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LoveAlwaysDeandraSharae
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Busy, busy. So much has been going on. Breaking me down & building me back up. I’ve had to freaking awesome photoshoots so I can’t wait to share pictures from. Mentally exhausted. But things will get better. Remaining humble, stay down till you come up. I trust my struggle.
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At this moment in my life I'm rebuilding. I'm rebuilding my entire life from top to bottom. & I'm perfectly fine with that because that's all I really want to be doing right now.
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I’m over my past relationship, I’m over my ex-husband. Yes I do still love him. But loving someone can’t make someone love you. A baby won’t make a someone own up to his responsibilities. I’m over not feeling like enough for someone. I’ve had enough of getting disrespected & being unappreciated. Those are not the prices you pay for happiness. After 8 months of not being together I thought that things would be different if gave our relationship a fresh start. But it wasn’t even the slightest. The physical abuse was gone. But he replaced that with the way he was mistreating me. But this is exactly why I came back to colorado for. To see if we could give things another try, the right way for the sake of our daughter. I wanted my daughter to have both parents in her life, with them together if it was possible. I’m just hurt. Not because it didn’t work out, but why it didn’t work out. Neither one of us are perfect, I wasn’t asking for a perfect relationship by far. But I don’t deserve to be treated the way I was, nobody does. But I guess this is what it took for me to see that we really shouldn’t be together. At the end of the day, I know I did the right thing & I know our relationship ended not because I didn’t make it work it wasn’t willing to. & I can live with that. I’d rather live my life as a single parent raising my daughter by myself than to be in a relationship with someone who mistreats me, disrespects me, & doesn’t appreciate me. Raw feelings from a bruised heart.
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Inferred 👽
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Is it too late for me to say happy 4th of July? yesterday with Aquiline Photography. It was drizzling & damp the entire time, but we used that to our advantage. 😏🇺🇸
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Last nights festivities .. My mind was completely somewhere else ,
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I think it's really starting to hit me. Well today feels worse than yesterday & the day before. I'm hurting .. Because I am not prideful, I can say it. It hurts when you really put all of your time into something & it ends up just being a dream. Relationships suck . Especially when you're wholeheartedly trying & you're the only one trying .. You should have told me before when I asked you over & over again. We don't have to be together ..... I just got a little into my feelings. & I just snapped myself back into reality. Raw feelings of a broken heart. LoveAlwaysDeandraSharae ,
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Found out what that weird feeling was I been having a couple post ago ..
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Hey sweetheart, wassup boo, what you up to? More club moves? I call her, no answer, her phones in the back she dancing ..
#WaleFtRihannaEndure
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I hate when I have this weird feeling & I feel all weird but I don't know why ..
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Honestly, I'm not aspiring to be anything right now but myself.
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When you can truly be yourself, there's no better feeling in the world. No stress. No worries. Just live life & create a good day for yourself.
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#BeforeAndAfter #LateNightMunchies #GetYouABitchThatCanCookANDRoll .. That's solid ✊😂
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lost in my thoughts again ,
People whose priorities that are not on a level to where they can understand why you do the things that you do or respect it can't be expected to understand your hustle. It's nothing against people in general, but since I've understood this, it's helped me a lot with life. Someone who has priorities completely fucked up in life will drag you down with them. & those are the types of people I feel I "have to feed with a long spoon" , meaning there's nothing against them as a person, I don't dislike them or think negatively of them, but we are in different phases of life. We're all human & we all are completely different. Everyone didn't always have their shit together or their priorities together, especially not me. But when you come to the point in your life where you are you see things differently then those who don't you understand & you can't expect them to understand but you can help them, but you can't help someone who doesn't help themselves. I feel like they're is no excuse. No excuse not to get it. But everyone doesn't think like that.
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Thought I'd share a photo of most recent artwork. The beginning of my leg piece. ^__^
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LoveAlwaysDeandraSharae ,
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social media hypebeast ,
The world can be so fucked up. Scariest part it's so hard to see especially with a blind eye. & what I mean by blind eye is, you don't even notice it. I analyze everything, sometimes it can be a bad thing because it just causes me to get lost in my own thoughts. I think about the world & the things I like .. music, fashion, photography, journalism, etc, etc. I feel like society takes things & make them look so good, but it's really so deceiving. For example, Instagram. I'm really starting not to like Instagram. I feel like it's just become a huge popularity contest over who can get the most followers & likes, etc etc. It's sad that people really base their lives off of things that they see in the media. I feel like Instagram is taking over some people's lives .. BUT for all the wrong reasons. Your IG, or any other social website for that matter shouldn't make all of your decisions in life or define who you are. I think that people get so caught on social media hype & forget that it is not their real life. Those pictures that people make with celebrities & a quote are so ridiculous to me. People judge you based off how many followers you have, the pictures you take, the stuff you put on your IG. & can know absolutely nothing about your life, but can be so quick to judge off of a social site. Like wtf, become an actual adult. You think celebrities sit on IG scrolling all day judging people? You think adults with careers sit on IG all day? Like what do you accomplish from doing that. There was a point in time where IG was getting a little addicting to me, but that's because I had nothing better to do. Point I'm making is don't use a social site to define yourself. Be true to yourself. 
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