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hello, so, just like people say in the youtube comments, i still think about the kylux trailer from time to time. its such a delight when fics/prompts got turned into other media and like i first watched the vide when i was 15 or 16, almost ten years go, and the video introduced me to of monsters and men and a lot of other things. this year i reach out to people who made my favorite things so i want to reach out to you as well to say thank you for your work

hello friend, this is so sweet of you to say thank you. 🥹 i cant believe it's almost been a full decade!!

i'm still proud of that video and i watch it from time to time. i am not really active on here anymore (tho i occasionally pop by to check notifs) and i haven't made a fanvid in a while, but i do work as a video editor full-time now.

making fanvids was how i learned to edit, and that led to a lot of opportunities. it's really shaped my whole life. so im very grateful to everyone who enjoyed those videos and wrote me such lovely supportive things.

i hope the past decade has treated you well! 💖

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Sam Nivola in The White Lotus

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Patrick Schwarzenegger and Parker Posey in The White Lotus

Saxon being a mama's boy

3.01 "Same Spirits, New Forms" / 3.02 "Special Treatments" / 3.04 "Hide or Seek"

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need more saxloch somnophilia tbh

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my friend is friends w Benitez from Oscar nominated film Conclave (2024). everyday i see the Conclave fandom grow and everyday i have to physically resist messaging her to ask him if he knows how much yaoi theyre making of him

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I have too many saxloch questions :D but I will ask the most obvious ones - what do you think about Saxon’s sexuality? And what do you think can happen post canon

omg hey!!

good question. my personal headcanon is that he's probably a very repressed bisexual.

post canon, i guess if im thinking of the realism in the universe of White Lotus... the boring answer is that they continue on with their lives and never speak of it again, their relationship irrevocably changed forever.

but i believe i demon twink supremacy and id like to imagine that Lochlan somehow forces the issue and they maybe start up some kind of on-again, off-again self-loathing-fuelled affair. i dont think a fluffy, happy ending is realistic for them so maybe that continues indefinitely or until the shame is too much for Saxon to bear. i dont think Lochlan would struggle as much with his own feelings, but he also might just live in denial.

so far jesus wept by the_invisibility_bloke is my favourite post-canon fic, that's basically what i imagine happening 😌

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still dreaming of kissing your claws (2515 words) by apfelhalm Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: The White Lotus (TV) Rating: Mature Warnings: Major Character Death Relationships: Lochlan Ratliff/Saxon Ratliff Characters: Saxon Ratliff, Lochlan Ratliff Additional Tags: Incest, Brother/Brother Incest, Inspired by Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died, POV Second Person, Implied/Referenced Suicide, Horror, taking the term 'demon twink' literal, Comes Back Wrong Summary:

Lochlan was dead, they say. For almost two minutes, maybe even longer. "It's a miracle he came back," your mother says with red-rimmed eyes. "They say it was that fruit from the tree. You don't think ... that he did it on purpose?"

Lochlan drinks the poisoned shake and dies. Whatever comes back isn't quite Lochlan anymore.

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“I was expecting that Saxon had made a protein shake in it,” he said. “I thought it was just left over protein.” [x] [x]

THE BLOND BOY IN THE RED TRUCKS IS HOLDING YOUR HEAD UNDERWATER – BECAUSE HE IS TRYING TO KILL YOU – AND YOU DESERVE THIS, YOU DO, AND YOU KNOW THIS.

(The White Lotus, Mike White // A Primer for the Small Weird Loves, Richard Siken)

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I made SaxLoch cuts of all episodes (all scenes with Lochlan and Saxon individually and together), and in case anyone else wants them too, they're up on this G Drive.

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saxloch AU but instead of southern socialites Tim is a famous televangelist and saxon is his protege trying to groom lochlan into the family business....... righteous gemstones to the tune of preacher's daughter by ethel cain.......

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SIIICCCK of ppl on tiktok acting like saxon is normal abt Lochlan!!! He groomed him!!! He’s just as weird abt Lochlan as Lochlan is abt him!!! It’s not one sided they’re both freaks!!!!

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crush / richard siken

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finished it!!!

show: the white lotus s3

song: two children in a motel - ethel cain

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no trauma

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“i cannot be the sun. NOT WHEN MY DIRTY CLOUDS RAIN THE CITY TO FILTH.”

fatima aamer bilal, excerpt from moony moonless sky’s ‘i wish to be the sun.’

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southbound