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Against my wishes, It’s still being dragged on.

(Screenshots at the end)

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This is going to be a little more informal, because honestly, I don’t want to drag this out longer than I have to. I made it clear - twice - back in February that I just wanted this situation to end. Despite my efforts to stay quiet and hope it would fizzle out, the person who’s been spreading false information about me hasn’t stopped. Instead, they’ve continued nonstop using alt and burner accounts, all while accusing me of being the one who won’t let it go.

He’s been reblogging posts from his alt Tumblr accounts (some of which have thankfully stopped), clearly trying to bury or discredit the evidence that shows his harmful behavior. He’s done this almost every single day - like clockwork.

He’s also used burner accounts to DM people in the official Pathea server, spreading hurtful and completely untrue claims about me. When one account was reported and removed, another popped up almost immediately and carried on the same behavior. Now, he's taken this to Reddit, where (according to multiple people who've reached out to me) he’s messaged nearly everyone who has commented on or interacted with my posts - mere hours after I created an account to share my artwork.

It’s uncomfortable for the people who received these unsolicited messages and felt they had to tell me. It’s uncomfortable for me to have to address this again. And I imagine it’s uncomfortable for moderators who have to deal with reviewing these situations - especially when this is coming from an adult who absolutely should know better.

Despite everything, I’ve made countless efforts to stay silent, hoping the situation would eventually pass. I’ve been fully aware of what’s been happening this entire time, but I chose to stay quiet in an attempt to de-escalate and move on.

I know about your alt accounts - on Reddit, on Discord, and the anonymous messages you and/or your friends sent to the owner of the My Time Tumblr zine, clearly trying to get me removed from the project.

I have screenshots from multiple people you messaged about me. Even though you were using alt accounts, they recognized you immediately - they didn’t even need to ask me. They quickly found the links between you and your burner accounts. They’ve reported you - and they’ll keep reporting you. I’ve been forced to report you as well, because I can’t keep ignoring it when nearly every other week, someone sends me more evidence of you hiding behind a burner and obsessively trying to paint me as a terrible person.

When the Sandrock voice actors called you out, it didn’t stop you.

When you lost your moderator role on the Pathea subreddits after your behavior was exposed, it didn’t stop you.

When a document full of screenshots was posted - showing your history of harmful actions, including you doxxing people and weaponizing the attempted suicide of an artist (which you falsely blamed on me and my friends, only for that artist to publicly call your claims false) - even that didn’t stop you.

When your Tumblr burners posted falsified evidence against me, then deleted the replies calling it out and blocked anyone who showed proof - you kept going.

Even when Pathea themselves had to issue a vague statement about “ongoing tension” affecting the community - it still didn’t stop you.

At this point, I genuinely don’t know what will. You've taken this across multiple platforms, and you continue targeting me from alt accounts. I can’t express how exhausting, frustrating, and deeply hurtful it is to be subjected to this over and over again. I’ve tried so hard to let this go, even knowing you’d never apologize or admit to anything. But you refuse to stop. I don’t even know what could possibly fuel the amount of hatred it takes to go this far.

Leaking my private mental health diagnosis in a public server with hundreds of people wasn’t enough? You think deleting the conversations hides it? It doesn’t. People saved those messages. They saw what happened. They know what you said. You can try to erase it, but it’s already out there - no matter how many times you claim it’s “edited.”

To the friends who’ve defended or excused this behavior: If you genuinely care about him, please be honest with him. Let him know when it’s gone too far. Enabling this and silencing the people who’ve been harmed has only pushed him to go further. If you truly want to support him, help him get the help he needs before more people get hurt.

The only reason I haven’t named you - despite your own friend publicly outing you in an attempt to twist and dismiss my vague request to be left alone - is because I still wanted to give you a chance to stop. But at this point, I probably don’t even need to say your name. Everyone already knows what you’re doing.

So, I’m asking you one last time:

Please stop and own up to your lies.

This isn’t a call out with the intention of sending any sort of hate towards him. This is my last option in addressing him directly (since I know he’s been keeping an eye on me, or at least his friends have been and report to him) as well as letting it be known what is going on in case anyone else has received untrue messages about me. Please do not harass him or send any hate messages towards him over this. What he did/ is doing was horrible, so please do not do the same. If you receive any messages about me that resemble the ones I’ve shared below, please report them to Pathea. It helps them take action and remove these fake accounts.

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why does the app look like this,

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might come back to tumblr, you know like one does

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just a quick update, since i'm not really on tumblr much anymore, i made a carrd for finding me elsewhere

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just a quick update, since i'm not really on tumblr much anymore, i made a carrd for finding me elsewhere

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Guys they did it again!!! Snowy and Co made another post about me and my friends after being told multiple times we just want to be left alone! I'm putting it under the cut this time so I stop clogging ya'lls dashboards but if you wanna come and sit at my table and tee-hee about it with me feel free. (Mean girl gifs because Snowy said I had Mean Girl energy).

DRAMA UNDER CUT<33 Also tw for potty mouth Ren.

I didn't think it be so soon but I got another fun post for ya'll! This time hailing from the amazingly unbias @Mtascritical // Snowy or one of his friends once again trying to smear me, my server, and my friends- all of whom are completely innocent of any wrong doing.

Link to the document addressing Snowy's Harmful behavior in the community: Link Link to my previous post with all my screenies: Link I wanna get into talking about this but genuinely the fact these people keep hiding behind sock puppet accounts is so funny- like, at least I have the nerve to put my whole name and account by what I say and leave my shit open for criticism. These guys keep blocking every single person who disagrees with them. Let's start with the obvious- Huni-bii is one of the most amazing, kindhearted people I've ever met in this community. I once asked her not to get involved in this because I know from experience how exhausting it is to have a target on your back and the last thing I wanted was for her to have to deal with that. But, Much like me, she has a strong sense of justice and chose to speak out against you because you were attacking innocent people within the fandom who did not deserve it. She's only just now started voicing her concerns about all this, and the fact you're trying to make her out to be some sort of collaborator in a grand conspiracy is ridiculous (Again with no evidence/that famous snowy leap in logic. All the people you listed are the ones who are victims of a hate campaign- not you. Once again, I'd appreciate it if you left all of us alone. I know Huni and I haven't actually rbed anything today about the drama and wouldn't have to if you just stopped. xD To finally get to it: I've explained the reason why I became involved in this multiple times, but they keep ignoring it- almost as if there isn't any excuse for their behavior. Let's go over it in one more time and I'll try and keep it simple/easier to read for Snowy and his friends.

Snowy has harassed, badmouthed, mocked, and ridiculed half the fandom. I know this might be a new concept to you Snowy, but that tends to very understandably upset people and make them wanna speak out against the bullying.

Ya'll keep saying that the length of the document and acting as if it's a of problematic behavior but Snowy himself is a fan of big documents.

I never wanted any part of this. Infact, I had no idea any of this was going on until multiple people came forward to warn me last October. I was dragged into it because Snowy, someone I do not know and have never spoken to, decided to spread rumors/lies about me and my server.

No one is obligated to like me and Snowy is no exception- but to make up lies in an effort to validate that dislike and then trying to spread them around as if they were fact is inherently problematic behavior.

If these sad little thoughts had been kept to yourself/your friends, I wouldn't have given a single, solitary fuck about what you had to say. But, again, SNOWY chose to spread these rumors as factual and I'm fully within my rights to defend myself as a result. The origin of these messages immediately became void when YOU made it public. Ever heard the phrase talk shit, get hit? Or if you can't handle the heat, get out of the kitchen.

SCREENSHOTS OF MY EMPTY CHATLOGS WIITH SNOW, PROOVING WE'VE NEVER SPOKEN. (Note I joined EO shortly after it opened and am no longer there.)

SCREENSHOTS OF SNOWY ENGAGING IN HARMFUL BEHAVIOR TOWARDS ME, AGAIN, A PERSON HE DOES NOT KNOW.

I actually took multiple steps to make sure that this didn't explode into conflict. For instance, right after I found out about this I followed the age-old, internet guide to curating my space and blocked him. After seeing these messages, I had no desire to engage with him. For safety reasons, I also blocked and removed friends of his from my Server. (A/N: Snowy himself had never been in my server and the two or thee friends who were in it we're removed shortly after they joined. All of you lost any right you had to be there the moment you decided to assist in Snowy's behavior.) I made no public mention of the problems between us and stepped back from the fandom because of my issues with anxiety.

Also Snowy was never in my server and has never provided anything to prove as much so him claiming it's toxic is hella disingenuous. Reeks of more jealousy to me as well, but can't probe that.

One of Snowy's friends' made a public post discussing the the situation. Though they didn't name me or my server, they speculated that their removal from here and my decision to cut ties with them over the rumors they were spreading made me complicit to the harassment Snowy had been receiving through dms. Snowy allowed them to make this statement knowing full well it was their own poor behavior that caused this situation and that I had done nothing but distance myself from them at that point.

Then ofc you and your friends keep making tumblr posts about this situation trying to minimize irrevocable hurt ya'll caused me and others instead of just leaving us alone as been repeatedly asked.

Once again I am politely asking you to leave all of us alone.

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If you've noticed that I'm becoming more inactive, you're right. I have so much going on in my life and friends' lives and coming on here with all the problems of the world that I have no resources to help with, it's affecting my ability to function, which isn't to say other peoples' problems affect me more than them, but that I cannot come here to escape my life and in good conscious ignore others. I simply need to take a break from it all. I'm sorry, I know others can't take a break from their situations, and it is a privilege for me to do so, and I'm sorry. I cannot keep going on like this with this in my current state of self.

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1 min of your time ✋🏼💔

I really need your help 🙏🏻🍉

Hardships come one after the other, displacement first, bombing, eviction, exploitation, unhealthy food, water and space, summer heat, then winter and bitter cold. I don't know why this happens to us, but I know there is a God who protects us and people who help us. Please help us buy winter clothes and a tent. I want to protect my family, even if it is as simple as $5 from each person, I can achieve my goal.🇵🇸💔🙏🏻

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https://gofund.me/4f8c3499

Hi,

I'm Maram , 27 years old , pharmacist from Gaza, I'm trying to evacuate my family ( father , mother , 3 sisters , and my brother ) to save them from the war and for treatment of my father ( he suffers from cartilage problem in his back , and he made 3 operations in Gaza and now his case become more worse with the war and there is no diagnosis , treatment or operating rooms now in gaza ), we lost our home and all things

I hope you can help me by donating even it's 10€ or sharing of my campaign

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⏰ 🚨 attention please🙏🚨

Dear friends and compassionate supporters,

This is Eman Zaqout, from Occupied Gaza, Palestine. I am a Biotechnologist 🩸💉, and scientific researcher👩‍⚕️ contacting you at a really desperate moment.🍉

I am seeking your assistance to raise funds for saving our lives, facing the starvation in Gaza and help me achieve my doctoral degree dream after being awarded OWSD PhD Fellowship for inspirational women👩‍🎓

Just like any motivated and loving life woman, and for years, I poured my heart and soul into my work at Al-Shifa Hospital and Turkish Palestinian Friendship Hospital, as Biotechnology Specialist serving cancer patients with compassion and skill 💪✌

 (photos of Al-Shifa Hospital before and after the IDF destruction)

 (photos of Turkish Palestinian Friendship Hospital before and after the IDF destruction)

I also gave medical lectures to students at different universities and training centers in Gaza👇

As a result of my outstanding grades in my study and the excellent performance in my job, I have been a holder of different scholarship and I am active participant in many research visits and scientific missions👩‍🔬. The last scholarship as at McGill University in Canada three months ago before the starting of the genocide in Gaza💔

However,😥

My life changed dramatically when Israeli military launched a sweeping war against Gaza. My home and our neighborhood in the North have been destroyed along with our belongings and precious memories early in this crisis😫

My job and my husband's job are gone 💔.Israeli military forced us to evacuate from the north Gaza to the south where they claimed it would be the safe zone but it is not at all😭

Forced to flee with nothing but the clothes on our backs, today, we find ourselves sheltering in a displacement camp lacking access to sanitation, medical supplies, food and drinkable water. I will not talk a lot about the dire and unbearable life we have to go through, as no word can express it fairly🥺😣

The good news in the midst of this tragedy, that I am one of the 22 women from the developing world who have been awarded OWSD- PhD fellowship to pursue my PhD study in Malaysia💪. But now I am stuck in Gaza unable to achieve my dream because Israeli army has occupied and closed all the border crossings😢

Meet 22 women who have been awarded the OWSD PhD Fellowship.

This genocide has been 11 months of hell and horror. We have reached a point where there is no hope left for us here in Gaza, where we are unfortunately just waiting for our turn to die.💔💔

Nevertheless,

I refuse to succumb to despair, holding on to the belief that brighter days lie ahead 🖤🤍💚💖

With your kindness and generosity🥺, I hope to survive the genocide and reclaim the path to achieving my doctorate 💉🩸

Your compassionate aid would mean the world to me and my family.🥺🙏🍉✌

Note, my previous account has been terminated for unknown reasons, but I had meaningful interactions with many of you ✔✔. I have always found the Tumblr community to be incredibly supportive and helpful, so your continued support of our campaign until we reach our goal would be deeply appreciated.💪💕

The pervious blogs have been vetted

by @90-ghost here

by @dlxxv-vetted-donations here

by @northgazaupdates2 here

by @aces-and-angels here

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Hello Dear,  

I hope this message finds you well. My name is Tahseen from Gaza. I am writing to you, urgently pleading for your help. I appeal to your mercy and humanity to help us. Please don’t be surprised when I say that you, yourself, are my hope, the hope that can bring life back to me and my children. As you read this message, my family and I are hungry, thirsty, and terrified. We are homeless, depressed, and feeling hopeless. To be honest with you, I can endure famine, thirst, and homelessness, but I cannot bear the thought of watching my children die from starvation.  

I am a father of three children, striving alongside my wife to secure a decent life for them. After October 7th, our lives took a drastic turn with the onset of the cruel war on Gaza. Tragically, everything we owned was lost when our home and business were bombed and destroyed. We are now enduring a slow death, living a devastating life in Gaza.  

I am reaching out to you after exhausting all other options that could keep us alive. The basic needs of living and the harsh circumstances we are enduring have forced me to write this letter and extend a hand for help. I believe that your generosity and kindness can make a huge difference in our lives and give us the hope we so desperately need.  

In response to our dire circumstances, I have created a campaign to help my family rebuild our lives and meet our basic needs for food, water, and other essentials in these harsh conditions. My campaign has been vetted by @olagaza, @90-ghost, @northgazaupdates, & @neptunerings 

All I ask is that you reblog the pinned post on my page and donate if you can. Your support would mean the world to us. Please consider visiting my GoFundMe page at https://www.gofundme.com/f/tahseen-family-from-gaza-not-to-feel-hungry By donating and sharing, you are helping me, my wife, and our three children survive the ravages of famine and genocide. You are giving us hope to rebuild our home and reclaim a life that was stolen from us.  

I would also greatly appreciate it if you could follow me to stay updated on our situation. I eagerly await your response and thank you in advance for your kindness and support.  

With deepest gratitude 

Tahseen  

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Hello dear .. My name is Abdul Rahman Halas, married to the martyred journalist Alaa Al-Dahdouh. My journalist wife works for the Watan News Agency and we had a beautiful child named Karam. The real disaster began on Wednesday, May 31, 2024, when my wife, my child and I were surprised by a huge missile that fell on us and exploded in the place where we were, targeting the house we fled to and other neighboring houses

. At that moment, my journalist wife Alaa hugged our child Karam to protect him from the hell of the missile, but she turned into pieces and died immediately. My child Karam and I miraculously escaped certain death when the pressure of the missile threw me a long distance, which resulted in me being injured by numerous shrapnel and multiple injuries that led to severe fractures in my leg and damage to the nerves in my hand and foot and various shrapnel in different parts of my body

. My wife is a journalist covering the crimes of genocide against defenseless civilians in the Gaza Strip. With the intensification of the bombing and the scarcity of food and water, my wife and I struggled daily to secure food for our only child Karam, who was also suffering from severe fear because of The brutal bombing of the Gaza Strip.

Now after the disaster that befell my family, I need your generous support to overcome my ordeal and pay for my treatment and surgeries. I need several surgeries outside the Gaza Strip that cost a lot of money, and I am in dire need of your tears and support.

I am confident that after reading my sad story, you will sympathize with me and share with me and will not leave me and my child Karam alone.

Donate to me or share my campaign with your friends to donate to me

No matter how small your donation is, it means to me a chance for me and my child to be treated and to stay safe.

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Canadian Miku!~

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I foresee a spike in commissions.

Lighting practice with everyone's favorite boss.

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Girl You Need a Shot of B12 (My Time at Sandrock Edition)

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