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you really do have to kill that judgmental waspy conformity obsessed voice in your head & truly embrace the idea that provided you’re not bothering anyone, you can do whatever you want

today i took my 50 pack of crayola markers, a coloring book, and my laptop to a coffee shop. i bought a drink, i settled in at a small table, i hooked up my headphones, and i colored while watching anime for about an hour & a half

grown ass adult sitting alone at the coffee shop quietly coloring & watching anime — unconventional? perhaps a bit. bothersome to anyone else? not in the slightest

there is no invisible audience scrutinizing your every move!!! literally no one gives a shit!! there are no rules!!!! do whatever you want forever!!!!

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“The Ride” by Rodolphe Guenoden

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Trade offer:

I receive: a cute girl to fix my life for me and teach me how to be a functioning person (loosely defined) and how to be loved

You receive: my neverending love and devotion and cuddles and kisses and sweet treats and

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a lot of people think of being trans as a choice between being a man vs being a woman but the way it actually works for me it's more a choice between being a woman vs being an empty shell of a person

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😴🌸 good morning only to gods favourite princess

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A rite of passage for all trans women.

This should go without saying as well but, womens issues is not fully encapsulated in this comic. Its a light hearted way to talk about it, but it is infinitely more nuanced, systemic, and difficult to discuss than a 10 panel mini comic will allow.

Women are more than these problems, and these problems are not all that women face.

Also i see all these wonderful asks your all so sweet, ill be getting to them soon.

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When trans women are mocked and made into jokes in the media, I get very upset, and I am often told “Kay, you can’t go through life getting offended every time someone makes a joke.” And I sputter and object but they don’t hear me. So I want to be clear for once, about why the jokes make me angry.

I learned to hate myself for being transgender before I knew I was transgender. I laughed at the jokes in stand up comedy routines, and prime time sitcoms, and animated comedy shows, and in the movies, and in books, and in games, laughing at trans women for existing, about “men in dresses”, about people who “got their dicks chopped off”, and I learned to think that was worthy of ridicule.

And then a day came when I felt a pang of envy at what my female classmates were wearing and I repressed it, and felt guilty, and a day where I felt incomplete because I had no breasts and I repressed it and I felt disgusting And a day when I realized the only images of romance that made me feel anything showed two women together and I repressed it and I felt like a monster And a day when I realized I felt sick when I looked at myself in the mirror after every shower before work and couldn’t bear to look at my own face, and I hated myself. And then there came a day when I hated myself so much, and I thought I could never understand why, and so I just wanted it all to end. And it was just a miracle that I swerved my car back into my lane in time.

And all of it started with a joke that I heard on TV, and then kept hearing from all the voices from the ether, over and over and over, worming an idea into my mind before I was old enough to realize I was absorbing it, the idea that a man in a dress is funny, and that changing your body parts makes you a freak, and that women who have penises instead of vaginas are liars and hurt men. And they’re still making these jokes. And somewhere out there right now, just like all those years ago, there is a little girl in a t-shirt and cargo shorts with buzzed off hair watching the TV, hearing that joke and absorbing it without knowing it, who will someday have to pry herself apart to tear it out of her head, just like I did.

That is, if she doesn’t kill herself first.

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debbie downer and negative nancy inspired by [ this post ] from preheville. gave em a bit of lore cuz they're cute ^_^

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Saw this in my local park this morning

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I know these people are incapable of feeling guilt or empathy most of the time, but I'm going to tell every one of them my mother died and it sucked. I don't care.

Maybe I'm trying to make sure a horrible, pointless, unnecessary death can have some meaning beyond my grief. That my mom's suffering can have some... reason.

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Bucking Blåhaj Rodeo!!!!!

Initially I was like what if one of the stickers this month was Olive riding Blåhaj??? but then it turned into what if she was in a trans colored cowgirl outfit riding a bucking Blåhaj??

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I came out to live, so why would I live quietly.

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Bodyguard

Some times ya gotta poke and prod to fluster your partner while you're out on a date with a hot punk domme - and Aurora is quite good at poking Sorochi's buttons.

My partner and I had roleplayed this conversation after discussing what it might have been like when Eve (staunch opposer to the current authoritarian system in Alexandria and the military police force it employs) met Aurora (currently working for said military police force) in person for the first time. Luckily, Aurora's not really in the same bed the rest of the ADF are in and he's really only there to make sure Sorochi makes it back from expeditions in one piece.

This was a fun little crack at making another 4-panel comic. I really enjoy making these and likely will make some more based on side conversations Ollie and I have had that aren't super plot spoiler-y for Crystal Heart!

Cheers,

Maddie <3

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I assure you: somebody, somewhere, is on the exact same wavelength as you are.

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We should celebrate the 10th anniversary of the legalization of marriage equality, but we also must remember in this moment when the rights of LGBTQ people in this country are under constant assault that it can all disappear in a moment.

This is the country we will go back to if the conservatives on the Supreme Court have openly said they want. We much fight to prevent any backslide, and fight to restore the rights that have already been stripped from us, especially trans right which have been attacked particularly cruely.

Our community fights as one or we all fall.

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he died June 30, 2025 btw. covid isn't over.