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craving the kind of intimacy that requires surgical tools

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Other people's emotions are deep and complex and beautiful but mine are proof that there is rot at the core of my being

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Don't wanna hurt you

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Sorry babe I tried to think of us doing anything except cuddly handjobs and my brain said No . Do you still want to fuck

"The sex will be sweet and autistic" "haha cool I'm okay with that I guess :)" <- guy who cannot picture anything else as a possibility with him

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"The sex will be sweet and autistic" "haha cool I'm okay with that I guess :)" <- guy who cannot picture anything else as a possibility with him

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You're sensitive tonight, aren't you love. Oh my poor poor thing. Even my fingers would be too much, wouldn't they, pretty one? But you need release tonight, I can feel it. You've been a bit grumpy today, haven't you? Be honest now. You've been on edge all day, my darling. I know when you need to be touched.

Lie back, I'm going to kiss you better, okay? Wont use anything but my mouth... I know you couldn't handle anything else, sweet thing. Let me kiss all of the places that need looking after. Once you've cum you'll feel all better, darling. You just leave it to me. There we are... Good...

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Sexual fantasy: teasing him to "accidentally" get him worked up. And it works

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If I am given a pillow to cuddle. Head will be allowed. If he really wants. I mean someone. Who knows who.

Can't receive head in practice cause :( why are you down there :( come back :(

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Can't receive head in practice cause :( why are you down there :( come back :(

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Holding my sweet boy on my lap, his back to my chest, letting my hand drift into his pants while I mark up that pretty neck..

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Sweet, spoiled baby boys that beg to be held and pet and loved on 💕💕

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Being nervous about going out so he pulls me in his lap and covers me in hickies so everyone knows I belong to him and I'm protected

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All mine, love. Don't you dare forget it <3

GIGGLES and kicks my feet and buries my face in a pillow

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i wanna let a boy hold me and talk to me softly and keep me safe and warm and comfy in his arms while i lay all sleepy on him

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neeeeeeed a boy to shush and whisper me to sleep and tell me he loves me and kiss me on the forehead and

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He loves me!! And I'm not crazy this time we've been saying it back and forth all night and this morning and he loves me so much