lynseven

[lynseven]

Started brainstorming a fanfic in my head where after the loss of Steve, Bucky goes into a unhealthy mental health state of denial and self-hatred, then he and Sam are forced to work together and initially hate each other but start bonding, and Sam teaches him to accept the fact that Steve is gone but he'll be okay without him. Bucky gradually heals over time and learns to grow out of Steve's shadow while he and Sam fall in love sloooowly.

Then I realize that fanfic already exists.

That fanfic is TFATWS.

[lynseven]

It hurts so good

“That shield is the closest thing I’ve got left to a family.”

Bucky wakes up to Steve’s voice, asking him to hurry up, as if they had to see to the very many plans made in their happily-ever-after life. He smiles at the man who carped leaning against the door frame; the very sight of him filling his heart with such joy. But his smile soon drops when he learns that the image of the man before him was just another construct of his broken mind, as his eyes fall on the shield next to where stood Steve.

[lynseven]

They fuck, it’s unplanned and unorganized, both of them fighting it until one of them breaks.

Sometimes it’s every day of the week, sometimes it’s once every season. Every time, Steve leaves.

[lynseven]

I don't get it, why r people not just unfollowing and doing something better with their lives if they claim that he's such a joke and soooooo wrong and cringe instead of "im still gonna be following and watching this unfold cuz it's funny" it's not funny and you're still "around" because you're delusional and fantasising that this adult man whom you don't even know irl will just turn around and break up with his gf like your opinion actually matters.

I mean he's a celebrity, he’s obliged to say “thanks for all your love and support” and shit but he never ASKED for your "support" nor for you be so invested in your "love" that you personally feel like you need to make his decisions for him yet y'all out here acting like he owes you. He acts in things and your support is paying money to watch those things, which I doubt anyone actually does.

I swear some people think "support" is prowling though his Instagram everyday and writing y/n fanfics about him? The "we've loved you so long now it's time for you to love us back" is just ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ like do are people actually saying these words back to themselves? you guys know he does not actually exist in your social circle right? Not even my parents would use that as an excuse to control my relationships 😂

This is Lee seung gi all over again 🙄

People calling his video cringe and a joke would be mad simping if he made that video for them or for "someone they approved him with"

(Dude, like im not even defending him or her, im not their PR manager nor do I really see a personal need to guess their intentions and protect their names or whatever shit. I admit it- I’m shallow af and follow him and his hashtag because i like his face and like all of one character he’s played, i dont gaf who he’s dating or what he does with his life as long as his face still stays the same amount of hotness)

 All im saying is- WHY DON’T YOU ALL MAKE YOUR LIVES EASIER AND ACTUALLY ACT LIKE HE IS IRRELEVANT TO YOU AND GO ON WITH YOUR LIVES INSTEAD OF JUST THREATENING?? Like you all make it seem like all the proof that you need to see he’s “not who you thought he was” or is “shady af” is already there (Btw, he’s 40, ya really think he’s naive or something? He’s survived in HOLLYWOOD for over 10 years for goodness sake) so yea, time to move on.

Or like maybe make a separate hate-circle-jerk-off hashtag, man I just wanna browse my feed without being bombarded by people yelling WHORE and every second post being a conspiracy theory on why he’s such a joke like just stop man, ya’ll act like that guy that gets rejected and goes around slandering the the rejecter’s reputation.