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Post exams' feels. 👐 (at Jcube Olympic Ice Rink)

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The only girl in the class to be blessed without wearing spectacles 😌

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Smiling faces after competition :) So honoured to have this first experience in NUS Shoot. #firingsquad (at SAFRA Indoor Air Weapons Range)

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Chinatown has beautiful lanterns for good backdrop. ✨

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Today, I've seen fallen stars in the skies. (at Marina Bay Singapore)

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I'm so proud of you, Ng. 😚 Though it was your first time but you were so brave 🙆 #bestfriendsgoals #blooddonation (at Bloodbank@HSA)

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In the loving memory of Mrs Ong Ah Chooi. I still remembered the very morning as I woke up and greet you, you looked so hagged and in pain. Never did I knew that was the last moment I've talked to you. Everyday was a torture to you cos of the endless medication and the agonizing pain that made you cried everyday. Losing you truly had been an ordeal to us especially daddy. Rest in peace Ah Ma for you had passed away peacefully in your sleep. Love ya, Ah Ma 👵💕

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Waiting for the seasons 🎄

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"The struggle is real, I think Qian did a good job in maintaining my hair cos of the strong wind but also the scenery is so serene, all is worth" 💁 Finally today marks the day when the youngest turns legal 👸💕

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Looking so gay here 😂 Though there's so many moments where I really wanted to give up but nevertheless thanks IJ042 for accepting me as your Captain* 💁💖

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FINALLY PROJECT WORK IS OVER! (at Innova Junior College)

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Where the modern meets the old. (at Amoy Street)

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The perks of filming videos with my Pinoy maid and grp members 💁🏿 P.S. pardon her uncontrollable leg hair

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"Cos we have each other's shoulder to lean on" except bob 😂 #majortb miss all of you. Let's meet up real soon 🙆

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Received results - 1st day

So I've received my results... and based on what I'm gonna say next will be somewhat... hard for me. In secondary school, I've never failed badly for any of my tests and examination. The worst I've ever got was a C and that was the only time. But after today, I've doubt the standards that the o level set. During my first year in JC, I literally failed almost all of my class tests and my mid year examination was not good. I've got DUU/USS. It was that bad and now it's the results of my promos. Apart from the A level exam, PROMOS IS ANOTHER COMPONENT THAT EVERYONE FEARED. (didn't now I was typing caps on that) cos that's the determining factor for your promotion to the second year. And after today, I felt myself hovering around that edge of the boundaries. Yes, I've failed. My H2 Maths and Chemistry. My parents expectation. My pride. And most importantly my goals. I can't emphasis how many times I was on the verge of breaking down when I received my paper. I wanted to go home as quickly as possible to shut myself in the room and have a long cry.. Fortunately and unfortunately, I wasn't able to go for the initial as my friends literally pulled me to them to have lunch. I was on my period, I've no mood or so but I still went along. We've talked, alot. Well I wouldn't it that it had brighten my mood a little and that made me not to regret that I spent some time with them. I can tell they were pretty concerned about me cos I wasn't being my usual self at that time. And I'm super thankful to have such caring friends (after my sec friends) :) Oh my God, I've longed to meet them but time is always being a bitch. Hais, I don't know how to break the news to my parents. I think I'm gonna have depression. And I think I have ....

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Help.

I feel so suffocated.

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