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When you finally let go and find yourself in this world

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AGHHHHHHHH

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That’s a strange photo…….

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No one does it like this btw

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I love your takes bpp but im sorry you "want more dating scandals for BTS"? Why??

Please at least explain this one thing bc im not seeing the vision at all. This whole week has felt like a nightmare and my heart can't stop breaking for JM.

Pls at least answer this one thing: how can you see what happened this week to JM and want MORE?

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Y'all...

The truth is I really, really, like, really don't want to talk about this for two reasons.

I can scarcely think of a more pointless activity. If more ARMYs had any restraint to think about what's happening here, I feel they'd realize simply talking about it, losing their heads over it, creating a whirlpool of discourse over it, is exactly the wrong thing to do. Which brings me to my second point.

The fandom tends to overreact. This has always been true but it's become immutable in the last couple years. And I genuinely think the only cure for this disease is exposure therapy. That's one reason I want BTS to have more dating scandals, because the fact is, despite what anyone thinks about the motives or sanity of the latest rumored girlfriend, despite what anyone feels about Jimin's safety or state of mind, despite all and whatever, absolutely none of that justifies the complete clusterfuck that was last week.

My opinion is unpopular, I know it is unpopular, but I truly think too many people are overinvested in BTS, Jimin, Jungkook, jikook, and don't quite realize just how much they're overinvested. At the end of the day, for most people here depending on where you live Jimin is between 500 and 15,000km away from you, surrounded by people who actually know him and love him more than anybody this side of the internet does. This is aside the fact he is a grown Korean man with a fat ass, the primary asset of the most capitalized music corporation in Korea, and is so fucking wealthy he could find and buy a hit-man if he wanted to. And in Korea that's no joke.

It's one thing to report hate comments, but what I saw this week was an exhibition in parasocial entanglement, hysteria, and borderline insanity.

I'm not even trying to be sanctimonious but the truth is I don't have kind words for a lot of what I saw. I don't relate to this need to analyze, or speculate, or even worry for Jimin. Like, I'm actually not worried for him. If no ARMYs cared about this woman in 2021 when she started leaning in on the Jimin angle, it's possible this week wouldn't have happened. People can justify their reactions however they like, but I long for the day the majority of the fandom has practically no reaction to any dating rumour for any BTS member, no matter how it's presented.

Can't see that happening unless people become desensitized to the idea and its implications. And so yeah, we've got one down this year and I hope we get more.

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August

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YOU ARE LOCKED INTO YOUR SUFFERING AND YOUR PLEASURES ARE THE SEAL

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New reaction image just dropped btw

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Hmmmmm I guess I’ll have even less time to see any sm if everything goes according to my plan wonder how that will feel

I also really do not need to know all this stuff there’s no reason except for pleasure for me to know them I could throw this phone away and the only thing that’s preventing me from doing that is having to be in touch in case of emergency

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1. People who are shocked when (alleged) queer peoples public relationships are way more rocky and intense are kinda throwing me off. Don’t you know how much the circumstances surrounding them can fuck with what’s happening inside the relationship? Can’t you imagine?

2. Not to be like “my weird and unnecessary assumptions abt them were right buuuuttttt I was right and I love being right😌”

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JUNGKOOK DAY ★ 2023

(click for better quality)

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fatima aamer bilal, excerpt from moony moonless sky’s ‘i am an observer, but not by choice.’

[text id: my fist has always been clenched around the handle of an invisible suitcase. / i am always ready to leave. / there is not a single room in this world where i belong.]

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Hmmmm

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we should talk about this diva more

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Not the super model contest….

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My kid having their first best friend and now having to part with said bestie bc they’re going to different kindergarten groups why am I gonna cryyyyy

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Putting this for myself specifically because I’m very much not a Taylor Swift fan but I do tend to be that other peoples fan that has an issue with always wanting to know my faves morals and wanting to see the best in them and at the end of the day they’re just billionaires or millionaires who got where they got most likely bc they wanted the coin above all else and they will stay quiet/promote things bc they want to keep getting richer so yeah

not the same morals as me and I shouldn’t delude myself and expect for them to speak up bc they won’t and they will disappoint