lxnatixx

[lxnatixx]

you gay

no. i’m the rainbow. so in many forms of technicality- yes i am 😭

[lxnatixx]

Chiwa gave him a small glance, keeping silent for a minute before giving a meek smile. "Because sometimes it's hard to believe that someone could miss me," she responded in earnest, her eyes clouded with honesty. She fiddled her with her fingers for a moment, turning her head to the side to look off at nothing. She was just finding it hard to keep eye contact at the moment. "It's not that I don't trust you, I don't trust myself I guess.. my intuition always tells me that it's true but then I think of the possible falsities and it makes me nervous, you know?" She shoved her hands into her pockets, out of sight. 

She cleared her throat a little, eyes darted every which way for a moment before returning to Nam with an almost hopeful look. Maybe he’d understand. She wasn’t sure herself. Maybe it was her confidence issues. Maybe it was the fact that she just- had that guard up for no particular reason. “I’m sorry, I don’t mean to do it. It just kind of happens,” She sighed. She had on impulse gone to explaining herself in depth before thinking on whether he was being serious or just playing around with her. Didn’t take a second to process the tone of his voice even. She always thought she had to explain herself. It was a force of habit for the young woman.

@lxnatixx​  /  lyric sentence starter (  open to anyone  )

“  why are you so surprised whenever i say i miss you, you never believe me ?? ”

[lxnatixx]

plots based on fearless (taylor’s version)

the way i loved you

muse a and muse b used to date. they were fire and music, balls of passion and spontaneity (lets get matching tattoos or run from this town?? down, lets go) until they blew up. after a horrid break up, muse a moves onto someone new, someone stable, some good for them, but boring. their life seems to be a neverending loop of staleness … until they run into muse b again that breathes life into them. will they chase the fire, or stick to what they’re used to?

don’t you

muse a is desperately in love with muse b. the thing is, muse b is this super popular person (in school, amongst peers, literally a celebrity, you choose). muse b might give muse a the time of day, but it’s clear muse a’s heart is way more in this relationship that muse b’s. or is it? maybe muse a starts to see their worth and walk away just as muse b begins to return those feelings.

fearless

muse a is painfully shy. it’s the summer before everything changes and they run into muse b, someone who washes the fear away from them. after 91 days of constantly being together, it’s time for them to part ways. maybe this is the one thing that muse a is still afraid of  –––  losing b. 

you belong with me

a CLASSIC. classic case of muse b being in a relationship with someone who is not good for them. muse a knows they’re better for them. spice things up, instead of having muse a silently pine for b, have them meddle. maybe they never get together? maybe they learn they’re better as friends?? the world is your oyster.

that’s when

muse a and muse b decide to take a break. they promise to come back to each other someday, but when ‘someday’ comes, one of them has already moved on. what now?

love story

coming from horrible home lives, muse a and muse b decide to run away together, thinking them being together will solve all their problems. it works for a while, until those problems come back to haunt them. (people literally chase them down to bring them back, they’re broke and can’t afford to live together, married life isn’t that great, you pick go wild)

[lxnatixx]

has this ever been done? an 1x1 where we each put our liked songs on spotify on shuffle and then we base our muses by the songs that come up. it can be one song or as many as we need to think about the muse’s personality and backstory. we can make otp and character playlists, make playlists based on mood and shuffle them to start threads, etc. just little ways to move the plot along and mix things up depending on the song that shows up. as someone that is always thinking about what song would fit this or that in her plot i think that going the other way around and making the plot fit the songs could also be very fun.

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Remodel

Hi lovies! I know there aren't many of you who will see this post because I don't have many followers as it is. But my blog went through another remodel yesterday. I am working on getting the muse section done, but I hope you enjoy the new layout. I hope that in the next month or so I'll be able to drag a little more attention to my blog so I can roleplay more on here. I haven't really done anything with this account aside from posting memes and such. But hopefully I can get more views soon. Thank you to everyone who does take the time to look at my blog though. I really appreciate it.

[lxnatixx]

response to @deliirious​

When Clairie had heard the knock on her door, the last person she expected to see on the other side was Peyton. Why couldn't it have been her best friend, or a neighbor? Someone else other than him. That's the last thing she needed right now. Her eyes clouded with an unreadable emotion. Anger? Sadness? Pity? She was going to shut the door without letting him speak, her hand pushing the door to close it, her voice coming out in a soft murmur. "Go away Pey-" she paused when she heard his voice. An almost delicate reminder that he used to mean something to her. Who had even given him her address? This was making everything so much worse than she wanted it to be. Her gaze was directed to the ground for a moment, contemplating, before it returned to him with clear reluctance.

“You think you deserve 20 minutes after I waited for you for so long to just be let down in the end?" it was sort of an offhanded question if she was being honest. "Well you were definitely good at acting like I didn't mean anything to you, so why would this be any different?" she responded honestly, her arms crossing over her chest. She was honestly offended that he would come to her door and request for her time. "Just move on Peyton... go be with someone you don't have to keep a secret from everyone. We are done. I think I made that clear," she was trying to be as straightforward as possible. She didn't want to be hurt again. Not being able to see him on one of the most important days of her life, it hurt. More than anything. That was just the icing on the cake though.

open to: f/nb (trans muses welcome) plot: famous musician dates normal girl/person - plot in source please read rules before interacting (peyton is a test muse)

“Wait! Please don’t shut the door,” he said as soon as saw them on the other side. Peyton was beyond lucky that his friend had told him their new address. It maybe should have surprised him that they’d moved after college, but then he realized it wasn’t necessarily fair of him to be annoyed at them for not mentioning it. What purpose would being upset serve anyways? “Please, just let me explain myself. Just 20 minutes and then you can kick me out and never look at me again if that’s what you want, but please. I don’t just want to keep going and acting like it’s not fucking killing me to have lost you.”

[lxnatixx]

♡   TEXT MESSAGES : SEXUAL EDITION  [  𝚂𝙴𝙽𝚃𝙴𝙽𝙲𝙴 𝚂𝚃𝙰𝚁𝚃𝙴𝚁𝚂 𝙿𝚃. 𝟹  ]

adult  themes / language tw.   customize  as  you  need / wish !

[ text ] Come to my house so we can do each other

[ text ] Is it weird that I want to eat you out rn?

[ text ] Wish you lived with me so we could nap and fuck all the time

[ text ] My dick is so hard

[ text ] Haha you dirty minded cutie

[ text ] Send nudes asap

[ text ] I want to take you out for dinner. I want you to be my dinner. 

[ text ] I’ll eat you out 24/7

[ text ] Nothing feels better than having you inside me

[ text ] You’re so cute like I want to push you up against a wall 

[ text ] I’m bored. Let me eat you out or something

[ text ] You looked so good on top of me, I couldn’t take my eyes of you

[ text ] Can you come lay with me ? Give me kisses and hickeys

[ text ] Fuck me, honestly

[ text ] Should you be sleeping? In my bed with me?

[ text ] On my way to grab your butt and call you my prince/princess

[ text ] What are you wearing? Show me 

[ text ] The thought of your lips on my neck drives me fucking insane

[ text ] I don’t want to ruin our friendship, but I really want to tap that ass

[ text ] Today reminds me of you because it is HOT as fuck

[ text ] We are friends, but I’d fuck you if you asked

[ text ] You’re the type of girl/boy that I want to fuck the life out of

[lxnatixx]

positivity for rpers who never got a shoutout : To all of us that don’t see our names. We are good writers. Our interpretation of our characters is unique to us. And we are wanted and valued by our partners. Keep writing.

[lxnatixx]

Open Starter // Any Gender

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"Do you enjoy flustering me, or is it just your personality?" Hikari whined, flinging a pillow at [muse name], her lips in a small pout. The room was dark, all that illuminated it was the TV; in the middle of playing an episode from the 5th season of Naruto. [muse name] had thrown out some offhanded and flirty comment in the middle of a scene, distracting them from the episode for the meantime so Hikari could quarrel for a moment. She reached a hand out to push on [muse name]'s shoulder lightly. "Look what you did, we missed the most important part," she flicked her hand in the direction of the television, letting out an exaggerated sigh, reaching for the remote so she could pause it.

The sound of the television dispersed as it was paused, the sound of the remote being dramatically dropped back onto the bed was the next audible thing. She finally turned back to [muse name], her eyes only partially lit by the screen lighting. It took her a moment to even say anything, her stubborness blossoming in full once her voice could be heard. "You're annoying," she implied pointedly, her lips turning into a frown, turning her head away. She was trying not to let a snicker pass, despite her attitude. She rolled away from [muse name] a little, sitting up before plopping herself onto her back so that her legs hung closer to her night stand while her head settled closer to [muse name]'s side, a grin embedded on her lips. "You're gonna have to apologize," she stated with a confirming nod, eyes squinted a little. Her nose was slightly bunched up, a playful demeanor spread across her expression as she looked up at [muse name].

"I'm waiting."

[lxnatixx]

𝐌𝐘 𝐏𝐎𝐑𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍 - 𝐈 𝐃𝐑𝐀𝐖 𝐒𝐋𝐎𝐖 | 𝐒𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐍𝐂𝐄 𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐒

“ when the morning comes and I wake up miles away, any other day it’s all the same. “

“ with the rising sun there’s a hunger born again. “

“ and the shortest road to the sunset doesn’t turn, it’s what I gotta learn every day. “

“ just a few more miles to the point of no return, oh the way is plain. “

“ the way is plain. “

“ oh, love, you gimme what I need - you take like a one armed bandit. “

“ be my strength, be my portion. “

“ oh, love, you gimme what I need to live by your one commandment. “

“ take away my prize so I never have to lose. “

“ never gonna lose or play the game. “

“ take away desire so I never have to choose, or lay the blame. “

“ keep me up all night so I never have to wake. “

“ never gonna break away again. “

“ give me no advice that I ever have to take. “

“ oh, be not my friend. “

“ no, you’re not my friend. “

[lxnatixx]

Hi. So, little rant about my muses here real quick. Do you ever have those muses that give you so much inspiration but also give you the biggest urge to write angst for? Plus, they may or may not be your favorite muse. Like- what brings me to think that writing a death scene for my muse or something is okay for my emotional health? It's not. I was writing angst and all I could feel were tears as I killed Ella off in one of my recent Angst stories. The pain I endured was- crippling guys. Please send help for my poor angsty soul.

[lxnatixx]

LOVE / HATE | STARTERS send a prompt or send ✉ for a random starter. triggers apply.

don’t shake your head at me like that, you prick.

what’s the panic?

you wait here for me.

sorry for your trouble, you know, that’s all.

i hear you get nightmares. you know any cure for that?

you need to talk to someone, you can talk to me.

we’re always talking about down the road. down the road, we’ll be happy. down the road, it’ll be perfect. but it never is.

don’t shout at me.

jesus, what is it now?

i’ll be straight up with you. i don’t give a shit about anyone, man.

you’re a fucking hypocrite, you know.

this is bullshit.

come here to me, sweetheart.

cops are gonna be all over this.

how come you know all this shit?

come here to me, buddy. you’re all right.

you’re not cut out for the life you’re leading.

relax, i’ll be back in an hour.

well, the body has experienced a trauma. body and mind are connected.

what do you keep smiling for?

these are whopping nuggets. think they’re made with real chicken.

it’s good to see you, pal.

you’re always wanting to blow shit up, aren’t you?

you’re gonna have to disappear.

and i asked you and you lied to me, swore blind you didn’t.

fuck off, will you? don’t be annoying me.

i’m in a bind, man. i’m in a fucking bind.

do you understand? that’s trauma.

hey! i’m in fucking heels here.

you’re gonna be all right, mate. okay? you’re gonna be all right.

you should’ve come to me before.

you’ll be late for your own funeral if you don’t watch it.

you should see your face. you thought i was serious?

you don’t think it matters ‘cause – ‘cause if someone was a bad person, but it does.

it’s all bullshit, you know. i’m so fucking tired all the time.

look, take my hand, go on.

listen, have a think about it, yeah?

call the cops. cops come. they don’t come. they never come.

it’s not fair, turning up like this, it’s not fair.

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argument sentence starters.

two lovely nonnies requested these and i hope they find them well!! some of these are general, others are a tiny bit more specific, they're very angry and aggressive and conflict-based so i hope they work out! bon appetit!

" you've got some nerve... "

" how dare you! "

" get the hell away from me! "

" what did you just say? "

" how could you say/do/think that?! "

" no. no way. not happening. "

" we're not having this conversation! "

" that's not a good enough explanation! "

" god, why does it always have to be a fight with you?! "

" get out! "

" get away from me! "

" god, i can't believe you... "

" what were you thinking?! "

" i hate you. "

" wait a minute, you're blaming me?! "

" well, of course i blame you! "

" none of this would've happened if you had just listened to me! "

" what are you talking about?! "

" god, you're [INSERT INSULTING ADJECTIVE HERE]. "

" i never want to see you again. "

" this is all your fault. "

" you're a monster! "

" what did you do?! "

" what's THAT supposed to mean? "

" you think you're so much better than me, don't you? "

" okay, that's it. what the hell's your problem? "

" you wanna know what your problem is? "

" i'm not talking to you when you're like this. "

" your plan's gonna get us all killed, and you know it. "

" god, you can never admit when you're wrong! "

" i want you to leave. now! "

" you have no idea what i've been through! "

" quit playing the victim card! we've all been through stuff! it doesn't give us a free pass to be an asshole! "

" you hypocrite! "

" you lied to me! "

" this is the part where you apologize. "

" this is the part where you leave. "

" you must think you're god's gift to the world. "

" oh, spare me your holier-than-thou bullshit! "

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You ever just lose track of time sometimes and neglect to realize you only have 10 full school days left until the end of the year and you start to endlessly struggle to finish assignments and get shit turned in because you are failing two classes that you could have easily prevented? Hi, I'm Spooky and that has been my dilemma this week. Thanks for coming to my ted talk.

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having a tumblr blog with more than 500 followers deserves to be in the dsm-6

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This song- would be a fucking great wedding son- this one made me cry man.

[lxnatixx]

These are definitely good for starting character interactions ;)

     AFFECTIONATE INTERACTION MEME

[ hold ] – for your muse to hold my muse

[ dance ] – for your muse to dance with my muse

[ kiss ] – for your muse to kiss my muse. bonus points if you specify where.

[ tuck ] – for your muse to tuck a piece of my muse’s hair behind their ear.

[ ruffle ] – for your muse to ruffle my muse’s hair

[ stare ] – for your muse to catch my muse staring at them

[ heartbeat ] – for your muse to listen to my muse’s heartbeat

[ scar ] – for your muse to gently trace one of my muse’s scars

[ story ] – for my muse to tell yours a personal story

[ book ] – for your muse to read to mine

[ sleep ] – for your muse to fall asleep on mine

[ secret ] – for my muse to share a secret with yours

[ hands ] – for your muse to play with my muse’s hands.

[ wrist ] – for your muse to run a finger along my muse’s inner forearm

[ play ] – for your muse to act out a scene from a play with mine

[ comfort ] – for your muse to soothe mine

[ music ] – for your muse to sing or play an instrument for mine

[ duet ] – for our muses to sing karaoke together

[ nuzzle ] – for your muse to nuzzle mine. bonus points if you specify where.

[ adventure ] – for your muse to take mine somewhere new

[ date ] – for your muse to take mine on a date

[ hug ] – for your muse to hug mine

[ carry ] – for your muse to carry mine. bonus points if you specify how.

[ street ] – for your muse to grab my muse’s hand while on the street

[ chores ] – for your muse to help mine with chores around the house. bonus points if you specify what kind of chores.

[ game ] – for our muses to play a game together. bonus points if you specify the game.

[ blindfold ] – for your muse to cover my muse’s eyes affectionately

[ goodbye ] – for my muse to say goodbye to yours

[ long time no see ] – for my muse to greet yours after not seeing each other for several years

[ kitchen ] – for your muse to cook for mine.

[ constellations ] – for our muses to go stargazing

[ pool ] – for our muses to go swimming together

[ stumble ] – for your muse to help mine home while they’re drunk

[ band aid ] – for your muse to take care of mine after they got into a fight

[ sick day ] – for your muse to take care of mine while they’re sick

[ stroke ] – for your muse to stroke my muse’s cheek

[ cuddle ] – for our muses to cuddle on a lazy day

[ binge ] – for our muses to binge watch a show together

send ↪ to reverse the roles !