manifiestomelarquico

[manifiestomelarquico]

An Introduction

Hello! my name is-... Well it's in the blog's description but... It's written in syriac alphabet! totally not a snob thing to do Call me MshaWeh if you please, Msha is also fine I have been known by many names, and people find that quirky about me. I'm not sure how much information i would like to give about myself, so, baby steps... -Where from? Well to not get too specific, i'm levantine You will have to apologize for my discretion, it's a cultural thing for political and religious intrigues to usually keep things brief and private in the society i'm from. I'm also... a polygloth! with the ability to speak 7 languages; arabic, spanish, french italian, portuguese, english, (DUH) aramaic, so i may post in more than one language. To sum it all up, i'll just say i'm a young author, (fow now haha) i write both academically/professionaly -because of my career basically- & recreatively, you know, novels and such? I like writting, a lot, in person i also talk, A LOT. But i don't usually write or talk about personal stuff all that much, i reflect on everything in my head untill it gets specifically annoying & repetitive. That's when i usually write it down. However that makes my other social media look chaotic. One minute i'm posting things from popular culture i like, the next i'm posting serious academical stuff and then just pure "brainrot" memes as they call them nowdays, back in my day it was called "shitpost". I feel it looks disorderly & looks "ugly" specially due to the challenge of having to keep a public persona in my academic life. Ya3ani (I mean) people add me in my socials expecting a profesional, almost a priestly figure , it's expected from all of my posts that they should be of a professional nature, & imagine their shock when they find out i'm human, and not a machine! I have both my audience as well as my personal friends in those socials, so naturally i want to post things my personal friends would like such as memes, casual jokes, my art. Ah yes, also an artist, forgot to mention, got another art blog around for that. So... i decided to pull this blog out, tumblr is a little outdated i know, it's peak age was from 2010 to 2016 IIRC correctly & remember having many friends back then with their flashy blogs for reposting art, enjoying their fandoms, sharing their passion and posting sad quotes whenever they had their ocassional break up. I always wanted to have something like that, a fancily decorated blog like theirs, but didn't have the skills to program it, even now with tumblr's theme mechanics, you still have to tamper the HTML a bit to get the result you want, so now that i can... here i am! And while this is no longer the hub of activity it once used to be, & i don't pretend to force my close friends to come here and create blogs or accounts just to read me, i'll prolly just send it to my real ones. -Why? Again, because i myself lost the taste for having my personal tastes and such mixed with my public persona, and also because it's easier to monitor if i'm actually being read? Like, if i were to make a full from scratch page for blogging, {kind of like Bart Ehrman's or Dross or other figures have} i would feel i'm talking alone, slaming the poetry into the void; in other words it feels lonelier to me. It's also easier to program the aesthetics of my blog from tumblr's html theme interface than from scratch. -So what will it be about then? Well, here i will write my personal reflections, throughts on all kinds of things and topics. Think of it as a fake-insta (finsta) where somepeople post their "intrusive thoughts", or a "darker side" of their personality, a side they can't admit in their main account but for some reason they can in another account. Allthough, tecnically, the people who would follow their f-insta are the same people who they are trying to hide that "other side" from? It sounds too silly imo. -Well why don't you just make a finsta then?

Okay so the key difference is i'm not trying to hide a "darker" side of my personality, rather making a particular space for posting a certain way. &... that's it really, i feel that is enough for an introductory post. See? i wasn't liying when i said i talk/write a lot. Until next time!