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me: dress how you want!! gender is fake!!! nothing matters!!!!!!

trans person: i like gender tho

me: hell yeah i respect that!!!! i apologize and don’t mean to dismiss your identity with my optimistic nihilism!!!!!!!

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i’m sure i’ve missed a few things, but i can’t stand to look at it any longer. i present to you: the good, the bad, and the ugly of tumblr throughout the decade

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my stressful time of year is here

its my sisters birthday and i have 3 options:

1. wish her a simple formal “Happy Birthday!”

pros: non problematic at all, acknowledges existance without acknowledging the past

cons: feels like im lying because im not that formal, i hate talking to her like a stranger, invites formal response which makes me feel like im forcing her to acknowledge me which is potentially bad for her and also forces her to maybe lie and be formal too??

2. send her the 1234HAPPYBIRTHDAY song or another reference

pros: fun :), lets her know i care in an honest way, maybe make her smile?

cons: is maybe just me being manipulative? by trying to be falsely likable or funny? and trying to use the past as emotional manipulation to make her somehow feel guilty or sad just to make her talk to me therefor bringing her back into my toxic circle of influence???

3: say nothing

pros: no risk of accidently offending her by saying something, i feel bad because i really do care and want to reconnect and talk to her but i cant because theres no right answers and im so frustrated (but not enough to hurt anybody i would never on purpose why doesnt anyone believe me?!) and sad i dont kno what to do TnT

cons: by “ignoring” her birthday & saying nothing is that emotional manipulation?? am i being abusive by not saying anything??

i have 1 hour left until the days over i cant guys i just...... i just dont want to hurt anyone especially my sister TnT this day is so fuckin stressful

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the nephfei group on deviantart is having a gifting event & heres my first entry for it

Gray is this horse boi & he belongs to poryeron

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i like making vaporwave garbage images when i’m bored

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PLEASE SHARE.

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“Fans can now experience the story of Goku in Dragon Ball Z: …. Cockarot”

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holidays make me an emo kid again

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@loraznerd its jeff lol i like him a lot

just casually dying maybe idk

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im not dead, im just taking a break. reading comics... including a favorite: Ghost Rider 2099!

featuring local dead angst machine Kenshiro Cochrane and his 3 emotions: pissed off, more pissed off, and tired. i could write for an hour on how this series is fun and amazing and soooo underrated 💀🔥🏍

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“team meeting” work doodle in pen...

if im not drawing or fidgeting w/ something during lectures of any kind, just assume im not listening....

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Have fun at comic con!!! Are you selling your morbius comics? Ps I’m glad you’ve been posting again recently 😊

I totally am and im gonna be branded a huge nerd omg >_<

i am very organized and my aesthetic is flawless shut up

omggggg help

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sooooo

tomorrow.... i am going to my first comic con... as an “”artist”” ....... i’m going to have a table my dudes! ._. my comic shop guy manages them in my area, and i told him i wanted the smallest area in the fall/winter (better to see how a small con goes first, right?) Got my saturday shift covered, got all my su-PREMELY amateur stuff all together, got my basic signage, got my fake-it-til-u-make-it confidence (ง’̀-‘́)ง

also all this week i’ve been having a lot of fun working on my next comic

so i’ve got something to work on tmro in my spare time... so if nothing else, i got a day off to draw non-stop ^-^

anywho, i gotta remember take a pic for posterity of my table once i get set up, so wish me luck guys!!!

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agreed! the art is very nice on all points! i personally love the dirty & gritty vibe they have going for the settings - the “lab” scenes esp: atmospheric af u_u

the inner monologue was so on character & yes he’s at it again w/ the experiments and yes it doesnt seem to be going right and yes he is still a mess and its great. 10/10 on character!

(also if that is martine back from the dead AGAiN and now a vampire hunter i am going to yell because yes i would LOVE more interaction between those two & i have put up with a lot of ridiculous revivals over the years but ComeOn! She was SO squandered in the past plsplspls 🙏)

i also agree that it felt like it was over before it even really got started, but im so ready to see what issue 2 has in it! as i told dusk, im always a bit nervous when it comes to new comics with characters i like (being a venom[eddie brock] follower for so long has taught me how many ways writers who have no passion or interest in a character they are forced or convinced to write for can RUIN them), but im trying to remain optimistic, and really am looking forward to seeing this series continue after this issue! nice job to all writers & artists so far! ( ﾉ ﾟｰﾟ)ﾉ 🦇💉⚰️

Morbius #1 2019

I JUST READ IT AND I LOVE IT!!!

Art is a 10/10!!! Amazing! Covers and inside art are great! A clear horror vibe that works well!!

Inking and colors 100% fantastic!

Writing shows clear research into the character and how he behaves! He has an ego! He waxes philosophical in his own head!!! He experiments with NO PRECAUTIONS because he is a hot mess!!!

This is the best thing Marvel has done with him in years! It’s also short, the only downside! I hope they can keep this up! It’s so promising!

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Sonic The Hedgehog (2020) | First trailer design vs. redesigned Sonic from the new trailer