flashforward. both of our characters are stuck in the future.

greencard. one of our characters marries the other for a green card.

groundhog. both of our characters are stuck in a time loop.

haunt. one of our characters is dead and haunting the other.

ink. one of our characters writes/draws the other into existence.

investigate. one of our characters is hired to investigate the other.

job. one of our characters will do anything for a pay-check, the other hires them for an odd job.

kin. one of our characters meets an alternate universe version of the other.

language. one of our characters has been cursed to speak nonsense, somehow the other is the only one who can understand them.

magnetic. both of our characters are magically magnetised to each other.

number. one of our characters is in trouble and was given the number of the other to call if they needed help.

ogre. one of our characters turns into an ogre at night.

possession. one of our characters meets the other while possessing someone else's body.

quest. both of our characters set off on an adventure/journey together.

rescue. one of our characters saves the other from danger.

resurrect. one of our characters comes back from the dead.

sleepwalk. one of our characters always sleepwalks to where the other is.

taken. one of our characters finds the other after they've been kidnapped.

transplant. 'where's my boyfriend?' 'who do you think gave you the heart?'

urgent. one of our characters is injured, the other is their emergency contact.

vegas. both of our characters wake up married after a drunk night in vegas.

wish. one of our characters makes a wish and the other shows up as a result.

x-ray. one of our characters develops x-ray vision, the other is the only person they can't see through.

yeehaw. both of our characters are in the wild wild west.

zing. both of our characters are struck by lightning and can now sense each other's thoughts and feelings.

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it's been a long day and my energy is dipping so i'm making this a plotting call <3

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new tags.

◜⋆  —  𝐀𝐄𝐒𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐓𝐈𝐂   ›     petals reaching for the sky . ◜⋆  —  𝐒𝐓𝐔𝐃𝐘   ›    never felt closer to demise . ◜⋆  —  𝐌𝐔𝐒𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐒   ›    in aching divinity . ◜⋆  —   𝐃𝐄𝐒𝐈𝐑𝐄𝐒   ›    smear the innocence of my lips . ◜✧  —   𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐌𝐎   ›   chef’s kiss . ♡  —  𝐎𝐎𝐂   ›  jules time .

( 𝓥 . exorcist / dgm. ) ( 𝓥 . hashira / kny. ) ( 𝓥 . teacher / jjk. ) ( 𝓥 . modern. ) ( 𝓥 . demon / dgm. ) ( 𝓥 . demon / kny. ) ( 𝓥 . curse / jjk. )

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god they are so beautiful !!!!!!!!

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good morning ! heads up that replies will be slow for a little bit— i wanna focus on revamping and updating my carrd today. i'll also be dropping some old inboxes / threads from forever ago to make room for new & be around to plot a little bit in the meantime ♡

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𝐒𝐈𝐍𝐃𝐀𝐘 𝐇𝐄𝐀𝐃𝐂𝐀𝐍𝐎𝐍𝐒

🧑‍🤝‍🧑🧑‍🤝‍🧑how do they feel about having multiple partners at once? have they ever done it? 🪢do they have a kink? if so, what is it? 💸have they ever or would they ever accept money or gifts in exchange for sex? 🍆how do they feel about toys? do they have any? what’s their favorite? do they use them with partners? 🌙do they need an emotional connection or are one-night-stands an option? 🫂how do they feel about friends with benefits? 🍒how old were they when they lost their virginity? to whom? was it significant? 🏳️‍🌈what’s their sexual orientation? have they ever experimented outside of that [for more binary orientations such as heterosexual/homosexual]? 👄do they prefer oral or penetrative sex more? ↕️are they a sub, dom, or switch? top, bottom, or switch? 🛏️what’s their favorite position? 🔢what’s their body count? 🕒what’s the longest time they went without engaging in sexual activity with a partner? [masturbation doesn’t count] 👀how do they feel about voyeurism? exhibitionism? 🏬would they have sex in public? if so, how public is too public? 🤪what’s the wildest place they’ve ever done something sexual? ❤️‍🔥what’s their most erogenous zone? 💋do they like to kiss while having sex? do they cuddle afterward? 💦what’s their immediate post-orgasm reaction? 🫶what does after care look like for them?

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inbox call !

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rolling out of alma's grave to post a tiny little rusty starter call ...

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is your muse a squishmallow, beanie baby, or labubu person...

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[ TXT ] : just saw i called you last night. how'd that go? / gojo

[ TXT : BOOBERRY 😎 ] omg do you remember? [ TXT : BOOBERRY 😎 ] i mean i feel like it went well! [ TXT : BOOBERRY 😎 ] you definitely didn't say anything you'd regret [ TXT : BOOBERRY 😎 ] if that's what you're wondering [ TXT : BOOBERRY 😎 ] you know, maybe we should discuss over food [ TXT : BOOBERRY 😎 ] breakfast? 😊

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⋆｡‧˚ʚ💋ɞ˚‧｡⋆ 𝐦𝐚𝐝𝐞 𝐢𝐧 𝐬𝐩𝐢𝐜𝐞 (usft dialouge prompts)

❝ are you gonna stare all night or do something about it? ❞

❝ you said you wanted me. so take me. ❞

❝ careful how you talk to me… or i’ll make you regret it. ❞

❝ we don’t have to make it to the bed. ❞

❝ you keep teasing me like that and i’m going to ruin you. ❞

❝ is that a challenge? because you won’t be walking tomorrow. ❞

❝ you look good on your knees. ❞

❝ come here. now. and lose the clothes. ❞

❝ you know exactly what you’re doing. ❞

❝ i’ve been patient long enough. ❞

❝ make me beg, then. see how long i last. ❞

❝ sit still. i want to take my time with you. ❞

❝ didn’t anyone teach you to knock?… or maybe you were hoping to see this. ❞

❝ i’m not here to play nice tonight. ❞

❝ do that again and i swear i’ll pin you to the nearest wall. ❞

❝ if you want it, come get it. ❞

❝ say please. louder. ❞

❝ you really think you can handle me? ❞

❝ this outfit is a problem. and i plan to solve it. ❞

❝ don’t move. let me take care of you. ❞

❝ you're already so needy for me, aren’t you? ❞

❝ we shouldn’t… but that’s not stopping you, is it? ❞

❝ you’re mine tonight. no interruptions. ❞

❝ one more sound out of you and i won’t be responsible for what happens next. ❞

❝ don’t look at me like that unless you’re ready to follow through. ❞

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next time something like this happens, you have to promise to tell me

' UGH . . . ' expression distorts against a wave of pain, resembling distaste moreso than discomfort. alma dismisses it with a poor smile, eyebrows knit with offered apology. ❝ ah, it's really not so bad. ❞ alma's seen worse. really, he's lucky his body is so quick to repair. he pulls himself to standing, realizing again just who he's talking to , and—

❝ but of course i'll tell you ! that's no problem at all, i just— you should know. it's not so bad. ❞ oop, keep it together, change the subject. ❝ you really are amazing! how did it go for you, are you okay ? ❞

PATCHING UP WOUNDS. / @highwindo ✧˖°

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HOW DOES YOUR MUSE HANDLE EMOTIONS?

Bold what usually or often applies. Italicise what sometimes applies.

ANGER

jaw clenching, hands balling into fists, teeth grinding, yelling, going nonverbal, stuttering speech, rushed speech, slow concise speech, rambling, quiet, arms crossing, shaking head, tearing up, animated, expressionless, projects, internalizes, vents, withdraws, passive aggressive, direct, physical outbursts, verbal outbursts.

JOY

easy smiles, fighting back grins, suppressed laughter, loud laughter, giggles, chuckling, smirks, whole body laughs, covers mouth when laughing, throws head back when laughing, slaps leg, touches people around them when laughing, looks down when laughing, looks for eye contact when laughing, sparkling eyes, bubbly happiness, quiet subtle happiness, obnoxious happiness, wants to spread joy, quietly savors joy.

SADNESS / CRYING

bottling it up, seeks distractions, wallows, meditates & processes, avoidance, seeks out comfort, withdraws, talks it out, internalizes it, sad smiles, depression naps, uses alcohol, uses drugs, seeks out sources of joy, fidgets with sentimental item, sits in silence, broods, gets moody, wants someone to share the misery, tries to hide negative emotions, nurtures others to make themselves feel better.

EMBARRASSMENT

shame, blushing, looking away, rubbing at back of head, covering face, laughing nervously, laughs it off, overthinks, lets it go, self-deprecating humour, deflects, gets irritated, smiles, withdraws, crossing arms over stomach, crossing arms over chest, hands in pockets, shoulders sinking, shrugs, falling into silence until comfortable again, talking a lot to compensate.

GUILT

avoiding eye contact, shoulders sinking low, head hanging down, crying, chest aches, lashes out, internalizes, apologizes, deflects, communicates, withdraws, grand gestures for forgiveness, accepts fault easily, punishes themselves, martyrdom, victim complex, over-active guilt complex, healthy conscience, internalizes even after forgiveness, seeking redemption, moves on easily, denial, lack of guilt/conscience, sorry they got caught more than caused harm, can’t handle knowing they hurt others.

tagged by: i found it ! >:) tagging: @einshi, @kaizokugaris, @staraze, @seraphynm, @viteoublies, @hearteris & literally anyone who wants to... multis for whomever you'd like so long as you tag me bcos i wanna see c:

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A courtly kiss on the back of a hand delivered with a bow / alina!!

the kiss leaves them aflutter, rosy glow and sweetened laughter. there are so many things to loathe in this world, grief and desperation, and none of it lives here. azure eyes soften at the sight, smile bursting and painfully real.

❝ you're so charming , ❞ alma murmurs, ❝ it's really not fair ! ❞ he doesn't release alina's hand as they rise, instead lacing their fingers together and pressing it to his cheek. safety / home. it's almost playful, the way lips graze her hand in turn, gentle and intentional in wake of sparkling gaze.

❝ won't you dance with me ? it's been so long since we've danced . . . ❞

PLATONIC KISSES. / @unhirsch ✧˖°