markyishanthonymartinez

[markyishanthonymartinez]

godspeed

[markyishanthonymartinez]

4/17/18

i love you and i always will

thank you for being THE voice of reason

thank you for having high expectations for me

thank you for wanting the best for me

thank you for being patient with me

thank you for helping me with feels

thank you for being my best friend

thank you for saving my life

thank you for being such a hard worker

thank you for not letting me be on my bullshit

thank you for inspiring me

thank you for making me want to make a difference

thank you for reading my blogs

thank you for watching my blogs

thank you for making me feel important

thank you for caring

thank you for sharing

thank you for loving

thank you for being the best texter ever

thank you for making fun of me when i deserve to be made fun of

thank you for hating donald trump (AND NOT VOTING FOR HIM OMG I WAS SO SCARED)

thank you for sleeping with presidents and not boys i’m jelly of

thank you for not being mad at me for sending this after your birthday was over in idaho time (but not in nevada time okay and nevada matters)

thank you for being the busiest person ever but still making time for me

thank you for heist

thank you for prom 2k13

thank you for late night talks

thank you for “Congratulations!” (insert confetti flying)

thank you for stalking me during track season and heather problems way back when (that was totally unsafe use of the internet butttt)

i’m glad you stole my number from twitter

i wouldn’t have it any other way

thank you for me

thank you for you

thank you for us

i love you and i always will

feliz cumpleaños ce

[markyishanthonymartinez]

https://babe.net/2018/02/21/ive-cheated-on-every-guy-ive-ever-dated-and-i-dont-feel-even-a-little-bit-sorry-37120

[markyishanthonymartinez]

1/13/18

I sleep with my blinds open because true darkness is unsettling

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Sorry they’re not McQueen crocs

[markyishanthonymartinez]

1/8/18

our fish died the other day

i don’t know if there’s anything left

- mam

[markyishanthonymartinez]

1/2/18

New Years Resolutions:

I’m gonna fucking get abs

I want to release some sort of musical endeavor

I’m going to run (at least) 1 mile for every day in the year

Make (at least) 2 videos a month

Write at least 2 blogs a week

Get a real engineering job

Build a computer

Make 1 new close friend

Travel to 1 new place

To be continued

[markyishanthonymartinez]

12/30

hi.

1. ily

2. i am v we’ll just trying to be the most productive mark this mark can be and it’s exhausting.

3. i legit walked into the post office today to send you your gift that i never wrapped whoops and realized i did not have your address so gonna need that k

4. i think i’m sad again but i also think i’m doing a better job dealing with it than ever before which makes me haps for myself and less sad

i declare a thumb war

- merk

[markyishanthonymartinez]

11/30/17

Bags just told me he doesn’t care about oppressed peoples and honestly, at least for the time being he’s not my friend.

[markyishanthonymartinez]

11/25/17

 hi fern

(okay i typed ern but it changed it to fern so maybe i wanna say hi to the ferns out there too okay)

i played lots of fifa today

i like fifa

i watched a neat football game today

the school i go to won against the bad school all my friends go to. honestly, that makes four years of good games for the cannon. well, i guess my freshman year wasn't that great of a game cause we kinda totally controlled the whole game and it wasn’t close, but every other year has done a swell job of being an entertaining game including this year cause we didnt do butt in the first half besides the very first drive but then they didnt do butt the entire second half besides the very first drive. and turns out our first half butt was not as bad as their second half butt so we won. woooo

i dont have any food in my fridge

good thing they gave us free canes voucher thingies for going to the game woo

i have a busy boi day ahead of me tomorrow ):

booo

thanksgiving weekend was bueno

and by weekend i mean week cause i technically wasn't there at all during weekend

um

that’s all for now

dft//sb

gn

oh wait also i say jordan haines today which is one of those weird things cause i literally haven't seen her in person in probably like three years and haven't talked to her in just about as long. glad she still exists and all is well. i’ve blogged about it a million times i think but it’s just weird to think about how many people probs know a lot about you but you’ll never talk to again cause you were once close but aren't anymore. it just makes my brain feel weird thinking about people not being involved in your life at all but still existing but they were very involved at some point and idk is it weird that that’s weird to me?

idk gn hearts

- mark anthony

[markyishanthonymartinez]

11/22/17

Colton’s the best dude.

Kyle’s the best dude.

Logan’s the best dude.

Val’s the best gal.

Rocky’s the goodest boy.

So is Elmo

And wizzle

It’s 2:42 am and I’m not tired fuck me

Pls

I’m glad I saw friends cause unless I see them Friday evening I won’t see them until winter and how can I really go that long without seeing Colton’s beautiful face.

FUNLV

dft//sb

gngn

[markyishanthonymartinez]

11/21/17

i just got to watch aaron west and the roaring twenties and i’m so beyond happy. 

i just poured out so much emotion singing along to all their stuff and dan is such a great performer and the fact that he had a whole band with him including brass instruments made the experience so rad and i’m just really really happy rn

there was like maybe 50 kids at the show lol but i guess it added to the intimacy of it. the first dude, chase huglin i think it was? was pretty dope. reminds me of front porch step aka sad guy with acoustic guitar singing about how he’s sad and girls suck and yeah yeah. he was really charismatic and had really good persona on stage which made it easy to get into his set without having heard of him before. also he told us all to buy merch cause he dreams of owning a jet ski one day and the only way he’s gonna meet that dream is if we buy hats from him.

i liked the idea of him having a jet ski.

i didn’t buy a hat tho.

then then this guy called steady hands played and he was pretty good. i didnt like him as much as mr chase but he was pretty solid nevertheless. he’s a fan of tiki bars and bud light limes and was very happy with the pricing of bud light limes at eagle aerie hall. 

then then allison weiss played and i had actually heard of her before and listened to a bitttt of her stuff but never too much. well now i’m gonna go listen to all her stuff because she was phenomenal and super fun and clever and funny and jammy jam jams. i really liked her. 

then of course aaron west made my entire life forever. okay so aaron west is the side project of dan ‘soupy’ campbell who is the lead singer of the wonder years. so i’ve seen the wonder years liiiike four times??? or something like that. and i saw aaron west once on warped tour when we went to pomona. dan just like played two sets a day, once with twy and the other at the acoustic stage by himself as aaron west. but that was by his lonesome, just a single acoustic guitar, his voice and harmonica. this is only like the second or third time he’s ever done a full band tour as aaron west which included guitar, bass, drums, 2nd guitar, trombone, and trumpet. but yeah it was just so great. and the crowd was small but everyone was really into it and the performance was great and he played every single song he’s ever recorded under the aaron west name and i was just really emotional and was happy other people felt so passionately about the same words and songs that i’m so passionate about and IT JUST FEELS GOOD OKAYMAN.

FEELSGOODBUD

YAY

PARTY

WOO

TURKEY DAY BUT EXCEPT WE ALL KNOW HAMS BETTER

WOOOOOOO

DOFUN THINGS

STAY BEAUTIFUL 

I LOVE MUSIC

AND I LOVE ME

AND I LOVE YOU

AND I LOVE LOVE

GOODNIGHT

FUCK YEAH

[markyishanthonymartinez]

11/18/17

love your friends

die laughing

[markyishanthonymartinez]

11/16/17

last night i had a dream where i dropped my phone in a bucket of water and i spent like an entire day just trying to get to some fucking rice

like apparently it was the most busy day in mark’s existence cause i had so much to do and everyone needed me for something and like fuck man i’m just trynna save my phone

i think at the end i finally got some rice but it wasn’t actually enough rice to cover my phone, so i shook the tupperware around a lil and it turned into more rice and i put my phone in and it worked. then i woke up.

k night love you

[markyishanthonymartinez]

11/14/17

I’m the world’s biggest fan of routines. They’ve really been instilled in me for like forever. At home things always worked almost like clockwork and tbh it took me quite some time to acclimate to being around more dynamic, spontaneous people as I got older.

Even today I always have that voice in the back of my head telling me to reject anything that all of a sudden jumps into my schedule.

Schedules and routines are great. They’re effective, precise, clear.

But it’s always good to remind yourself not to get too comfortable. Just when you’re perfectly balanced give yourself a little push to fall out of balance. Thrust yourself into new opportunities. Keep people guessing. Go on an adventure.

Never get too comfortable. Comfort leads to complacency.

Make sure the sofa you buy is comfortable, but not quite comfortable enough to fall asleep in.

You can decide to change your life any given day. You owe it to no one to be who you were yesterday or last week or last year.

Blossom

-mark

[markyishanthonymartinez]

11/13/17

today onward, i push to change for the better

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11/12/17

the tumblr app is so broken it makes me want to die

Hi sorry for being bad fren

This three day weekend was very much needed wow. Like I half feel like I wasted it cause I didn’t do much, but at the same time, I needed to not do much for a lil.

Went to the gym today and my foot didn’t feel poopy from running, buuuuut the discrepancy in calf muscle is pretty gross between my two legs still. i think i had a radio show air this past week? so like we’re not doing live right now, they’re being aired at a later time and I think my air time is gonna be Friday from 4:00-5:30 pm.

There’s currently clothes all over my floor cause I’m rearranging my closet.

I feel kinda bummy lummy rn. Like I kinda just want the semester to end really. But that’s not why I’m sad. Being busy all the time just makes me a lil sad i guess, but in reality I feel like I’ll be more sad when I don’t have stuff taking up my time. Idk

As far as musical projects are concerned I’ve moved completely away from any music creation and only been jotting down lyrics recently which is a change

I miss my family

I just want to feel wanted