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2023.06.23 SHEN MENGYAO’S STATEMENT.

YEAR 2023, JUNE

(I am) slowly progressing towards a new chapter, things are beginning to develop in new ways, (I) can finally convey my words to everyone.

This young girl’s final course, has arrived at its stop.

How do people form connections with one another? Just as you all, and I, were not originally connected. In the previous decade and more of my life, I had no interconnection with everyone, but you were all willing to like me, watch me dance, (and) everytime you all cheered for me, the calls would be nothing I could ever imagine, thoughtfully planned to make me happy; or (you’d) travel hundreds of kilometres even if only to catch a glimpse of me for a few minutes, asking me to take care of my health, and protecting me over the internet, even if silently.

Whenever I think of you all, I feel that I am especially blessed, but at the same time I worry that I may not live up to this unconditional love, and I feel fear/panic because of that.

So, in the year 2020 when I was diagnosed with asthma, even when the doctors repeatedly recommended that I stop taking part in intense activities, I was still reluctant to part with this stage. Although my health was getting worse, even though the number of times I felt discomfort on stage increased, even though the time I had to spend resting backstage increased, I still couldn't bear [to leave the stage]

“Mentality can conquer the body” is a thought constantly in my head. Before the age of 25, I had never been afraid of death and felt that I could spend my health as I wished at my age. The body is the body, my spirit is my spirit, they live as separate entities.

However, all things come at a cost. Perhaps it was to punish my youth and arrogance, and to penalise my immature way of thinking that came in the form of “mentality is able to completely conquer the body”.

May of this year, I was finally willing to go to therapy, and was diagnosed with depression and bipolar disorder.

What is the feeling of being ill, mentally, like? I find it difficult to describe accurately with words.

If I were to make an analogy, it is similar to that of a person losing their sense of taste.

People will tell you: be happy, to relax and that you must think in a positive direction. While these statements are not incorrect, to a mentally ill person it’s like telling a tongue that has already lost its sense of taste “you must try and savour the sweetness, try and taste the sour, you must (try to) make out all assortments of taste”.

The tongue can only answer you with “The sweetness you speak of, what do you mean/what is it like?”

The so called “Joy and relaxation” is not something I am able to control.

Perhaps, it is impossible for humans in this world to be have fulfilment in all aspects. Therefore I, MUST accept the doctor’s advice and stop to rest.

To you people who love me, although you are all independent and individuals, you always gather together to do things that touch me deeply.

So do not worry, I will emerge in a world of happiness that exists in my ideals.

The purple heart that exists within this journey is eternal. But you all, I can’t bear to let go of you all, what should I do? I only have well wishes for you all, I will only hold longing for you all. Additionally, I have a secretive and small greedy wish and that is for you all to miss me 💜 no matter where you and I are. Remember, as you rush towards the sea that is life, in that moment, if only a moment, remember the image of the stage in which the me of the past stands happy, confident and unyielding to so-called fate.

Moreover, I have taken it upon myself to negotiate with the company (siba), the company does not agree with my departure. After a lengthy period of consideration and weighing my options with a cool head, I decided to write this statement for all, to relay my recent experiences.

A person of noble character, never speaks ill (of others). There is no need for elaboration on the merits of my relationship with the company. I will be filing a lawsuit in the near future and the judgement on whether to terminate my contract with the company will be left to the law.

“If we cannot meet again in the future

then I wish you a good morning, good afternoon and good night.”

I am leaving the world of Truman. (see the Truman Show for context)

I will forever remember our promise, if you are willing, we will forever be one another’s pillar. We all own a pair of invisible wings, they decide the direction in which we fly.

This is the final route of the young girl.

Goodnight.

Additional statements:

The reason why I did not let everyone know it (MVP) was my last stage, is because there would be much regret for those who could not get tickets and one would only watch the stage with sadness, knowing the significance of it. But I think, In the end, everyone should watch my performance with joy 💜 I prepared with all that I could, said what I want to say, danced to what I want to dance to. Please give me the change to showcase myself on stage to my heart’s content for the last time.

I took the initiative to discuss the matter with the company. Nothing else, so don’t overthink it too much. I apologise if I caused everyone to worry. I hadn’t made an appearance since I wanted to have made progress in this process before coming forward to everyone, instead of making everyone worry over nothing.

The kiss of that summer, has always existed, as if leaving too much of an emotional imprint. Looking back on MVP, I hold many emotions. Thinking back on my attempt at suppressing my emotions in order for everyone to enjoy the stage to the fullest; feeling emotional at the dreamlike trance everyone yelling “Shen Mengyao” has me in; feeling emotional over leaving a stage I had stood on for so long.

Thank you everyone for tuning in to the above.

It’s not as if we will never meet again 🐷 as I’ve said before~ as long as you are all willing~ we will still be one another’s pillars~ I will also work hard with my lawyer for the lawsuit with the company. Aside from that, I will live my life well and work on my health and mental health condition.

[m814planet]

2022.10.03 FROM SMY, TO YOU.

First and foremost, I'd like to thank those who have made it to the venue, in addition to those who are watching through their screen. You are never absent, in times of importance; thank you all, (and) thank you for your companionship.

Next, as it has been a while since I've verbally expressed myself to everyone on stage, in addition to the fact that when all is quiet in the dead of night- aside from when I visit the room of others- I enjoy writing in my memo, these are some words I’ve narrated throughout different periods.

Yes, in actuality, especially when shooting the MV, I had developed many thoughts and feelings that I wanted to share with you all, but in the end I thought I'd wait until the MV had been released, by virtue of the fact that I am not one to spoil. These feelings can be expressed in this phrase: Personally, all that has taken place has been particularly touching (to me), since the the time I became in possession of the entirety of 'this' (all that she has gained along the way of her journey).

I'm very grateful to these girls who accompanied me on stage for the sake of this birthday stage, thank you to the staff who have endured this toilsome preparation period, thank you.

Those who understand me know, because I don't talk on pocket regularly, I'm not accustomed to speaking, and enjoy expressing myself practically, through actions, as I feel that if I cannot express myself in regards to words, then I can only metamorphose it into a force to motivate myself, to enforce my image into a stronger one, and dote on and protect everyone.

And so, 'actions speak louder than words' has always been my way of doing things, and it's said 'like idol, like fan', so I believe many MZD are the same as I; constantly soundlessly making efforts to bring me joy or carry out endevours that may be of assistance to me.

It's easy to say, but hard to execute. I'm aware that in every process, each and every sacrifice is an arduous process. Although I'm unable to discover all that you are, I am- more or less through the letters from everyone, in which one MZD may speak on the character of another- able to rid the 'matchstick man' depiction I have of you all. *1

So, to be able to bring about such a great result, is something that has deeply touched me and what's become a source of support for me. I reckon, the supposed small fragments of ordinary power that's spoken of, from you and I, gathering together, causes our evolution into our extraordinary selves, who then gather together, becoming a remarkable MZD.

Why is 'ordinary' the description I use? That is because, a while ago, I often came across expressions regarding how everyone may feel that their very selves are, hmm, weak and frail, or extremely plain, and it would end in (my own) contemplation. In that period of time, I really wanted to tell each and every one of you:

No matter what happens, we are the absolute greatest! Because I can, assuredly, sense the power of everyone. So, believe in yourself, we're all significant, extraordinary people, and it's been proven in reality, no?

Furthermore, in truth I've stated this in a livestream before, I feel that people liking me is to pass time, to pass their days; but to me, it's the same as tuotuo and chuxi, when I'm tired, watching them is my way of passing time.

Although the dictionary defines the word 'pastime' as "to do what interests oneself but of no great importance, to pass the time", on surface level, it does not seem to be a perfect interpretation; but I feel that bringing joy and healing to yourself is something worth doing, deciding whether it's of importance or not is no longer needed, it's possible that although describing it in such a way is not articulate: but I hope that I can become the breakthrough of stress relief during your pastime, becoming the reason that brings you joy and tranquility during your pastime.

Until then, you (all) will more or less believe that I am hope itself, right? You'll perhaps, more or less, feel that the sentiment you gain from me is substantial-- well then, let's pass time with one another, (and) accompany one another!

Lastly, I'd like to say, Thank you for having chosen to travel with our convoy, I wish you all a pleasant journey.

*1 火柴人/matchstick man is an expression of having vague imaginings of an individual, as a matchstick man is commonly a simple drawing of a man consisting of lines representing their body and limbs.

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2021.05.05 SHEN MENGYAO'S LETTER TO ZHENG DANNI

2021.05.05 郑丹妮生日公演 沈梦瑶寫給郑丹妮的信

Hello, Zheng danni.

Although I feel very apologetic towards you, because due to work I wasn't able to complete the segment I promised you. But, I trust that your birthday stage will still be sensational nevertheless, because in my heart, you are a child who is unfaltering and persistent towards the stage. You can prepare everything to perfection without a doubt.

It seems like it started in spring last year; in those few months, our relationship became much closer and even after being in two separate locations, the first thing you'd do when you came to Shanghai would be to come to my room to chat with me and tell me about your situation then ask about mine.

You are a bizarre and quirky kid; privately vou are fun and humorous and occasionally dopey and silly, (who) often tends to me and cares about me a great deal, can constantly take me into consideration and make me happy.

Routinely you'd be like a child and giggle foolishly but would constantly pretend you were a mature adult. Pretending oneself was very handsome. You are evidently like a little girl but would still dress as an adult, and discuss mature reasonings with me; and this about you, is endearing to me. However, I truly hope that you can have the naiveness of someone your age and need not to give yourself so much pressure, don't push yourself too hard.

Be a kid and have fun; vent when you're mad, when you feel wronged, cry. Whether you are an adult or a child born in 01 in truth, in my heart, both are very charming/impressionable. You will forever have an abundance of people around you, including me, and this abundance will grow numerously. So in the future, let's give it our all together, and become great awe-inspiring people together.

— from 沈梦瑶 to 郑丹妮

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2022—SHEN MENGYAO ELECTION CAMPAIGN SPEECH (2)

Hello everyone, I am SNH48 Team HII’s Shen Mengyao. Thank you everyone for coming to see my second election campaign today~

So, for my stage today, the meaning I wanted to express was actually very simple. six performers and six colours, with different girls showing off different versions of themselves.

 In this place (SNH48) where flowers of every kind are in bloom, every person who strives passionately for their dream is the most beautiful.

However, while blooming, (every SNH girl) finds themselves being tested once a year. 

I know that during this period of time, it has been very hard on our fans. 

as the August 20th date approaches us, I have spent this time in a great deal of anxiety and stress, much as you understand. 

And actually, I also know very well that the mental pressures on everyone in Miao Zhan Dui (SMY’s fandom) during this time is no lesser than mine. indeed, like me, you probably spend every day before sleeping and after waking up from sleep thinking about these things (SSK).

At this moment, as I write my speech manuscript, I am thinking back on the scene when I just joined SNH48 in 2015. Back then, I was still a weak and insignificant person, with no stage position and no fanchants. Back then, my dream was to be able to gain your attention. But as the light from your gazes grows, it has also slowly become my Achilles heel, reminding me at all times to become better and stronger, so that I won’t let you down. 

As I rank higher and higher, I have become more and more confident. I have also increasingly gained the courage to say no to injustice, and the courage to protect the interests of myself and my Miao Zhan Dui. 

So I simply cannot imagine what would become of things if we fail to reach our goal… if I am unable to rank 1, how I will end up… if I fail to reach this goal, I would even feel as if all our previous efforts have been in vain...

I often hear people say things like, “Oh, (I) won’t make it, Shen Mengyao won’t make it”. To me, these words are grating to the ear, to some extent. Hearing so many negative words will often cause me to slow down and start to doubt myself, after all, I am still someone with a heart, and will sometimes have some meaningless anxiety. When facing these (negative) words and my own (negative) feelings, the only thing I can do is to hunker down and keep working hard, to cover my ears and keep charging forward. I will do my best to let myself and those who have high expectations of me continue to believe that Shen Mengyao can accomplish it! 

There is a lyric that I like a lot: “the white key is the praise of the people, the black key is the effort you put in secretly, any miracles or prayers you make are actually not as good as endless practice”. To work hard in secret and to keep giving behind the scenes, to be patient; while this is a very hard road, I still believe that some things will reward the efforts you put in,

And as you all know, I never attended any survival shows, and I was never the first choice for external schedules. This also means that the opportunities I have had to prove myself to you have been reduced, so I can only keep working harder to create (my own) moments in which I can showcase myself (to you). Going to performance classes and recording myself, working hard and practising in order to successfully present to you the stages that I have created, to do better, to declare my goals and to prove to everyone: I deserve, and I am worthy of (rank 1)! 

Compared to that of a bright glow, the dim light of the darkness is more memorable (*she’s making an analogy, where the “bright glow” is the “brighter” path of survival shows, while the “dim light of the darkness” is the members who remained at the theatre). Although the pressure is great, I think that to my fans and I, this will be an unforgettable experience. I look forward to us finally sounding the horn of victory!

It is very difficult to cover your ears, but please focus on me once again, (and) we will make great strides forward! I need more opportunities, and I do not want to just wait for them to come to me. This time, I want to create these opportunities with you, okay (*she’s using wordplay, where the “以” from “okay” is pronounced the same way as “1” in chinese). 

Thank you~

Much of this speech is what I have come to realise during my livestream yesterday (for her birthday); becauseI know that everyone has been fighting side by side with me all this while, and I saw, during the handshake, I received a few letters. And many of my words today were from the letters everyone wrote to me. These words allowed me to feel the cohesion/teamwork (of Miao Zhan Dui), and they allowed me to stand up prouder and prouder, so please, let me become your pillar of support too. 

Thank you~

@MZDINTL [沈梦瑶海外粉丝站]

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2022—SHEN MENGYAO ELECTION CAMPAIGN SPEECH 

It’s been too long since I’ve performed at the theatre, I don’t know why but just now, as I was dancing, I had the urge to cry. I’m really happy to be able to come here and meet everyone today. Alright, I’m going to start my election campaign now. 

Hello everyone, I’m SNH48 Team HII’s Shen Mengyao. Thank you for coming to see my election campaign stage today. I didn’t have much of a speech last time, because my goal is very firmly set, so [I thought] there wasn’t much to say about that goal besides to just go for it. But as we get closer and closer to SSK, I’ve also worried if this would cause people to pay less attention to the things I really want.

The white restraints I used during the performance just now, represents the hope that these predictions [she’s talking about the first and second prelim results] will not become a constraint. And I, truly, have a desire to win.

What is the real drive behind my desire to become “1”? Let me ask everyone something, what does this “1” represent? “1” is the centre of the entire group, is the one that everyone relies on, “1” is the pillar that supports everyone else. That is the “1” that I yearn to become.

But in life, there aren’t so many things that come naturally to you. Instead, these are all achievements that I and the fans have worked hard together to achieve. And me, I often find myself feeling troubled about whether or not I should speak out [for what I want]. [The thing is], it's really easy for people to twist your words into something false, and for them to speak false rumours into truth. When others have gotten to say their piece, and you’re the one who’s spoken the least, then [suddenly] you’re the one who’s at fault.

What’s more, most people are just here for the drama, and they won’t bother to speak up for you (in your defence?).  So today, let me speak up for myself a little more.

For so many years, for those that have refused to open their eyes wide, their impressions of me are just obstacles. And since that’s all you see in your eyes, then why don’t you just shut them? I have no ability to control your words, only you want to live in the past, but I refuse to play along with you.

But it seems that in 2021, I still don’t have the good fortune to have everyone see my and my meagre activities/jobs. Many people have even come and asked me, is all this necessary? [But in return, I ask] is that all it takes to bring me down? Is that my nature? Shouldn’t I fight even harder to prove myself? In the eyes of Siba, only when your value is higher, then it is harder to control/manipulate you. 

Of course, many fans also wonder, once you go to star palace, will you not come back to the stage to dance? [On this,] everyone can relax, I went to ask [management] and even after going to star palace, there will still be stages (for me? Is this addition not necessary?). In fact, these will be bigger stages, with even more cameras/screentime. Although it seems that a lot of “passers-by” look down on the theatre, I am really grateful to the company for giving us this theatre, where we can create opportunities to showcase ourselves. Just as Zhang Laoshi [Zhang Dada, MC of We Are Blazing] said a while back, the entertainment industry cannot be without stages. I think this is an incredibly true statement, so [I] thank Zhang Laoshi for speaking up for us. And so, this is why every single one of my stages is prepared with great care and passion. So I want to tell my fans, don’t be affected by the words of others. I am your pillar [*she’s using wordplay because 1 and 依 sound the same]

I really appreciate the help that everyone has given in support of my dream over the years. To me, the appearance of each fan is a saving grace from every instance of disappointment. [It allows me to] bravely face the regrets I had in the past, and to face the future with the will to fight. Every person that works hard should not be denied, every person who fights for their dream deserves to be praised. We don’t have to bother with those who condescend to speak ill of others. Right now, the only thing that [we] should care about is our current goal! This time, I want to stand in the centre of the entire group. At this moment, my heart is afire and my blood is stirring. What about you? To me, there is no such thing as “the last time”, to me, there is only the fate of doing my best. Thank you everyone.

I still have 40 seconds left. I’m just so happy, it’s been too long since I’ve heard [she’s interrupted by the sound of cheers]. Because [I] was really sad, since I couldn’t meet everyone in Shanghai [due to covid lockdowns]. So just now during the performance, before performing I was still the usual me, but after performing, I could really feel the experience of being loved by you all. So, thank you to everyone. In the future I will also keep up with you all, [so that] we can fight side by side! 

Bye bye!

@MZDINTL [沈梦瑶海外粉丝站]

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2021—SHEN MENGYAO 8TH GENERAL ELECTIONS ACCEPTANCE SPEECH

Hello everyone, I am Shen Mengyao of SNH48 TEAM HII; Thank you. 

First of all, I must thank MZD, who have supported me all this time; to every person who is watching the livestream right now, to every person who has worked hard and fought hard for me, thank you all. During this period of time, I believe many people have experienced various struggles. In this time, there must have been feelings of anxiety, disheartenment, excitement and restlessness. 

In the end, I think these memories will become very meaningful when I recall them in the future. I feel that, rather than saying I’m standing here because of this place, I should say that it is because of my fans. In this period of time, I feel that I have grown a lot. Suddenly, I feel as though I am dreaming. Including before, (when I was) seated offstage and watching the other girls holding tightly onto their trophies, it made me think of the past, when I went from being in a small desolate corner to the present, where I’ve walked step by step to achieve this rank.

I want to tell everyone: Every single one of you, everyone, is great. No matter where you stand, you will always shine, because this is how I got here. In the future, I think (we) will surely create even more miracles, and this achievement will be made with me leading the members of Team H to greater heights. I will also continue to work hard and be a good idol, to do everything I can to be a good captain, to strive to be an admirable role model; this includes being on the stage, which is what I care about the most. In the future, I will continue to work hard (with MZD). That’s right, continue working hard. Let’s work hard together.

Thank you.

@MZDINTL [沈梦瑶海外粉丝站]

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2021—SHEN MENGYAO ELECTION CAMPAIGN SPEECH

Thank you all for coming to watch my election campaign [lapiao] today.

Especially those here at the live-show, please be cautious about your safety when heading home; at the same time, I’m very grateful to those who are watching my lapiao through the screen but couldn’t make it here in person.

I am SNH48 TEAM HII’s Shen Mengyao, who is also very honoured to have been appointed the captain of TEAM HII during this period.

During the second preliminaries, thanks to everyone in MZD, I was able to rank 2nd; which truly made me feel, if you don’t believe in it from the outset, there would be no real possibility of fulfilment.

My goal is TOP 3 and not just rank 3.

Once, my rank went from 65 to rank 49. Then went from TOP 16 to rank 4 and now to the upcoming, unknown number. 

I went from a substitute to standing by the sides (dance formation) then to a substitute centre, and now, in the new stage “Ultimate Mission” in which the centre position truly belongs to me. 

In between it all, was our continuous efforts. Those who do not understand me would think, “Ah, Shen Mengyao’s dancing is pretty good so she became centre.” but those who love me know, the road I walked up until now, was taking a risk full of thorns and frustrations

That is, from the beginning since I joined the group, from the beginning since the debut of the fifth generation, most of the fifth gens established a new team and had their very own stages and I was assigned to TEAM H, without my very own position. I was merely a substitute. Only through a crack, was I able to catch a glimpse of the dazzling light of the stage.

The beginning others had that was full of starlight, is where I was in the corner drowning in obscurity.

But it was because of that experience that I was able to undergo many different types of hardships, and continuously practice, slowly honing my dance skills to become better and better.

Of course, there were many moments where I was tired to the point of wanting to give up. I enjoyed dancing, but I was asked again and again, to learn different positions, to learn the position of others. It was even unknown to me which stages I would be able to attend. This kind of tedious and insipid work, to me at the time, was a little toilsome.

But, as long as I remembered that there were many that were looking forward to seeing me, even if I was tired, it would be worth it. It was your expectations for me that made me persist. I can’t live without the stage, and I can’t live without you all. It was you who gave me strength. Enabling me to go from the sidelines, to the centre to be illuminated by the light. I also want to thank TEAM H for the care that they have given me all this time. Which has allowed me to grow from a young junior to a senior in TEAM H.

Persistence. Bravery. Cherish one’s feathers.*1

This is not only the strength I would like to bring to you, but at the same time, it is the power I want to use to drive those around me forward.

Here, more or less, everyone has encountered indignations. I refuse to give in to the negative energy after being wronged; I insist on being more powerful than the pressure against me.

Today marks the sixth year since I officially joined the group. I’ve always liked the stage of our theatre, but at the same time, I yearn for a bigger stage. However, only after I’ve set foot on solid ground here will I be able to charge forward with courage.

I refuse to live within the judgement of others, defined personas and what not (that they assign me); I will only ever live within my own essence.

I know very well the malignity directed at me is incessant, wanting to continuously vilify me. I humbly accept all positive opinions about me, but not biased opinions that point fingers at my fans and I.

The present me feels like I’m becoming more and more powerful. Not only because of the muscles I’ve gained from dancing but because of every gentle and cute MZD. As if they have countless invisible hands, they hold me up and support me from behind.

There was this video I had seen in the supertopic, there was this phrase: to illuminate those who love me, I must use everything in my power

So, every opportunity I’m met with to display my skills and give back to you all, I will commit a lot of thought and money to produce, in the end I myself am “eating instant noodles and eating bread” * 2

Just joking, It’s just that I’ve never doubted this resolve of, because, this (what is shared between MZD and SMY) is love.

2018, the “light chaser” you all granted me

2019’s “pink sniper”

2020’s “the planet named M-814”

These three performances are the ones that left the deepest impression on me; That’s right, the “light chaser” was also the performance most deeply ingrained in my memory.

I don’t know how many of the possible performers this song has had, still remain (in my fandom). And these past few years, I don’t know just how many people have come and gone.

Even now, a person’s departure will still cause me to doubt myself and feel distressed, but adoration from a new face will cause me to feel even more joyful and clap my hands. But what’s important is, when you stop by my side, I just hope that you can enjoy watching me bloom.

When there are no gazes evaluating/making judgements about me, when I am not encircled by my environment, there is only my own heart bursting with these sounds:

I do not need to be complimented at every moment, to be loved by everyone BUT I want to be met with expectations.

I do not long for the road to be made smooth and easy, but all thorns will be trampled upon like the road beneath my feet.

I do not insist on absolute victory or loss, but I insist on constantly moving forward.

I do not demand myself to be brave time and time again, but I will not forgive myself for any moment of weakness.

This time, my goal is TOP 3, but we will not cease our steps at rank 3!

Let’s create endless possibilities together!

*1 To cherish one’s feathers is to cherish your reputation and be mindful of how you behave.

*2 During SMY’s  7th general election speech, she tearfully thanked fans for getting her where she was and saving money by eating instant noodles and bread so that they could give her a good ranking.

*3 ”Light chaser” is a song that holds a very special meaning for SMY & MZD as it is a song MZD sang for SMY when she was in need of encouragement. She is our light, just as we are hers.

@MZDINTL [沈梦瑶海外粉丝站]

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2021—SHEN MENGYAO ELECTION APPEAL

“那時的我；好像看不到任何可能”

The person I was back then, It was as if I could not see a shred of possibility.

“可我仍在努力尋找著;”

But I continuously made an effort to search for it;

“或者說, 是被你賦予了可能;”

or it could be said, It was you (MZD) who endowed me with possibilities;

“但, 總有萬般阻擾;”

but, there is constantly countless obstacles;

“我才不是活在別人的判斷題裡”

I refuse to live within the judgement of others. 

“所有的荊棘都會被我踩成腳下之路; 我偏偏就要一直向上前行”

All the thorns will be trampled like the road beneath my feet; my intention (I insist on) is to forge(ing) ahead.

御三家

GOAL: SNH48G TOP 3

“哈咯大家好, 我是SNH48 TEAM HII的沈夢瑤。世界的48種可能, 謝謝你, 讓我創造了無限可能”

Hello everyone, I am Shen Mengyao of SNH48 TEAM HII. The 48 possibilities of the world, thank you, for letting me create countless possibilities.

@MZDINTL [沈梦瑶海外粉丝站]

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2021 8TH ELECTION APPEAL

2021 8TH ELECTION CAMPAIGN SPEECH

2021 8TH ELECTION ACCEPTANCE SPEECH

2022 9TH ELECTION CAMPAIGN SPEECH

2022 9TH ELECTION CAMPAIGN SPEECH (2)

2023.06.23 SHEN MENGYAO’S STATEMENT

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2021.12.12 SHEN MENGYAO'S LETTER TO WANG YI

2021.12.12 王奕生日公演 沈梦瑶寫給王奕的信

To Wang Yi

In the blink of an eye, it’s been many years since I’ve gotten to know this woman (you).

Your birthday was in June, and so I will wish you a happy new year today and hope your future is a smooth-sailing and successful one.

The days I’ve known you are becoming prolonged, I have become unaware of when you had grown up. In the past, you were like that of a silly kid in my eyes, you gave off a sense that you were an individual who needed to be cared for/taken care of; but it doesn’t feel as if it’s been all that long, I feel that you have become very mature. Although it was as if I could feel the stress and pressure you felt, through the screen of the phone at times, you would say you were afraid you weren’t doing (a task) well, that you were afraid you wouldn’t be able to complete it, worried, anxious etcetera. I’m unsure of what I should say, I think... I can only cheer you on. At times, I also feel the urge to tell you: “If you're tired, go and rest for a while.” but other times I think “(I know) You will be able to work hard and prove yourself.” In truth, no matter what, you will always be this amazing person in my heart. The interference of outsiders/the outside world will only increase and become more outrageous. If in need of it, you can always come to me with your troubles, and I wish that you won’t be let down or abandoned; Well, I would never either way. I also believe that those around you, won’t.

Alright, the birthday segment has gone by smoothly today. Congratulations, you can sleep at ease tonight. (SMY: Because in the past two days, Wang Yi hasn't had the opportunity to rest properly.) In the future, I will still hope that you will experience some pressure (for the sake of growth), but not too overbearing, after all, I know in my heart that there will be extremely long days ahead. As you run, if you feel weary, stop and rest for a while. There are many people around you, they will not leave you, they all love you a great deal. Once you have regained your strength and feel the urge to run on, then run freely, unrestrained. There will be countless, chasing after you.

Happy Birthday.

— from 沈梦瑶 to 王奕