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Sorry chat yall are gonna have bear the brunt of the one million sbi aus for a hot second—the horrors and the bad feelings are back and im doing SO badly lmao

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WAIT. you can like tumblr comments now?

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Spin the wheel. That's who's trying to kill you.

Spin the wheel again. That’s who’s trying to protect you.

(If you have zero idea about the name you got, spin until you see someone you recognize.)

(Six months ago, I did a version of this poll with about five hundred options on the spinner wheel. For this one, I more than doubled it.)

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to kiss the sky

the moon has a taste if you are foolish enough to bite it— cool as hammered silver, sharp as the memory of teeth on your skin. it lingers on the tongue like a secret you cannot swallow, its light seeping into your blood until you are more glow than flesh.

it comes to you in the year the gods have stopped answering. their temples stand hollow and wind-swept, and you find them lying in the dust of their own abandoned shrines, buried with coins pressed into their eyes to pay a ferryman who will never come, lilies clasped in their fingers like the memory of love they can no longer feel.

you kneel among them and whisper. your voice is full of spring, of thawed rivers and sap in the veins of trees, and your hands are still stained with the soil of war. they do not open their eyes.

but the stars—ah, the stars— the stars are still dripping, slow as honey, from the mouth of the night. they fall into your hair, dissolve into your skin, until the world feels as if it is holding its breath for you alone.

and then it kisses you— salt and prophecy pressed to your lips, a promise dressed in the taste of the sea, the taste of endings and beginnings braided into one. the kiss feels like the first dawn after a thousand years of darkness. it feels like you will never, ever be clean again.

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i've always mocked the little bit of happiness in between deep periods of sadness can help, because it just seemed depressing to think about. but like, it's been pouring heavily for like days and days and i always get stuck in traffic on the way back home from school. and then yesterday, it did not rain, and i was still stuck in traffic and the exasperation and tiredness was still there, but watching the bright sky and golden sun - i hate to say it. but it made me feel happy. what the fuck is this.

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“Dont you want to be successful?” I want to make my little brother laugh and make my friends feel loved. After that i will eat a sandwich and take a sweet nap

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@ to all my mutuals!

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@xiaokuer-schmetterling - there is NO escape!

Love in the Air x Text Posts 1/?

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@xiaokuer-schmetterling, one of the best decisions I've ever made. How's your heart, king?

Love in the Air x Text posts 2/?

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Listen.

EVERYBODY knows (or should) that you DO. NOT. STOP. in Vidor, Texas. 

It’s best to just run out of gas elsewhere. Whatever you do, black folks, DO NOT STOP IN VIDOR, TEXAS. 

There’s a good chance you’ll get lynched or just come up missing - and I’m not joking.

also do NOT stop in Harrison, Arkansas!!!! (relatively close to OK and MI) a nazi town with a BIG KKK organization.

Reblog To Save Life

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COLEY DOES THINGS HELPS AGAIN, THE ABSOLUTE GODESS! Shameless self-promo.

just watched coleydoesthing's kpop demon hunter video and godamn, if that didn't just get the flames churning again, that multichapter fic will be completed, or so help me, i'll kill my principal myself

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just watched coleydoesthing's kpop demon hunter video and godamn, if that didn't just get the flames churning again, that multichapter fic will be completed, or so help me, i'll kill my principal myself

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Twitter: as a child you identified with curious George because he was a stand in for children like you, but as an adult you want to fuck the man in the yellow hat

Facebook: like if you remember curious George, comment for Jesus

Tumblr: I would’ve put curious George down

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when ao3 goes back up, i'm going to tell every fanfic author of all the 159 tabs open that i sobbed at the thought not seeing them. because they need to know just how feral i am for their writing. tell your nearest ao3 author you love them, the devastation is too strong. we may never reach the golden love that tumblr has for ao3, but we can try.

my beloved ao3 has been stricken by a sudden disease, i pray for it's recovery. the battle is rough and the night is long.

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i feel like i'm that k-drama protagonist sitting in the hospital waiting room, wringing my hands, covered in blood with the 404 error flashing in my eyes as tumblr tells me about ao3's condition. all that's left is for twitter to storm in like the useless ex it is.

my beloved ao3 has been stricken by a sudden disease, i pray for it's recovery. the battle is rough and the night is long.

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my beloved ao3 has been stricken by a sudden disease, i pray for it's recovery. the battle is rough and the night is long.

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i need someone to manifest my school burning down into ashes, please and thank you