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Just when I think I'm getting better I cannot sleep && think about whether I should leave this all behind.

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Now YOU'RE sat here, holding my face telling me everything's gonna be OKAY... && I can't bring myself to believe you.

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I became t o x i c && I became v i l e.

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&& I was just a child, && I was naïve.

I couldn't make friends... oh, how my heart BLEEDS.

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when I was young –––

people would talk to me for fun they thought it was funny.

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I wish that I knew exactly who I WANTED to be all along.

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sometimes it's like I'm falling apart i am scared of being put into check.

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&& I scream, " RUN ! They will DISMISS you! "

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I'm not saying it's a privilege to be with me. But when you offered me some help I had a voice that'd SCREAM:

" Run! They arе trying to trick you! "

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you see all the qualities I never see.

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( by myself ) I'm hanging on by my pinkie.

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just when I think I'm getting better... I trip && I stumble && think about letters I could've wrote to myself.

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resisting the urge to carve "bitch" in capital letters into my thighs. do you know how hard it is to write in cursive with a knife ?

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CAPITAL LETTERS by Ewy !!! :D

| whimsy, and coming up!

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but holy shit, i wanna fuckin' go to sleep.

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accept the TRUTH you always knew, you're too far in && too CONFUSED.

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basking in glory, cause nobody knows. they only see the highs cause I cut out the lows.