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I want people to look at me and get worried, scared if possible, of how light I had become.

I want people to not be able to recognize me.

I want to change.

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someone asked me for my favs , so here!

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✨Reblog to lose 15 lb before new years✨

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Dead Dash!!

Reblog this if you're an active member of the ED community in May-June 2020 so that I can follow you!

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I want to get so thin that the people who hurt me can’t recognize me anymore.

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Reblog if you have an eating disorder but

You’re not underweight

Even a little chubby

Struggle to fast

Binge eat

Struggles to lose any weight

Maybe I’m just a fat ass…but I just want to feel like I’m not alone

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Oh my god??

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Sooo apparently I'm 3kg away from being underweight... Lol😅

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“But if you forget to reblog Madame Zeroni, you and your family will be cursed for always and eternity.”

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why do i stress eat when i can stress starve

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Emotional eating?? Try emotional starvation, the results are a lot more satisfying.

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Eating disorders don’t just pick on teenage girls. Reblog if you’re 20+! I want to follow some people my age going through the same shit 🤷🏻‍♀️

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Emily Ratajkowski

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Imagine being skinny and light and delicate and wearing all the outfits you want and actually looking good in them. Oh but youre too busy eating like the fatass you are, arent you?

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so i saw this post where someone said they wanted people to worry. that’s why they wanted to like, get skinny. or like, what fueled their ed. so, here’s my go at it bc i’m unoriginal but have a similar opinion. 

so, why the hell do i want to be as thin and sickly as a bag of bones?

well, i want my grandmother & aunt to realize just how much their comments on my eating can do. even if it’s just one fucking sandwich that i ate. 

i want every single person who bullied me for my weight see my instagram posts & think: “oh my god she got so skinny”

i want my therapist, past & current psychiatrists & everyone at the fucking mental illness clinic i was at to want me to eat, to beg me to eat, instead of them happily taking my food or not worrying bc i’m fat.

i want my ex-friends who literally encouraged me to fast & restrict to realize just what they have done.

i want people to be scared that i’ll break any second. 

i want boys [ & girls tbh ] to be scared of treating me too roughly bc i could break. 

i want people to actually care. i want people to worry. i want them to notice my pain. i want to look as sick as i feel.