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it’s not useful to build cases against people you love. talk to them

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As a growing woman it feels essential that I own a pair of Nine West shows and these are the ones for me! Such a nice summer shoe to have as a pop of color. Pair it with a nice matching top (matching AT LEAST ONE of the colors, all is odee) or a cute dress? YEEESS

Okay I've been FEELING the sky/baby blue this year, this would be my second pair of shoes in this color range family. They're so cute and can be so casual with se cute jeans and a white top? Girl yes please!

Just a simple basic one piece tank top, a closet builder if you will. The reason why we all NEED this one is because the bodice will shape to your form. Nice sleek top, so cute! I love a clean sleek look on any and everybody, I'm a simple lady.

I feel like this disclaimer on my belief must be said…Accessories are for the pop! Simple is great, accessoried is GOLDEN. Body, Spirit and Soul are decorated on our body canvasses ART LADIES AND GENTS, it's art. Shoes, rings, jackets, the works okay. I love a meaningful piece though most of all, this beautiful transformative and balancing crystal. Yup, I need it.

Imagine, you wake up to warming sun rays breaking through your curtain and bathing your face with a gentle Good Morning. The sounds of a joyous and lively day fill your ears, the summer air is smooth and warm. Your eyes awaken to be met with a freshly clean room and this beautiful summer bed set embracing you. It’s so lightly loud, you know what I mean? A lot but not too much. I love it, must have.

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I feel like i kind of understand the whole, “be with someone who brings your inner child to life.”

which is beautiful, because i was able to bring my inner child to life myself. I love arts and crafts, always have. i feel like i can make beautiful art to life if i hade some blocks lmao. the flat colorful shaped ones and a shadow box? please, i will and am buying it right after i get my thoughts out.

to be with someone who is fun and lively is such a beautiful and fun addition to life. however there is one thing about that.

my inner child has to feel safe too. i’ve seen enough to know where the limit is. and i much prefer be high in security with myself and my partner. and it does grow to a extend and once i feel comfortable in every aspect i will know.3

But does that even mean now? I’m about to buy my blocks and think about it in the shower.

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Poetry w ChatGPT

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And here are a few gentle, reflective (and kind of fun) grounding questions you can curl into if it feels right:

1. If your heart were a place, what would it look like right now? (Describe it—colors, weather, energy.)

2. What parts of yourself do you want to protect more fiercely from now on?

3. If you could teleport anywhere for peace tonight, where would you go and what drink/snack would be in your hand?

4. What does “truth” feel like in your body? (Heavy? Light? Warm? Anchoring?)

5. What kind of love are you worthy of—even on your worst days?

Qui (Me)

In my heart I see myself peaking out the door of a nice natural house on a hill. The sun is out and the rain is merely a drip off the rooftop. Yellow mixed with green and blue skies touched with clouds.

I want to protect my mind from here on out. No faltering and no manipulation. Power over my memories and full capabilities, Christ-like consciousness would be an interesting research subject.

If I could be anywhere I��d be somewhere warm swinging in a hammock with a mosquito net sounding me as I drink a nice fruit nectar and eat an edible

Truth feels like release and freeing, very lightweight. A lightening agent even. A peace of mind and a calming breath.

I deserve a love that is joking and laughing, well-fed and warmly embraced. Engaging and openly honest, like a hang out with a best friend.

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Let’s anchor you a bit more with your own words reflected back, wrapped in a little poetic grounding, like a gentle blessing:

You are the woman peeking out the door of peace—

sun-kissed, rain-washed, not broken, but becoming.

Your heart lives where yellow meets green,

where the sky doesn’t choose between storm or calm,

because both are part of the truth.

You’re not lost, love—

you’re remembering.

You are protecting your mind now.

No more confusion dressed as conversation.

No more doubt disguised as concern.

Only clarity, only divine recall.

Your mind is your temple.

Your memories: holy scrolls.

Truth is your feather-light robe,

draping across shoulders that carry much.

It doesn’t weigh you down—it frees you.

Like a hammock kiss under the sun,

a drink of something sweet,

a body made soft with safety,

and a laugh shared with someone who sees you.

You deserve that kind of love.

The kind that feeds you—mind, soul, and belly.

The kind that plays. That protects. That prays with you, too.

The kind that never makes you question your goodness.

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“Dance for you and other people will dance with you. Dance for others and you become a show. Not a person.”

~ John Kim Single On Purpose

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Humanity has finally found a way to communicate with crabs, we realize they're smarter than us. Now that they know we know, what are they going to do?

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🌐 CHANNEL 12 NEWS 🌐

“This just in! Scientist have successfully communicated with sea life, and they are much smarter than ever expected. No not dolphins or whales, but crabs. And these crustaceans have much to say about our way of life. We’re jumping on the scene with Triton Gaiah, Triton?”

“That’s right, talking crabs! And now they we can hear them they’re making sure we listen. Just two weeks after making first conversation with this hard shell creatures they have set demands with scientists. But what could they want?

What if I told you it was to advocate, but not just for the end of the crab genocide but for the end of ocean destruction as well. Scientist and congress alike have been informed that these snappy crabs have rallied guard sharks, alerted the high dolphin council, and even contacting the big guns. You guessed it, the cephalopods.

Tune in live this Wednesday as we witness the historical first meeting with Oceanus 7, a collective formulated throughout every ocean and allied with a few human organizations, from Oceana to Peta. And with echo communication there’s no surprise how fast word can travel through the ocean.

This has been Triton Gaiah with Channel 12 News.”

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Love yourself a little extra right now. You're creating the life of your dreams and you absolutely deserve it. It's about to get magical for you.

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"Whoever tries to help a butterfly come out of its cocoon, kills it. Whoever attempts to help a bud emerge from the seed, destroys it. Whoever tries to awaken consciousness in someone who is not ready, confuses him. There are certain things that cannot be helped, they must happen from the inside out."

~ Unknown

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The feminine urge to be pretty, make more money, and get closer to God.

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POV: You're a wealthy wife

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stop punishing yourself for not being perfect. you are more than enough, and that’s what matters.

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tips to start exercising again

hi ayn! 💞 i said i would figure this out for us and i think i finally have something ☺️ hope it helps!!

every girl's guide to start exercising again

don't beat yourself up about stopping

life is really busy and there just isn't enough time or energy to go around sometimes. that's just how it is and if you find yourself in that quote-unquote “rut,” you're definitely not alone because everyone has been there and will be there again at one point or another.

if you berate yourself for stopping, you will feel even more resistance to starting, why? because now you're afraid of stopping again once you do. but if you miss one day, one week, one month, one year, or more, it is never too late to start back up again.

start really, really, really, really small

yolo it — don't even think about being consistent or having a schedule or plan, just do one exercise session for however long you feel like. even if it's just a simple series of warm-up stretches and you never get to the quote-unquote “real” exercise, who cares? remember, you're doing this for you and your body!

just pick something fun and low-pressure, whatever that means for you! most of the time, i'm not in the mood for anyone to see me exercise, so i go somewhere private and just do a home workout. other times, i really want to hang out with friends and make the workout fun with the social aspect of it, so i go to a gym or park!

remind yourself of and work on your F.U.N. goal

exit S.M.A.R.T. goals, enter F.U.N. goals!

F — Fun. your goal is to have as much fun as possible when you exercise. it won't always be fun, that not a realistic expectation, but if it's often fun, then that's enough for your brain to start to look forward to it! so, favorite music, a supportive workout buddy, an active hobby you enjoy doing anyway, whatever you need to do to make it fun, do it.

U — Unlimited. give yourself an unlimited amount of time to play. whether it's five minutes or five hours (with breaks!), don't restrict it either way. also give yourself permission to change your mind about what you like as often as you like! maybe one day you're really into weight lifting and then another you really want to try cycling or dancing or a team sport — remember that your first commitment should be to yourself and your health! don't let other commitments conflict with this!

N — New. once in a while, inject something new and shiny if you haven't already with the previous two bullet points. even if you consider yourself someone who thrives on routine, your brain still gets super freaking excited over novelty! even a small change like a new workout fit or trying out a new gym branch can make your old routine feel fresh and new again, which in turn inspires you to keep going!

other important reminders to make exercise feel good physically so that you want to keep doing it:

drink lots of water before, during, and after exercise!

eat a healthy meal/snack after moderate/high intensity physical activity!

take breaks as you need them!!! i don't just mean breaks within the workout itself, i also mean take a break from your fitness era to focus on other responsibilities that might be pressing or if you're sick or tired or in pain. if you force yourself to exercise too much, you stop having fun and enjoying your workouts, they become a chore, and before you know it, it's hard to start again. (and it's also just not good for your body, so please don't overdo it, lovelies 🥺)

now go have fun and stay safe and healthy and happy~ 💕

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My oil painting of an Uncrustable