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　　 ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ˚　　 ▒ ‎ ‎ ‎who you are, in this person's eyes.

a pick-a-pile about how this person has decorated you within their imagination. the good, the bad; the accurate, the inaccurate.

p1.

signs: black cat. vultures. 333. purple clothing. meditation. canaries. frutiger aero. childhood nostalgia. anything to do with the number 6. eating food late at night. acceptance of life.

they definitely think that you went through something tragic. you ever look at a person and you're like "yeahhh they got that empty gaze in their eyes" or you see some sadness within their face that's perpetually there? that's what they see you as. to them you're like a martyr, and they may not see you as someone who's positive, and if you are - to them, that's a facade. i don't think many of you interacted with this person deeply, and majority of what they know about you are what people around you have spoken about. they may dream about you and they themselves may be spiritually attuned, so if you have gone through something, then they're simply very intuitive as a person. they're not an obsessive type of person, because they have their own shit to go through; in fact, they may have some sympathy to you because pain recognizes pain. they think that you wallow in your grief, however, they also see you as a go-getter, building everything from nothing. an alchemist of sorts, because you seem to attract people very easily. they can also tell that there's more depth to you than you let on, but they're generally hesitant about you as a person; they're not usually distrusting, but with you - you don't show what you feel very easily, and they can see you change faces between interactions. they understand that there's a lot more to you than you like to let on, which is why they're hesitant. they may be envious (not in a toxic way, but the normal way, if you understand) of you but they don't understand how hard you built yourself up. a certain quality they may be jealous of is your success, or they may be proud of you regarding something. the energy is unclear and i don't know if it's positive or negative, but they definitely don't have a deep-rooted envy towards you.

p2.

signs: birds. elevated areas. insects. silverfish. difference in eating patterns. unicorns. elegance. diamonds. tanks. brutality. dancing. 27, 26, 41, 14, 9.

they think you're a very sleek individual. you may appear to be having features that go well together; either very sharp features, or very soft features, y'know what i mean? you look very put together. they may think that you have a good demeanor and similarly to pile 1, that you have worked very hard for what you got. they see you as someone who's a very interesting person; perhaps you're a foreigner or you have different qualities to them, because they perceive you as rather unique, in their eyes. they think you have a lot of passion for something. maybe a hobby, maybe politics. they also think you're lucky. some may daydream about you; you're a very charming individual to them, even though they most likely don't know a lot about you. they also think you have your hands full; either that your life is fulfilling, or that you're always busy, hustling and bustling. they also see you as smart and innovative, with offers to give. some can perceive you as vengeful and someone who keeps grief tucked in between their teeth at all times. there's this feeling they have about you, where they see through you, and see the parts of you that you really hate. they're a very perceptive person and they see right through you, so i would not recommend trying to lie or play out a fake persona around them. be honest. that's the quickest way to get this person's attention, don't try to pretend you're special. ANYWAYS. they think that you win easily, or that you possess strength. some may go to the gym, or are in a position of power at a job or are simply the eldest child or even a parent. you guys exude strength, but they also wanna let you break down, a little bit, if they've read that much into you. they know that people can't be strong all the time, and it's a little bit confusing how you haven't crumbled. resilient, yes. balancing emotions, yes. but everybody needs a break.

p3.

signs: aquariums. bladerunner 2077. dc comics. halloween time. sugar fixations. rice. nightgowns. white blossoms. appointment coming up. leaps of faith. wind. monsoons.

ahaha they think you're a very valuable person. not in a specific way, other than that you exude such a strong energy of stability. they may think/assume that people are attracted to you very easily, or that your life is relatively easy. however, they do think that this is deserved; they see your morals and your justice, and they understand that you deserve the greatness that you reap day by day. many of them think that you do this with ease; the way that you move may be fluid and soft, and you guys may have a physically softer appearance, with features that aren't extremely sharp. a lot of you have a lot of feminine qualities, not necessarily physically, but you may be motherly or have it balanced/more of those aspects than the divine masculine. however, you guys also know when to speak up, and you don't let your desire to be a good person break your right to talk about things that upset you. they like how you have strong boundaries, but that's also something intimidating for them because for a lot of their life they didn't have that. they may have gone through shit through their childhood and their parents didn't really raise them the way yours did, which can mean many different things depending on who's reading this right now. they may come off as a troublemaker/rebel and they have the impression that you're a balanced person, even if you're not. they also think that you hold way more power than you do (no offense) to the point of idealization (keep in mind this isn't necessarily platonic or romantic). you are this great emblem in their eyes, because you curate your presentation very easily. you may post a lot on social media and they're very influenced by whatever you put on your page, y'know? they may be a bit chronically online.

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NEPTUNE DEGREES

based on numerology

TRIGGER WARNING: depression, anger issues, substance abuse/addiction, violence, seduction/sexual topics 🌊

POST NOTE: the entire chart matters. this is not based on nikola stojanovic’s degree theory it’s based on my numerstrology degree theory. the whole chart matters as well, so take this with a grain of salt 🌊

♆ NEPTUNE AT 0°/9°/18°/27° · having these degrees in ur neptune means u have the ability to help others evolve in a lot of ways, but especially spiritually. u could be someone very focused on ur beauty and obsessed w ur appearance. u r often admired for ur beauty, style, and aesthetic. u can have a lot of talents, especially involving art. many singers, actors, and musicians in general have these degrees in their neptune. u may be rly insecure at times but often the things ur jealous of in others r things u have, but ur just blind to it. u could possibly struggle w addiction to alcohol, drugs, or other addictive substances. ur a very creative mind tho and very artistically talented. it’s easy for ppl to become addicted to ur presence

♆ NEPTUNE AT 1°/10°/19°/28° · having these degrees in ur neptune means that u can be a very powerful spiritual leader. ur a trendsetter and often ppl will want to copy the things u do, especially ur style/aesthetic. u have the ability to make a lot of money from ur artistic talents such as singing, acting, fashion, etc. u could have anger issues and be violent if ur lower vibrational or struggle w addiction (mostly to alcohol). when higher vibrational u will know how to control ur emotions by finding a healthy emotional outlet

♆ NEPTUNE AT 2° · having this degree in ur neptune means that ur likely someone who’s a very peaceful and kind soul. u care a lot abt other ppl and want to do a lot for them. u r very spiritually protected and likely have many spirit guides (more than the average person). u likely come off very feminine and bubbly to others. u have a magnetic aura abt u and charm that draws many ppl in. when lower vibrational u may struggle a lot w attention seeking. u may also sleep w a lot of ppl

♆ NEPTUNE AT 3°/12°/21° · having these degrees in ur neptune means that u r very good at manipulating others w ur words when lower vibrational. these ppl can be cheaters when lower vibrational as well. when higher vibrational u will be kind and good at communicating ur feelings to others. ur naturally rly funny and others r fascinated by ur charm. it’s easy for ppl to become addicted to u bc ur a naturally rly interesting person who knows how to have fun

♆ NEPTUNE AT 4°/13° · having these degrees in ur neptune means that ur a very sensitive person and can easily pick up on others emotions. 4 specifically may not be the most creative, but can create amazing art w hard work and dedication. 13 specifically can be very influential and have a huge impact on the world w their art. these degrees both can indicate achieving many things tho. ur very reliable and loyal to the ppl u love, but once someone does u wrong u may hold grudges

♆ NEPTUNE AT 5°/14°/23° · having these degrees in ur neptune means u have a naturally magnetic aura and can seduce others easily. u have the potential to be a great entertainer whether it involves music, film, etc ur naturally very artistically talented. many ppl will want to copy ur aesthetic and style and r fascinated by ur beauty. u have a unique beauty that turns heads. when lower vibrational u could struggle a lot w confusing lust for love or addiction to alcohol and partying too much. u may also attract a lot of jealous ppl that try to bring u down

♆ NEPTUNE AT 6°/15°/24° · having these degrees in ur neptune means that u have a natural ethereal beauty. the type of beauty where u don’t need to wear any makeup. ur a very caring person and ur soul will feel more fulfilled when u r close w ur family or have a family of ur own. ur a very loyal person who’s always there for ur friends, lovers, and anyone that u care abt. u r extremely romantic. when lower vibrational u may play victim in situations where ur actually in the wrong and lack accountability

♆ NEPTUNE AT 7°/16°/25° · having these degrees in ur neptune means u r extremely spiritually intelligent and can be a talented spiritual teacher. u have the ability to become very famous online or thru technology somehow. u have a very unique beauty but others r fascinated by how unique u r. u may not be the most book smart, but u have strong intuition and emotional intelligence. ppl could perceive u as cold hearted, but rly ur just bad at expressing ur emotions thru words and can’t communicate properly sometimes

♆ NEPTUNE AT 8°/17°/26° · having these degrees in ur neptune means that ur very spiritually powerful and can manifest things easily, but especially involving the material world (such as money, a new job, etc). when lower vibrational u could be abusive toward ur positions of power and be too cruel or too controlling of others. when higher vibrational u r very good at coming up w ideas and extremely creative, especially artistically

♆ NEPTUNE AT 11°/20°/29° · having these degrees in ur neptune indicates that ur very emotionally intelligent and strongly intuitive. ur also a very emotional person tho, so u could struggle a lot w ur emotions if u don’t have some type of emotional outlet and possibly fall into a depression or even have anger issues. ur likely very beautiful. many ppl will admire u for ur beauty, style, and aesthetic. u r very romantic and a good lover. ur likely an older soul. ur very charismatic and good at talking to ppl

♆ NEPTUNE AT 22° · having this degree in ur neptune means that ur very wise in ur spiritual knowledge and have strong intuition. u have the ability to build ppl up a lot and help them grow spiritually. u r extremely powerful at manifesting and can do it w minimal effort. ur likely a very old soul. many ppl probably go to u for advice bc u just know things and r very good at giving it

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why you're loved by your circle!

simple pick-a-pile for those doubting their own heart. this was a draft i was supposed to publish ages ago but forgot to, so here you go <3 i hope you all enjoy! short and sweet but hopefully full of meaningful words.

pile 1.

a lot of the people in your life have difficulty seeing the bright side and positive aspect of things. everything is personal, when it comes to you. you speak with fervor and your boldness is admired by your friends, who are mostly introverted. they think you a unique person; you are unafraid to be yourself, for you understand that authenticity attracts authenticity. you've battled your own demons. you've had pitfalls, and closed yourself off to see that things aren't as bad as they seem; but that was the past version of you, and you've grown. your people have seen you grow, in matters of the heart and soul. they are so proud of you, darling. these are your people. your life is steadily growing better, and they see this. they see this peace coming over you, a slow wave of fresh air that'll have you panicking, for you won't know what to do with this completely unknown feeling. your people love you because of your relentless determination to forge a better life for yourself and others. you genuinely want to be a good person, and that is rare these days. you try not to be greedy and selfish; and your circle knows that your life will be wondrous, for you yourself are full of love.

pile 2.

you encourage people to be better. you don't sit down and tell your friends that their behavior is okay when it's not, and people prize you for this. people oftentimes lie to their buddies in order to keep the fake saccharine sweetness in relationships, and these relationships ultimately fail and crack really quickly because they don't have a solid foundation of honesty. you don't stand for disrespect, coming from your friends or to them, and this way you attract a crowd that resembles you in all the best possible ways. you're a very clever person, but you're so put-together and strict with yourself you rarely allow yourself to have fun, once in a while, so next time your friends offer to hang out or simply relax, let them. this'll mean to them more than you know. you don't always have to be so strong, prim, and proper in front of them. this crowd wants you to be comfortable in your own skin, not so afraid of shattering in front of them you don't allow yourself to be the warm, passionate soul that you really are. you truly want the best for your friends, and you push them to grow and blossom, when oftentimes, their previous friend groups wanted them to stay weak and immobile. you're a better friend than you think, pile 2.

pile 3.

you very easily listen to people and connect with them on an individual-to-individual level. when you listen to people speak, you truly listen; head tilted, eyes staring into someone's soul. you also don't play about your friends/circle; you'd truly do anything for them, and they can tell. you bring a sense of LIFE to them, every moment with you turns into a special, sweet memory that people later reminisce on, thinking about how they truly can be loved since a person like you exists. a lot of you carry a deep love for humanity and you want to uplift people as much as possible. your circle can tell that you've grown, despite it all. you've gone through many shifts in your life but you've never left your friends when they needed you, often self-sacrificing yourself just because you have a deep loyalty. however, this can be both good and bad; people, especially the elders in your circle, wish that you would take care of yourself as much as you care for others. you're unabashedly warm, even if it scares you a little bit of vulnerability, and this quality is deeply adored by people :).

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positive words spoken about you when you're not around 🪷

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hi babies! i know i said i wouldn't come back for a week or two, but i've fallen ill and it was a reminder to slow down and breathe rather than rushing through my life. i decided to make a little pick a pile. i hope all of you enjoy!

pile 1.

people think that you have this evanescent sense of comfort around you. people like spending time with you, and they think that you're very ahead in life. they believe that you are patient and they feel as if they don't have to put up barriers around you. you seem to attract a lot of emotionally cold people who believe that they are uncared for, but your warmth seems to make them believe that they can be who they are with you. many people speak fondly about you to their mentors or their parents. people think that you're very put-together--they like your makeup style, or your clothing style, which may fluctuate but the vibe always stays the same. people like your eyes--you're very cat-like and people like the qualities of yours that make other souls believe that you're very decisive in who you let into your life. they feel chosen by you.

pile 2.

people like how bright you are. it's like being locked in a cave for a while and there you are, the sun, positive and bubbly and sweet. you remind people that not everyone chooses to remain tarnished by this world. you probably have a strong connection to the universe, God, or whatever faith you practice--you may talk about it a lot or your actions show your good morality, and people take note of this and speak about how you have a good sense of justice. you have this dreamy aura around you. you're distinctly you, and there's truly no one that can ever repeat your qualities, even though people think a lot of people want to be like you. people say you're very sweet and despite your innocent appearance, you're rather wise and well-spoken. you also take care of your physical body and people admire this. people think you're very beautiful in a way that is noted by everyone else but you.

pile 3.

people think that you're very caring. awwwww, you might be a plant mother or have a lot of animals. either way, you have this heavenly prowess that makes you seem at ease wherever you are. you're blunt, honest, and unafraid to say the truth. a lot of weak-minded people will be offended by this, or your banter, but you mean well and the right people love love LOVEEE these qualities. people think that you remind them of nostalgic places, maybe their first childhood home or those effervescent memories that stick with us no matter where we go. you treat people with respect and you refuse to go down to other people's levels if they're disrespectful. you're constantly in a state of growth, and people compliment that, because they never meet a version of you that stays the same. people love your features, particularly your facial structure and your hair.

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pep talk; what you need to hear!! [pick-a-pile!!!]

only the truth, babe. so pack your bags and listen to this!!! i'm gonna try to make this a longer reading than usual because i know some of u are overthinking right now and need to be reminded that you carry an eternal glow within your heart. keep your head up. don't let lame people push you down.

p1 - [cups]. p2 - [tree]. p3 - [snapshot].

p1.

The first card that falls out is the star. So...that part in the beginning paragraph was written just for you!! You guys are like a good song that people will never get tired of. Mysterious, many of you have such a cute social media page OMGG!!! Many of you are electric, people feel such a unique spark with you, many regret ghosting/blocking/getting you out of their life. Don't let those people come back. You deserve better than some lowlife who can't decide what they want. You guys are also very lucky people, and you have a pure heart - you don't hide your true self around people who you trust, and you carry them in your soul at all times. You are genuine about anything and everything. I hear that your skin physically glows, like your facecard doesn't decline. Your eyes are very piercing too. Many of you may feel like you're overwhelmed with yourself, like so much is always going on, and you handle it perfectly - other people see this as balance. You manage everything so well, and many people wish that you would've let them help you instead of carrying these burdens without lifting some of them off. You guys also have many opportunities that the universe gladly gives you. Ask for more. So many people, spirit guides, and other things wish that you would just ask. You guys see life as something that immediately gives you the good things you deserve, but the truth is that sometimes you have to ask for things. Otherwise, they can pass you by. It's not being humble; it's starving yourself because you believe that they're going to go to someone more 'deserving', while all of those things are carefully curated JUST FOR YOU, by the universe.

You guys carry a lot of divine energy with you, open energy, although you may despise receiving gifts. That's definitely an issue that you guys should work on, because those things come to you because you deserve them. You may easily bond with animals, especially birds - birdsong may be significant, or times of day/night that people are usually asleep in. Many have been lusted over rather than loved; you hate people not seeing you for your soul, and you may feel a sympathy to anyone who complains that this generation is losing the spark that others did. The truth is that there still are genuine people out there, who don't even THINK about your body the first time they see you. Maybe they think that you're beautiful, but not in the lustful way whatsoever. So don't stop hoping. People want to see you again, after they see you. You are deeply memorable, specifically your appearance being rather unique, and your way of talking, which is very smooth and soulful. People enjoy listening to you, even though you may not necessarily speak a lot. You almost seem like you belong in a storybook, or the past; a time that wasn't littered with such surface-level connections as now. You may come off as secretive and illustrious, but the truth is that you're very careful with who you give energy too, which is a GOOD THING!!! You are genuine, beautiful, and not many people have access to you, and keep it that way. Those people who you know only want you for your body? Get rid of them. Go and keep that space open for someone who's there to listen to you tell your story. Wait for the love you want. Don't settle just because the scared part of you is telling you that it doesn't exist, because it does.

Signs: Monochrome. Wire earbuds. Mice. Nostalgic TV Shows. Unwashed clothes. Balconies. Ponds. Pink. White rose in a crowd of red ones.

p2.

Did anyone ever tell you that your authenticity and your love for people will get you far? You guys are the appetizer, the meal, AND the dessert. People want to be gentle with you, they want to protect you. Many would go to war for you. You guys are tender-hearted, but while you allow yourself to be soft, you also know how to fight for what you love. You won't fight for someone to stay and choose you. But once you do, your love is immortal. It pours out of you - physically. People can tell by your appearance that you carry a sliver of divinity in you. You are the Moon, personified, slow and sensual. You take your time with life, and you truly see it as an art. No such ugly animal exists for you. You believe that everyone deserves a chance, however, you do have very firm boundaries, which I adore. You guys see through lies very easily, and you don't take bullshit from nobody. You may come off as bubbly and airheaded, but in reality, you're a very deep thinker. There is nothing you don't see, even though you may not say it, you see people's actions, and you can see who a bad person is IMMEDIATELY. Cassandra the Prophet, if you've heard of her? I believe that she predicts prophecies, in Greek/Roman myths, but no one believes her. Your sense of intuition is on point, so don't let anybody tell you otherwise, if they try to convince you of things that you know in your gut are right for you. Many of you may be soft, vulnerable individuals, so you try to get rid of this quality by viewing life as a game. Baby, you are the PRIZE! You don't need to play the game. Don't play the player - they'll lose anyways, and you are too good to seek revenge that the universe will already give. You are deeply adored by your friends, family, loved ones, spirit guides, etc...that is all the revenge you need, being genuinely valued instead of played.

Your ability to satisfy your urges when you're bored or anxious will get you far. It is a quality that many people do not have. Your loyalty is also deeply important to who you are as a person, so...don't lose it. Maybe some of you got cheated on, or betrayed, not necessarily romantically - this is an occurrence that is meant to teach you that no matter how genuine you are, some people won't be. But it's not a sign that you should lose those glowing, rosy parts of yourself that you now clutch to your chest. You are a shooting star, and the right people? They'd do anything for you. Just 'cause some of them are on the quieter side or are not as affectionate as you doesn't mean they wouldn't. You guys are the WORLD. The platter of food. Everything. I'm not telling you this because I feel like spouting random nonsense online, but you guys can be deeply insecure, specifically about being unlovable. You are so lovable. People would break their bones to make you a bridge. But you cannot keep those surface-level connections alive, knowing that they want one thing from you, knowing that you are NEEDED, but not necessarily wanted. It's okay to cut people off. You are beautiful, sweet as honey, and down to earth. You are a CATCH. One or two ungrateful people shouldn't convince you otherwise. Keep your soul; it's the best part of you, love.

Signs: Sade (the band!!! check em out). Journaling. Stagefright. Serums. Piercings. Jellyfish. 333. Lightened hair (bleached, colored to be a lighter color). Hummingbirds. Flowers - warm colored ones. Long oval nails.

p3.

Your ability to learn from mistakes and your ability to hold yourself accountable are astounding. You see growth as a privilege, not as a chore. Some of you may be going through a phase in life where you're alone - but you're not. There's always someone cheering for you, in the distance. Sometimes the deepest souls are also the ones that spend the most time alone, learning. It's what makes you beautiful. I love that you cannot handle small talk. You connect with people on a real level that not anyone can get - yeah, you may feel like an ugly duckling, awkward and fresh out of the womb, when you try to talk to people, but...you'll meet other people who make you feel shocked at how easily they hear you. But sometimes, the phases we're in? We're not meant to be heard. We're meant to grow. In the shadows. Think of animals that go through shedding, or molting. They typically hide. My gecko, when she sheds, does it typically during low light, in the night, and she hides. This is your era; you aren't meant to be seen, or heard. You're meant to GROW. And many of you feel like you'll never be seen, or heard, and you're repulsive, disgusting, a sin transformed into a human - honey, you're not that. You stand out, and that's a damn good thing, got it? There will be people who yearn for you, and they may not say it; but that's because deep people don't do surface-level actions like professing their love on social media or doing things that SEEM grandiose...but aren't. Take your time grieving, whatever this is. Your features are beautiful, by the way. All those parts of yourself that you hate are exactly the things others love. And I myself know how hard it is to accept that, but it's the truth, and it takes time to absorb. So don't try to make this 'lone wolf' phase go by faster by finding that fake 'closeness' through absorbing a shit ton of media, or going back to old habits just to ignore the fact that this is a phase in which you're MEANT TO BE ALONE. It'll take time to get used to it, and then...the door will be ajar and someone will be forced into your life and you'll form a close bond. The bond you always wanted. But first, you gotta get used to BEING ALONE, with nobody but YOURSELF. No doomscrolling. No music. Just you. Just you and your breath, which is like poetry itself.

Your pain is your beauty, and not in the sad, edgy way, but the growth that you've experienced is addictive to others. Because you didn't give up, you kept your chin up, and those deep thinkers? Not all of them may have gone through what you did. But they love how you made it out alive, and better. Some of you may, similarly to pile 1, experience being lusted over in the near future, or it is now, or in the past, issues with that. A negative male figure may have brought you pain. They may have dimmed your light. Made you cast into the shadows. Your heart, falling down, down, down. But that doesn't take away from your strength, soulfulness, and beauty. You're still you, still just as worthy of love and that specific feeling you've been chasing until your feet bleed. You will be loved, for all of the parts of yourself that you hate. Signs of this person may show up NOW, but you won't think about them very deeply. Only later on will it become obvious that Spirit was hinting at you about the future. Ravens are significant. They also symbolize transformative periods. My mama saw one right before she went through a big change in life, and coincidentally, so did I, a couple months ago. They're actually much bigger animals than you expect, so I see this as a sign that your blessings won't look so big now, but later on? They will be MASSIVE. The most important thing right now is to process this grief and these negative emotions. You can't hide from them forever, but this is one of the last times you'll feel THIS HOPELESS. This may not have been a big pep talk, but I think a lot of you did need to hear it. A lot of you already know that you're a deeply...imperfectly perfect person, but you put this away to being ego. It is not ego, honey, it's the truth. Just because you've been treated bad by evil, evil people in the past doesn't mean that you deserved it. Now, let this pain flood through you, because you'll come out on the other side, maybe in weeks, months - but you'll be glowing. I love you very much. Keep your head up.

Signs: Moon River - Frank Ocean. Dreaming of cities. Fish. Green. Warm lighting. Bison. Hooved creatures. Summer months. Bats. Puppies. Dogs. Tigers.

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6 NUMEROLOGY

note: an impure 33 is someone who’s a 33 life path but still has 6 energy in their bday

15 is the most attractive 6

24’s/42’s r the most powerful and rich 6’s

impure 33’s r the most influential 6’s

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Pick a card: What do they secretly simp over when they fall for you ⋆˙⟡

This PAC is about how the people who admire you and crush on you, love the most about you. The qualities, personality traits, or anything else. Everything is there here, I hope yall enjoy reading this!! <3

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Welcomeee my dear reader of pile 1!!! Let me tell you something, Pile 1, the way y’all unintentionally snatch hearts out here is not fair 😭💀. You catch people’s eyes so easily, like, without even trying. And it happens the most when you're just… being your purely unapologetic self. No forced perfection, no seeking validation, no “do I look okay?” energy. Just you in your own world. THAT’S when the spotlight shines on you and your admirers suddenly forget how to breathe. It happens a lot, trust me, and with many of them (Not kidding, I literally took a deep breath while writing this because that’s how intense your energy felt 😭.)BUT, y'all are also the type to zone out very easily.

Your eyes, babygirl… ooooofff. They radiate like lasers, not the dangerous kind, the kind that pierce right through someone’s heart and leave a permanent mark. People don’t just see you, they feel you. They remember you. You're the kind of person who makes tarot readers like me throw my cards in the air and yell, “Y’ALL DON’T KNOW YOUR POWER 😩🔥.” Because you don’t. But you need to.

Shadow work is screaming your name rn. Like, it came through LOUDLY, even in a love-focused reading. YKW. YALL DO SOME SHADOW WORK ASAPPP. TAKE MY DAMN ADVICE. NOW. Y'all have no idea how much this would elevate your presence. Just look through what kind of shadow work you exactly need. If i had to suggest something that would generally suit most people of this pile that i would suggest shadow work for leo traits cuz damn the amonut of yellow and orange i saw here is insane. And the first thing I heard from the universe was that y'all need to do some shadow work. DO IT. 

Coming back to your secret admirers, these poor souls are really trying their best to impress you. They know they’re not just dealing with “a crush.” You’re Top tier in their eyes. Their self-awareness skyrockets around you. They’re not delulu anymore, just down bad 🫡. It’s like someone walks into a room, sees you and suddenly their inner monologue switches to: “How do I become worthy of this goddess?” No joke. What’s SO special about this pile is that your admirers aren’t just thirsting after you. They’re rooting for your happiness. Like genuinely. When you smile, their heart just calms down. When you’re glowing? They feel like the sun has just risen. No in-and-out, no confusion. When people fall for you, they fall hard and purely. Like that “I’d walk to the ends of the Earth if you needed milk” kind of love 😭.

AHHH THIS PILE IS SO WHOLESOME MY HEART CAN’T TOELRATE THIS😭 these people want to always nurture you and protect that zeal and infectious positivity you have. I'm reminded of one edit of “The Summer I Turned Pretty” where Belly says. “MY boyfriend, MY jeremiah” with wanna be yours by Arctic Monkeys plays in the background. Like THAT’S the vibe. That’s the kind of energy or whole scenario that goes through your admirer's mind when they think of you. BUT BUT BUT, YOU are *THE* CONRAD of their life, “everywhere I go, there's a memory of Conrad”( belly's words btw), you're The one they never forget. The one who leaves traces of their existence in every corner of their memory. Every place they go, every random moment, they see something that reminds them of you. You’re not just a person. You’re a feeling. (I'll stop with my tsitp rant here) 

And yes, even the ones who are like, “Ugh, I don’t believe in love” yeah, them too. Even they catch themselves picturing a cozy little future with you. You spark this strange but beautiful kind of chivalry in them. They wanna step up. Be better. Match your level. They’d rather work their asses off to be someone who could actually sit beside you and feel worthy, instead of just fantasizing forever. You radiate stability and class, while simultaneously being that distant dream they hope to one day reach. They’re constantly imagining “what if” scenarios. Like literally, someone out there probably thinks about you while washing dishes, daydreaming about what it would be like to talk about your future house, your dogs, your chaotic love language, all of it. Even if they don’t believe in “happily ever after,” they want one with you. LET ME INTERRUPT WITH THIS: You may sometimes think, “Why doesn’t anyone ever fall for me like THAT?” Bestie. Stop right there. People DO fall for you, they just assume they don’t stand a chance. You're not seen as someone people wanna “hook up with for fun.” You’re seen as the person they’re not good enough for. And honestly, that’s their own mental block. “Your lips say nothing, but your eyes say everything.”

Your introversion, your peace, your love for personal space, those are the exact things that make people fall in love at first sight. For this, yall can also say that generally the people who fall for you are either introverts, call toppers, or someone who is very ambitious about their goals. But when it comes to you, it’s like they stumble across you and they fall for you in a heartbeat. It’s not logical. It’s emotional, magnetic, and instantaneous. They don’t even know what hit them. You just walked in their life, and suddenly, they’re not the same.  You aren’t the type of person people “decide” to like. You’re the type people wake up realizing they’re in love with. Like… “How the hell did I end up here??” One minute you're just someone they saw across a room, next minute they’re rearranging their entire schedule to walk past your desk.When people fall for you, something inside them shifts. Like a switch flips. They’re suddenly motivated to grow. To evolve. You walk into their lives, and without doing anything, you make them question who they are and who they could become. Powerful stuff.

 You are not the loudest in the room, but you're the one they remembers. You’re the paragraph they reread. The softness that lingers. The reason someone started working harder, healing deeper, or dreaming bigger. So if you’ve ever doubted yourself, this is your confirmation: you are admired, adored, and loved far more than you know. 

They don’t just fall for you, Pile 1. They never recover from it. ✨

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‧ ₊ ˚ ✧ PILE 2 ‎✧ ˚ ₊ ‧

Welcomeee my dear reader of pile 2!!! Before I even pulled the cards, I got this strongggg feeling that y’all Pile 2 attract the most corny ahh and kinda thirsty type of people 😭. Like yes, some of them are probs horny on main, but also They’re so cringe in the best way possible. The kind of cringe that makes life fun and gives you butterflies but also icks you out a little bit (don’t lie, you know what I’m talking about 💀) And flirting??? BABY. It’s IMBEDDED in the way people crush on you. Whether it’s intentional or accidental, your dynamic with your admirers is mostly a little cheeky LMAO. You’re probably out here being a flirt. It could be intentional or unintentional. Knowingly or unknowingly (or maybe you know...). It’s not “admiration from afar” vibes with you, no, no. Your admirers are mostly mutual friends, friend-of-a-friend, people online or even your close friends. For a lot of y’all, these crushes actually end up getting confessed, like we’re not just imagining fantasy situations, they really try it.

OKAY I’m not saying it’s always, but it's very similar to Peter Kavinsky and Lara Jean's dynamic during their fake dating era. (Did I just drop this reference here because i worship Peter Kavinsky? YES. And do I suggest y'all to do the same? Also YES)

Now, As approachable and fun as y’all seem, you intimidate your admirers more than you think. But in a soft “you could emotionally destroy me” way, not a scary energy. You’re the kind of person who’s laughing and playful one second, then the next second you're staring into their soul like, “That was rude.” And suddenly they’re peeing themselves. Not literally. (Actually maybe literally, idk their bladder strength 😭) Your power lies in that switch-up btw. That unpredictability is super magnetic. 

And the thing is, this scary  side of yours, You NEED to keep it. Because it filters the unserious ones OUT. Anyone who’s actually worth your energy is gonna step TF up and handle you with the depth and effort you deserve regardless of however you treat them. They know you’re not here for casual nonsense. 

When someone ACTUALLY falls for you, You become a literal part of their life. Not just a fleeting crush. You stay. You become their joy, their comfort, their what-if daydream. And the gag? Most of y’all don’t even know how many people feel this way about you. Like your name lives rent-free in people’s minds and you have no idea 💀. You also attract people who are emotionally open about liking you, they’re not trying to keep it to themselves. Some of them may even overdo it, like texting you about their dreams and telling you they miss you when y’all only hung out twice 😭. But at the core of it, They genuinely see your presence as healing. Comforting. The type of person they’d want by their side through all the mess.

Now let’s talk the serious stuff. Y’all didn’t come out the womb this wise and calm. There’s a whole warrior arc in your backstory. You’ve faced betrayal, loneliness, self-worth battles, and still came out with your head high. THAT is why people are drawn to you Also??? The fact that you still have this bright, bubbly side while carrying those wounds? That’s strength. That’s power. That’s hot. You’re not quick to let people in. You’ve built strong boundaries, and for some of you, you’re still learning how to protect your peace. But when someone does earn your trus, You're the most devoted, loyal, and emotionally generous person ever. You’ll hype them up, stand beside them, ride-or-die energy unlocked. That’s why people who crave real loyalty? They get addicted to you.

And bestie… we gotta talk about this one very specific admirer that came through LOUDLY in this pile. I saw a female energy, someone who might be a friend, an old classmate, or someone who’s watched you silently glow-up through the years. Regardless of your gender, this is someone who’s in awe of your ability to rise, to win, to move through hell and still smile. She admires your resilience, your boldness, your light. It’s actually so pure and supportive, it gave me goosebumps. 🥹 This admiration could be romantic or plutonic 

BUT regardless of all of this, People don’t just see you as a fun crush. They see you as someone they want to build a bond with. Emotional intimacy. Shared vulnerability. REAL love. You’re warm, healing, and easy to connect with. You make people drop their guard, feel heard, and reflect their best version back to them. That’s soulmate energy, babe. You may not be the most “available” person emotionally, but the moment you let someone in? You change them. You literally unlock a new emotional depth inside their soul. That’s not something they forget. Chemtrails over the country club BY lana would be the perfect song for you. That’s how i see pile 2. Not the public side everyone knows. But the REAL YOU.

 Pile 2, you are so complex in the best way. Sweet but intimidating. Flirty but guarded. Soft but strong. People fall for you because you’re not afraid to protect your peace. Because even when you’ve been broken, you still choose love, laughter, and softness.

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‧ ₊ ˚ ✧ PILE 3 ‎✧ ˚ ₊ ‧

Welcomeee my dear reader of pile 3!!! Okay, bestie, so right away I’m seeing that for pile 3, y’all attract people mostly because of your charm 😭. And when I say charm, I mean it in the literal dictionary definition way. It’s not mysterious or hard-to-reach, it’s obvious af. You’re attractive, yes. But it’s not just the looks, it’s also the way you talk, the way you move, your voice, your vibe, your whole aura. (Don’t roll your eyes, this is deadass channeled bestie I’m just the messenger 😭). There's a huge theme of physical attraction here. Like, your admirers are not normal when it comes to how they see you. It’s giving: “I blacked out the moment they walked in.” AND OMG OMG OMG I just heard this line that slapped me across the face: “ These things I wanna say to you but I’ll just let you live…”, “Like if you hold me without hurting me, you’ll be the first to ever did.”

(AHHHHHHH 😭😭  STOPPPP. The first line? That’s from your admirer’s POV. They’re like, “God, I wanna pour my heart out but I’ll keep it to myself and just let you exist in peace.” The second line, That’s YOU. You’re out here carrying emotional scars and just praying someone won’t break you again. (Brb sobbing in the corner.)

Pile 3, bestie… I feel like y’all genuinely crave the feeling of being loved. Not the situationship stuff. I’m talking unconditional, can’t eat, can’t sleep love. You crave that “someone really sees me and stays” energy. And when people fall for you, Babyyy they fall HARD. You’re literally their “that’s it” moment. Like even if they met you yesterday, they’ll be like: “YKW… I think she’s my soulmate” and their bestie is like: “SHUT UPPPP. You’ve said that 90 times already today AHHHH.” (LMAO this sounded so funny in my head 😭)

There’s this genuine innocence and curiosity to y’all that people find so freaking attractive. You give off this vibe like you're always learning, exploring, ready for the next story. And that energy is so infectious. Your admirers get EXCITED just thinking about you. They feel something stir inside them, like their inner child wakes up. You make them wanna live more. (Like okay??? Inspiration queen???) Even from a distance, you seem interesting af. Love looks pretty on you by nessa would describe you so well (guys i found this song for you after thinking for so long lol😭)

Also, you are the friend of the group who cares for everyone. The sweet, emotionally present one. The one who’s always checking in and always comforting others But also very emotional. You’re def the type of person who, if I looked over at you during a sad movie scene, your eyes would be red like a whole tomato LMAOO.

BUTTTT, there’s something deeper here too. I feel like y’all have been traumatized by something from the past. A loss. A heartbreak. A betrayal. Some kind of memory or wound that you just can’t seem to move on from. (Of course this won’t apply to EVERYONE but like... the energy is strong, babes.) It’s like “clinging to a pain that’s long gone, but still shaping how you love.” Some of y’all dealt with serious grief, divorce, losing someone, a major failure. Your admirers see this in you. They notice how you’re trying so hard to move forward, but that grief still remains with you.

I can see how you keep filling other people’s cups, yet you always end up with yours being spilled. That soft, giving heart of yours have been bruised. So now you’re cautious. You don’t trust easily. And that’s fair, but your admirers wish you’d just notice that they’re here too. Like, they’re not those people who hurt you (ofc im not talking abt all of them, this is the picked out genuine ones). They genuinely admire you. They’re not here to take advantage. But you’re scared to reach out again. (I just wanna wrap you up in a warm blanket rn.) They also see you as someone who needs to lighten up a little, not in a rude way, but like, they want you to play again. Be carefree again. Let love IN again. Ughhh 

Oh, and here’s the thing… you’ve got HIGH standards. Like skyscraper-high. You’re not out here settling for someone mediocre with “potential.” Nah. You want the real deal. And your admirers feel that pressure. Especially the ones who aren’t totally put-together. They see you as someone who only has eyes for other overachievers like yourself, and they’re like: “Oh she wouldn’t even look at me unless I’m CEO of something.” 😭😭 So yes, your accomplishments? Your power? Your ✨big soul✨? Intimidating af.

Alsooo, your admirers are the type of people who are Jealous as hell. Like possessive for no reason lmao. Even without being with you, even without you knowing they exist, they feel like they own a lil piece of you. The moment someone else talks to you, they’re going insane internally. (Imagine being that magnetic without even trying 😭).

And your communication that’s one of the BIGGEST green flags you have. You’re literally so easy to talk to. Once yall move on from the trauma you have, and stat opening up to people more easily. The bond feels strong, open, and mature with you. Like, actually emotionally intelligent. Even if y’all have some spicy debates here and there, they still feel like they can be honest with you. That’s so rare. That’s what makes you unforgettable.

You’ve got this vibe of: “We can talk through anything. We can be real. No games.” And honestly, that’s more fulfilling than half the fake fairy-tale crap most people have experienced in the past. You offer something real. Safe. And exciting. (A rare specie??? Yes. That’s why they’re obsessed.)

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Mars in the Houses and Friction

Mars in a house brings:

- friction and urgency because something feel unstable

- desire to control or dominate that area

- where anger and ambition are triggered most easily

- a place where the person feels they have to act alone

- instinctive self-defense mechanisms

- early vulnerability or confrontation around themes of that house

Where one acts fast, reacts hard, and rarely feels relaxed. Feels they can’t trust others to handle that area, so they take the lead or lash out. Survival pattern or to establish autonomy.

Note: can apply to Aries or Scorpio ruled houses as well.

Mars in the 1st House

- this person has a constant readiness to act or defend; tends towards physical or verbal aggression; strong survival instincts but also overreaction

- physically strong, restless body, tense, fast-moving

- temperament is assertive, defensive, or combative; comes off forceful or reactive even when unprovoked

- identity is built on acting first, self reliance, and dominance; jumps into things without thinking

- prone to accidents, injuries, inflammation, fevers, heated confrontations

- often viewed as threatening or “too much/intense” by others, leading to isolation or rivalry

Mars in 2nd House

- tends to possessive, territorial, or suspicious about loss or theft; connects self worth to resource control; gets angry when they feel controlled or dependent

- tends to hoard what’s theirs, sometimes aggressively

- desire is grounded in tangible outcomes, like money, food, and tools; obsessed with money, possessions, security, which tend to be tied to conflict

- financial insecurity or early scarcity fuels survival stress; had to fight to keep or earn resources

- competes with others over money or physical territory

- work life marked often by toil and resource-related disputes

Mars in the 3rd House

- argumentative, mentally restless, verbally sharp; their speech is fast, reactive and possibly aggressive; argues fast and doesn’t back down; always mentally on and easily irritated

- distrustful or defensive in familiar surroundings

- tendencies to dominate in discussions or prove intelligence

- tends to have/have had conflict with peers, siblings, neighbors, or extended family

- may have had a dangerous or stressful local environment growing up (educational or spiritual institutions included); hostile or noisy environment

- experiences frequent short term stress or disruptions in daily life; always in situations where they have to “prove” their voice

Mars in the 4th House

- deep-seated emotional defensiveness; reacts strongly to personal threats, especially from close family; pushes family away or tried to control them;

- loyalty is fierce but can turn into resentment; doesn’t feel safe easily

- often private but erupts under pressure, volcanic temperament; bottled up anger

- had domestic conflict or unstable home lifestyle early on, possibly abvse; may have grown up in a hostile environment or with a controlling parent

- inherited unsolved family anger or trauma

- may leave home early or experience displacement;

Mars in the 5th House

- a show-off, expressive and competitive in romance, art, or sex; risk-taker; always fighting for stimulation, attention, or approval

- temper flares when pride or creativity is criticized; easily provoked when not admired;

- pursues pleasure with intensity, sometimes destructively; may suffer consequences from impulsive pleasure seeking; can’t enjoy things without trying to win at it

- may have conflict in romantic life or with children

- their creative project often involve struggle or provoke rivalry

- attracts intense relationships that often include power struggles

Mars in the 6th House

- overworks to prove self worth; physical stress internalized, prone to fatigue or chronic issues; focused anger into routine or health regimens

- often takes on difficult or thankless roles; puts up with bad conditions until they snap; doesn’t complain but grinds until they collapse

- prone to injury, illness, or workplace conflict

- subordinate roles often involve tension or exploitation

- struggles with being undervalued or overburdended

- daily life feels like constant damage control

Mars in the 7th House

- seeks dominance or control in relationships; projects anger or aggression onto others

- attracted to strong or combative partners; often attracts enemies or lawsuits

- struggles to maintain peace in one-on-one relationships; love and war often feel like the same thing

- frequent conflicts in marriage or close partnerships

- may often be challenged by powerful rivals or mirrors of their own aggression

- open conflict tends to be a repeated life them

Mars in the 8th House

- emotionally intense, often guarded or paranoid; holds grudges, desires deep control or leverage; manipulates or controls quietly

- sex, trust, and power are fused with aggression or fear

- reactions strongly to vulnerability or perceived betrayal

- tends to be involved in shared money or inheritance disputes, or manipulative power dynamics

- fear of loss or abandonment shapes relationships

- may experience other’s rage, death, violence, or secrets early on in life

Mars in the 9th House

- fiercely opinionated, confrontational over beliefs or ideology; seeks conflict thru debates or philosophical battles; belief systems shaped by rebellion not tradition

- their motivation is tied to mission, vision, or purpose

- distrusts authority systems, preferring to challenge or reform; gets burned by systems or tries to break out of them

- tends to have conflict with educational, legal, or religious institutions; also tension with teachers, judges, or foreigners; hates being told what to think

- travels may be linked to danger, conflict, or transformation

- converts belief into action but may burn bridges in the process

Mars in the 10th House

- tends to be rather ambitious, hard-driven, and goal oriented; may have a commanding or intimidating public presence; often views life as a “career battlefield”

-takes conflict personally when their status or role is threatened

- clashes with bosses, authority figures, or institutions

- career gains often come thru struggle, conflict-oriented roles, or high-risk moves

- tends to have their reputation built or destroyed thru conflict or risky decisions

- their public life is often tied to bold actions or public failures

Mars in the 11th House

- tends to be competitive in group settings, seen as difficult or abrasive

- pursues goals with obsessive energy

- aligns with groups that fight for something or against someone

- has trouble cooperating with collectives yet drawn to group power, and social clout

- experiences alliances that dissolve into open hostility

- goals achieved thru hard effort but at cost of support

- friendships marked by betrayal, competition, and ideological conflict; friendships often charged with rivalry or tension

Mars in the 12th House

- acts impulsively without knowing why, tends to be self sabotaging or reactive; anger is hard to access consciously, leaks out thru misfortune; feels like they’re always fighting for something they can’t name

- suppressed anger created inner turmoil or indirect aggression

- may appear passive but harbors hidden rage; may endure spiritual or psychological battles in secret

- self defense patterns are covert, repressed, or misdirected

- suffers due to unseen enemies, their self undoing, or isolation; isolates when overwhelmed

- conflict tends to appear in hidden places, like hospital, prisons, institutions, their subconscious