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This is tedious

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Mind games

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My Lord, show me the way how to cope on this one.

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I didn’t know that being so blessed would be this hard.

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Lord, please heal me.

I hope everything will be normal.

I’ll take care of myself even more if the results of my check up will be normal.

And I hope i don’t have any heart problems.

Amen.

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I am so overwhelmed.

God have given me everything that i have been praying for, for the past years.

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5 years ago, I was lost and i don’t know what to do in my life anymore, to the point that i no longer have reasons to live. Until i found him.

It took me a lot of time to realize how faithful God is. He never left.

I was the one who did.

I abandoned him, my struggles made me forget who i really am. That i am his child, and no matter what happen to me, he will never turn his back on me. And i didn’t see that. I was blinded by my selfishness. I thought i can carry all these heaviness on my own. But i was wrong.

I need him more than anything this world could offer.

Now i know why i got lost.

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Deep in my heart i know i'm not okay.

Deep in my soul i know i'm empty.

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Bakit hindi yata gusto ng mga tao boses ko.

Ayoko ng tumuloy sa passion ko.

Nawawalan na ako ng gana

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Nakapag enroll na ko. 🥺

Akala ko di na ko ulit makakapag study.

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One day, ako naman.

Balang araw, ako naman.

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I'm tired being ugly

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I hate being rejected by anyone.

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It hurts when people think you are the bad one and u can't even defend urself

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I'm so good at pretending

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I'm not really happy

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Bakit ako ganitoooooo