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Gift of Perfect Knowledge Chapter 20
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Iâm not sure I get twenty minutes of sleep in the next eight, but the sun goes almost all the way down and Soaringâs phone goes off outside and I guess enough is enough. Maybe Iâll be able to sleep when this is over.
âWhenâ, not âif.â What a concept. Itâs not just one of the useless fantasies I used to have in the early days when I needed it all to stop, itâs reality. Itâs happening soon, which is only a step and half away from happening right now. The Madam is gone; thereâs no one on Earth who could match her skill at hunting people down. I am, effectively, free to leave. It would be easy; even Appraisal would have a hard time catching me again.
But I wouldnât be able to enjoy it if everyone else was still trapped. I will see this through to the end. For them. For myself. Doing what Appraisal wanted meant I was part of the reason they were trapped. I have to be the one to set that right; I know that, but stillâŚ
I can see the Tower in the dying daylight from this window when I sit up; itâs truly unnerving to see it from the outside. I forgot that it was so dark to look at; it sits above the rest of the buildings and hovers over them. Thatâs by design; Appraisal has quietly made sure any other building project trying to build taller than him within a certain distance fails in the early planning. An entire section of this city has no choice but to look up at his castle. He has bragged extensively about it. Itâs also the only building that still has power; everything else surrounding it is dark though the only room with light is Appraisalâs office right at the top.
I can just barely see the gaping hole from Liamâs spell; a flaw in the dark glass broadcasting Appraisalâs weakness for all to see. Someone hurt him; someone can hurt him. The longer Appraisal goes without putting Liam in his place, the more people will start to think he canât. Unfortunately, I know better than to think theyâd succeed. Getting up close to Appraisal is just handing him your weaknesses; he encourages people to try. This isnât any different and that⌠If we canât settle this today, Appraisal will make us all regret it forever.
âElena? You up?â Soaring calls from outside.
I get up and open the door to the living room where he spent the nightâwell, dayâcamped out on the couch. I think he got some sleep; I hope he did.
âGot you some stuff.â He holds out a bag that has toiletries, fresh clothes, and a large towel.
I take it from him. âWhatâs going on?â
âWell, the Major made some calls but before he could be suspended, Nightowl threw a tantrum, took his ball, and went home. So that happened. Alpha Squadâs Ghost and Marinaâmy vice-captainâare now in charge of the forward perimeter. Nothingâs moved from the Tower since yesterdayâwell, earlier today,â he reports. âThe Major wants us there in an hour; sheâll go over the rest of the plan then.â
I nod. This is really happening then. âIâll be right back.â
The shower only makes it easier to feel the buzzing under my skin; I donât necessarily feel better just more organized. Less greasy. Itâll have to do.
Mia is at the table wolfing down what looks like a breakfast wrap when I come back out. I donât blame her. Thereâs probably bacon or sausage or something else âunhealthyâ and therefore wonderful that the Towerâs carefully regimented meal plan would never let us have.
I think Soaring may have taken yesterdayâs doughnut conversation to heart because he hands me another brown bag and I can see grease coming through the paper. I blink and itâs in my hand. Whatever half-baked plan to celebrate the Towerâs liberation with junk food I didnât have to sneak around for in almost a decade vanishes as, apparently, my self-control has decided not to do that, no matter how symbolic.
I have fucking missed hash browns. I eat four of them and my own wrap way too fast, and Soaring offers me a cup of what is hopefully coffee to wash it down.
Oh, even better: itâs a mocha. With chocolate. Iâd be tempted to thank god if I hadnât long given up on the concept of gods.
âAre youâŚokay?â Soaring asks.
âIâm very nearly perfect,â I reply, stifling what might be tears. Iâm not going to lose it over breakfast; pull it together!
âWhen are we going?â Mia asks.
Soaring still looks uncomfortable about that. âSoon. Are you sure you want to go? No one would blame you for wanting to stay back.â
Mia looks up at him with an iron she shouldnât have at this age. âTheyâre my friends; I canât just keep sitting on the sidelines while they get hurtâthat happened enough when I couldnât behave. Right, Elena?â
Soaring looks speechless at the mention and glances at me in horror, asking without words. I donât exactly want to get into all of that right now, but of course I have to say something. That guilt is exactly what Sonja, Audrey, David, and I were trying to avoid.
I put a hand on Miaâs shoulder. âNone of that was your fault. We stepped in because we knew you needed a parent, not just a warden. We wanted you to have the space to learn and grow without having to worry about what might happen if you made mistakes in a place where mistakes were over punished. None of this is your responsibility to fix, Mia. Youâre out, youâre free. Youâre allowed to enjoy that, and you donât need to earn it by doing this.â
âWhat about you?â she asks.
I smile. âLiamâs right: they wonât trust anyone but their own. I wonât feel safe until Appraisal is dealt with either.â As soon as possible.
âMe too,â Mia agrees before standing up and stretching her wings all the way out and back in before facing her dad. Sheâs nervous. âLiam saidâŚthat you had no choice, you know, that day. He said both of us would have died if youâd told them âNo.â I-I think I get it but doing this is a choice I can make now. Donât take it from me.â
Soaringâs eyes widen a fraction before he closes them and bows his head. âI wonât.â
Someone knocks on the door and Soaring goes to answer. I donât see who it is, but I can hear.
âCapâdo I still call you âCaptain?ââ a nervous sounding man asks before clearing his throat. âCaptain, a woman claiming to be SorciâI mean, Major Arcanaâs mother has requested you take this to the Major when you go.â
âHow did you know it was actually her mom and not a complete stranger?â Soaring demands.
âBecause Adamantine was with her!â the man panics, and my heart almost stops. âSir. Adamantine left the building, but her mother and the other womanâthereâs another oneâare asking to see the, uh, the Soothsayer,â he whispers the last part.
Soaring looks back at us. I shake my head. I donât know what Adamantine is playing at, but we canât be distracted by it right now. I think Soaring agrees.
âPut them in a conference room and keep them supervised,â Soaring orders. âGet them anything they ask for except for access to the Soothsayer. Who did the other woman say she was?â
âShe, uh, didnât.â
âWell, how did she sign in at the front desk?â Soaring coaxes.
âHannah Collins, sir.â
Collins? Oh shit.
âAnd the Soothsayerâs name is Liam Collins,â Soaring realizes. Â
âOh. I didnât know that, Captain,â the voice admits. âItâs been a littleâŚweird trying to think about it, like, shouldnât I know? And trying to find clips online has beenâŚthereâs just a blank space on every screen where it should be.â
âDonât worry too much; I donât understand how any of this works,â Soaring admits. âPut them in a conference room anyway until everything else is settled. Put the base on alert when we go to the Tower. I donât want any surprises happening while weâre gone.â
âUh, yes. I can do that. Good luck, Captain.â
âThank you. Iâll get this to the Major.â
Soaring is holding a black silk top hat when he closes the door but heâs pinching it between two fingers like it might explode. To be fair, the previous Major once pulled an illusionary elephant out of the thing that was real enough to crush a car. I donât know whatâs in there but if it helps our new Major, so be it.
âI canât let you see him either, in case youâre wondering,â Soaring says, still holding the hat. âBut I checked in on him. He managed to get some sleep but only after terrifying the medical staff into leaving him alone.â
I scowl. Damn it, Liam. âHe does that.â
Thereâs something about this situation that Iâm missingâor is it just the nerves? I run the checklist in my head: Iâve slept, showered, eaten, coffee, checked on Mia. We can go now. I donât know what else I can do here.
But now Hannah Collins is here; that is important beyond the call to get out there and end this, but that mocha is taking its sweet time to kick in. I think I know who that is but Liam hasnât exactly been open about his family other than his dad.
âLeave her alone,â heâd growled directly at Appraisal.
Of course. Thatâs his mom; the only parent Liam even wants. Wait.
Does she remember his name? No one who wasnât there with us when I asked got an answer, if Iâm understanding any of this correctly. The world knows that his name is gone. For several terrifying minutes, four months of my memories were poked full of holes; what happened to anyone who knew him longer than that? What is still happening to them?
âAre we ready to go?â Soaring asks.
âNot yet. I want to talk to Hannah Collins.â I can at least tell her sonâs name. Itâs not right that I know it and she doesnât.
âDo we have time for that?â Soaring asks. âOur deadlineâs gonna be tight.â
âItâll only take a minute,â I promise.
âOkay,â Soaring agrees and pulls out his phone. âAll visitors have to wear a tag; itâll be easy to track which oneâs been assigned to her.â
I frown. âYou didnât make us wear one.â
âYou got off a helicopter and went right to bed. Plus, youâre under our protection right now; giving anyone the ability to know where you are is risky.â
Iâve had more than enough experience with someone knowing exactly where to find me, but I can let it go. Sheâs gone. I have other things I can do today because sheâs gone.
Soaring leads us down the stairs another three floors to the conference room in question. I can see a woman with dark hairâdefinitely the Majorâs momâsitting at the table watching another red headed woman pace, trying to say something to her. The pacing doesnât stop, and Major Mom looks worried. Hannah looks furious and I donât know what that anger is for, who itâs for. Sheâs here now, is that a good sign? Or was she just dragged here because she was with the Majorâs family?
And the way Liam stopped me from even the most casual question about his dad just means that thereâs no way heâs asked about how she feels about any of this. Could he handle her leaving too? Did he expect it?
Do I even have the right to interfere? What am I supposed to say? Will I just make things worse? How is it that facing Appraisal would be preferable right now? Donât I have a job to do? How am I here and not trying to get my friends out?
âYou donât have to go in there,â Soaring whispers. He doesnât have to; the door is closed. When I donât move, Mia takes my hand and pulls. I have to swallow the shame as I let her pull me back towards the stairs.
âItâs okay,â Soaring says once the exit door closes but I start walking back upstairs.
âNo, itâs not,â I choke out.
âYes, it is,â he insists, following. âYouâre not ready for that conversation, if itâs even yours to have. I texted Liamâs name to my doctor and asked him to make time for her. It doesnât have to be you, especially not right now.â
Mia squeezes my hand as I wipe away tears. âMaybe youâre right.â
Soaring has us fitted with bullet proof vests, though Miaâs is probably just one of his with the way it wraps around her shoulders and sides and is entirely too big for her. I donât exactly need it, but not getting shot is always nice.
We get into a much more reasonably sized helicopter than Nightowlâs monstrosity. Soaring still doesnât try to get on with us, but he takes off first and stays within sight of Miaâs window as we take off. She has to lean out of her seat anyway just to fit. SheâsâŚjealous?
âI canât fly,â she tells me through the headset when she catches me looking. âDad says the muscles in my back and wings arenât strong enough anymore. I could barely glide yesterday, and I almost fell into the bay.â
Oh no. âYou can train that back up, canât you?â I ask.
âYeah, thatâs what Dad said,â she sighs. âIt just sucks. I finally get out of there and I canât even do the one thing I wanted more than anything.â
âWeâll get you in the air, Mia,â I promise. âWeâre all going to heal put this behind us. Weâre going to be happy but Appraisal? Heâs going to rot in prison.â
âOr worse,â she threatens.
âThat is not our job today,â I warn. âOur job is rescuing our friends and nothing else. If things get risky, Soaring is going to get you out of there, okay?â
She doesnât look happy about that, and she doesnât agree either.
âItâs that or you donât go,â I warn. âYou have to listen to everything Soaring says.â
âFine, I get it!â
âThank you. I just needed to hear you say it.â
She pointedly huffs into the microphone, but I leave it at that. Today has been exhausting and it hasnât technically started yet. We donât know whatâs going to happen once we get there.
If I even survive getting there. The Tower grows larger and more imposing with each second and weâre descending as well. It looms over us the way it did when I first came here. I was so fucking young thenâhow was I so naĂŻve at thirty-five? I didnât have the sense to run then even if it wouldnât have mattered. I want to run nowâI can run nowâbut I keep my mouth shut, let the helicopter land on the roof of a building roughly four blocks away, and I carefully help Mia down from her seat. Iâm not going to fuck anything else up today. Our pilot leads us to the elevator but doesnât come down with us.
âAre you okay?â Mia asks after the doors close.
I nod. I canât trust myself to say anything else.
Weâre driven to the command center which is just a cordoned off avenue between two                                                                                              skyscrapers. Several heroes I donât recognize are hovering a dozen feet above us, surveying everything. The Tower is out of sight a block over. Whoever picked this spot actually did a good job; thereâs no way to spot us from the Tower while weâre back here. Itâs odd to see this city completely dark except for the lights shining on the campâs perimeter.
The rest of the heroes here are staring at us but a few openly glare at Soaring as he flies right through their aerial perimeter and lands near us. He doesnât react to them in any way just forges onward to us and leads us to aâŚdark grey Nightowl themed party tent?
Well, at least it smells like itâs gonna rain anyway so he can have this one. Nightowl, luckily, is nowhere to be seen as we step under it.
Major Arcana has already made herself comfortable at the head of a folding table, Warpspeed on her left. Both are in full costume now, but the Major has abandoned the stage magicianâs suit sheâd shared with her father in favor of keeping the Madamâs coat on. The left half hangs off her shoulder because her left arm has been thoroughly bandaged in some sort of dyed green gauze covered in silvered magic runes and pinned to her side in a sling. Itâs not exactly a standard dressing but I donât know enough about magic to argue. I canât exactly fix her myself anyway considering what happened last time. Maybe Iâll let Liam have the last word on that.
Next to Warpspeed is a person in a silvery-grey costume in their fifties with a crown braid and a greying beard that can only be Ghost. Appraisal had some rather caustic opinions about them from the last time they met, which is the only way I even know itâs them. Ghost doesnât exactly get out much these days, possibly because they guessed the depth of Appraisalâs hatred for them.
The chairs are low backed enough to allow for her wings, but Mia turns hers to the side out of habit anyway and sits on her knees with the back of the chair under her arm. Soaring remains standing behind her after passing the top hat to Major Arcana who frowns at it before setting it down on the table without a word.
âGood evening,â the Major greets. âDid you sleep well?â
âIâll sleep better when this is done,â I evade as I sit down between Mia and the Major.
âWonât we all,â she agrees. âThis is Ghost, Alpha Squadâs dispatch and overwatch. The Soothsayer was on the verge of breaking out of the hospital to be here, but he is under arrest. He did type up some notes for us to use.â She holds up several sheets of paper with a slight scoff. âNot nearly as thorough as last time.â
âWhat have we missed?â I ask.
âWe have most of a plan; we just need your input, Elena,â she replies.
âMe?â
âLiam was very adamant that weâd get the best results on your advice. This canât be an Association standard operation. For one thing, Appraisal is expecting that. For another, Liam insists that most of the people in that building will listen to you if given the chance. Taking Appraisal down will be mine and Warpspeedâs job but you, Soaring, and Mia have to make people believe that this will stick this time.â
âIâm still on the fence about that myself,â I admit. I was hoping the actual, veteran heroes would have more input than leaving it to me while I can barely keep it together.
âIt was us who underestimated his reach the last time,â Ghost admits. âRectifying that mistake has been the goal of my career. The Soothsayer has already agreed to help us bury that asshole, but I havenât been idle either. Untangling his web of shell companies has taken years but weâre here. We have a case with evidence; we just need the arrest. With Acquisition gone, we will make this happen, Ms. Kendal.â
I havenât heard that name in a very, very long time; it might as well belong to someone else. âAlright. We can do this.â If I say it enough times, maybe Iâll start believing it.
âWhat happens if we canât?â Mia quietly asks. Soaring puts a hand on her shoulder.
Ghost leans forward, resting their hands on the table and looking right at her. âWith the Madam of Acquisition banished from our entire plane of existence, thereâs no way for Appraisal to track the Collection which means witness protection would be a viable option again. If we failâand I will not allow that to happen againâweâll get you and your dad new identities, amulets that prevent magical tracking, and move you to another country. Would that be enough?â
âI donât want to just keep running,â Mia argues.
âI know, but your friend Liamâs notes were very clear about no one killing Appraisal and I agree. Death is letting him off easy. Trust us to the take the longer, harder, path to bury him somewhere cold and dark for the rest of his life,â Ghost pleads.
âSo, whatâs the plan so far?â Mia asks with as much stoicism as she can. Ghost clearly approves but of course they do; Mia could be a real hero someday, more than just the wannabe celebrities playing the popularity polls. Sheâs certainly doing better than the shaking hands Iâm hiding under the table.
âLouiseâs portion of the Towerâs magical defences have expired and since I bound Dennis, his portion are dormant. It looks like only the first seven floors have connection to the Internet,â Major Arcana reports.
âAppraisal has learned from last time,â Ghost smirks, flipping over one of the pages Liam gave. âFour separate intranets across forty floors, each isolated from the rest to keep me out and only the first ten floors have internet, but they also donât have power right now. Last time I got to his server room and took over his setup in under a minute. Heâs really making me work for it this time.â
âYeah, he does not like you,â I agree. âIf thereâs no power, weâll have to take the stairs and theyâre rigged to explodeânot magically,â I add when the Major raises an eyebrow.
âCan we just fly up and break a window?â Soaring asks. âWouldnât that be easier?â
âThat might get us in, but it doesnât get the Collection out,â Ghost reminds him.
âTheyâre also scared and who knows what kind of fucked up hostage situation Appraisal will resort to.â I shudder at the thought. âI might know the Tower like the back of my hand, but Appraisal knows me just as well if not better. Heâs not going to just surrender.â Even Carl knew that hurting Sonja in particular could get under my skin.
âWhy does he even bother with any of this?â Soaring grumbles.
âPower and influence,â Warpspeed replies, finally speaking up. âThe first Collection were mostly volunteers attracted to that power and what it could bring them. Then he started kidnapping people who could be useful to him. He was raising my sister and me into weapons, though he never made it that farââ
âThen why wasnât he stopped back then?â Soaring demands.
âThe jury,â Warpspeed sighs. âThe whole trial was doomed from the start because being in the same room as the jurors, the lawyers, and the judgeâŚhe knows things about the people he sees. He probably spotted you on the news one day and knew instantly about Mia. He knows Dadâs name, and he learned at the Facility raid that Dad had a daughterââWarpspeed nods to the Majorââbut I donât know how deep that knowledge goes. If heâs anything like the Soothsayerâ"
âYou canât ask Liam about Appraisal,â I warn âit hurts him. Donât let him try to tell you that itâs fine either; he tried to know Appraisalâs power from the first time they met and knocked himself out for an entire day. On the other hand, Appraisal canât quantify Liam as easily as he does with other people. We might need to let him come with us, Major.â
Major Arcana ponders this a moment, but she clearly doesnât like it. âThatâs what he said too, and I would agree, but what we know about the Paladin isnât common knowledge. Bringing a known supervillain who has already threatened Appraisal publicly isnât going to earn us any favors.â
âOh yeah, I almost forgot about the actual monster on Alpha Squad who should be the one who was branded a supervillain,â I deadpan. âWhy not just come out with that now?â
âAnd cause a riot among the heroes containing the Tower?â the Major counters. âYou saw how many are wearing silver, if they leaveâor worse, double downâour job gets harder. I have a plan for everything Warpspeed and Ajax learned about the Paladin, but this isnât the right time.â
âHow much longer does he have to live like this?â I demand. âHe did not work this hard for you to sweep him under a rug and pretend everything is normal.â
âThat is not what weâre going to do,â Major Arcana promises. âAnd for the record, the right time is in a week.â
âA week?â I repeat.
âI still say thatâs a bit early,â Ghost remarks âafter all, the goal is convincing the public that this investigation has been thorough and handled correctly and isnât just a supervillain pointing fingers and planting evidence to justify a murder. I got a lot of leads from the Soothsayerâs book and Warpspeed and Ajaxâs global search but in order to pin those bodies to the Paladin, we need forensics teams across more than a dozen countries to have catalogued their findings and built the cases. Then we get on the podium and reveal the results of our internal investigation to dig up the Association members who were complicit in all this, which is happening right now. There have already been several arrests already, but nothing goes public until next week.â
They make that report without a single emotion passing over their face, like this is just another criminal case about just another villain on just another day at the Hero Association. Alpha Squadâs Ghost has always been rumored to be exceptionally professional and mocked as cold. Their tell is in the way theyâre forcibly keeping their hands folded on the tableâone hand keeping a white knuckled grip on a cellphone while the other is forcibly relaxed trying to hide it. Theyâve been with the Association for decades; why wouldnât this be difficult? How would they not be angry?
âAnd you thought interns were a waste of time,â Major Arcana teases, and a little light returns to Ghostâs face, which may have been her goal.
Ghost tuts, exaggeratedly rolling their eyes. âIntern One has earned his keep, Two through Four are hopeless. Intern Five works for Nightowl, so sheâs been sent on a wild goose chase somewhere cold and windy. Anyway.â Ghost slides over the papers to me. âThe second page are the names and approximate locations of each Collection member though they might change. The Soothsayer even color coded them by whoâs a hostage, who volunteered and regretted it and who volunteered and donât regret it.â
I read the names. It looks like most of the noncombatants are in the cafeteria managed by some of the more powerful enforcers. Appraisal has made sure none of the sympathetic ones are in that room; theyâre on the lower floors. Sonja is in her room. Audrey is in the infirmaryâshit, her heart is probably giving her trouble. At her age, even I can only manage her condition, not cure.
âThe infirmary on the eleventh floor; itâs possible thereâs a medical emergency. Audrey Davison has an unmedicated heart condition.â
âDavison? As in Saul Davison, the mayor of Vancouver?â Soaring asks.
I nod.
âNo,â Mia whispers before grabbing my arm. âWe have to go get her first.â
âIâm already clearing the ambulance to come in, lights off,â Ghost assures her though I donât see them typing anything on the phone in their hand. âMajor, we might need you to make a detour on your way up.â
âAgreed.â
I stand up. âWell, Liam did say twelve hours. I guess this is why.â Any longer and this situation costs lives. We canât wait any longer.
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Gift of Perfect Knowledge Chapter 19
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Itâs the subtle yet no less exasperated sigh from Major Arcana that tips me off to what weâre in for. I almost donât hear it. She certainly doesnât show it while all these cameras are pointed at her, but I know I heard it right before the helicopter started drowning everything out. As if today wasnât stressful enough.
Liam lazily sits up in the sand and we all watch as a massive helicopter touches down on the sand and the side hatch thing opens up to a man in dark grey tactical gear already standing upâŚdoes he have lights pointed at him from behind? He does; heâs seriously got a lighting rig set up in there shining down on his dark grey avian themed helmet and matching cape to throw the rest of him into shadow. It might work if the low roof of the helicopter wasnât forcing him to slouch.
And then he pulls out a matching dark grey megaphone even though weâre less than twenty feet awayâŚthough the reporters are more than forty. Maybe Iâm reading too much into this; it has been a long few days.
âItâs long past time youâve answered for everything youâve done! Iâll make sure of it!â Nightowlâbecause who else is this going to beâdeclares with a flourish of his other arm, but the massive helicopter makes him look small and the matching grey between his armor and his vehicle washes him out. Maybe Iâm not reading too much into this after all.
Liam sighs in a much more obvious fashion than the Major but doesnât acknowledge him. âI canât believe I ever thought he was cool,â he says to me.
Nightowl waits for the blades to fully stop cycling above him before he hops down from the helicopter into the sand, bending his knees just a little too much for such a small landing. The cape even flares out at the ends, for fuckâs sake. Only once Nightowl has finished with his grand entrance are the rest of the heroes on board allowed to disembark, fanning out at either side looking resoluteâŚor at least annoyed.
I notice all of them are burly-looking men. Several of them are wearing some variation of a steel breastplate or bracers that are obvious homages to the Paladin. That could be a problem. Itâs a neat illusion of strength and unityâŚbut then Liam smiles and stands up to greet them and at least two of them blanch. One of them almost takes a step back.
They donât even know that this kid risked his own life for people he didnât even really knowâŚand why would they? Every time the general public has seen Liam, he stunned them with something impossible, terrible, or both. Iâm not sure Liam intends to dispute that reputation either. Itâs far too easy to see what drew Appraisal to him and itâs easy to see what effect Appraisalâs âapprenticeshipâ has had on Liam too. Iâm just glad it didnât change anything. If this was just about taking down Appraisal, he could have done it without risking himself for the Collection. I have to believe that.
âIâm afraid youâre too late.â Liam sounds almost contrite, still smiling but itâs still that cold smirk with teeth that Appraisal must have taught him. âIâm afraid Iâve already surrendered to Major Arcana.â
âAre you sure?â the Major almost whispers.
Nightowl doesnât let Liam answer; he storms right up to us with four other heroes and pulls out a set of dark grey hand cuffs. âI am the one taking you into custody as captain of Alpha Squad. Soothsayer, you are under arrest for the murder ofâ"
âLast time I checked, Alpha Squad didnât have a captain,â Major Arcana growls.
âI think the Board will be most receptive to my candidacy, Sorciere,â he dismisses, somehow managing a haughty glare from behind a mask. âAnd once itâs official, Iâll be doing some restructuring.â
âHow much did you offer them this time?â Liam asks before openly snorting at whatever answer he receives.
âWhat?â the Major demands, now focused on Nightowl who just scoffs at her. Her self-control is really something else; he needs a smack.
Nightowl freezes for a moment before fumbling one half of the cuffs open in a sudden hurry. âWeâre not about to take your unhinged ramblings as fact.â
âUnhinged ramblings? I am an Association certified psychic with an accuracy rated at one hundred percent,â Liam reminds him. âI know the contents of your fridgesâall nine of themâlet alone your past bribery of the Association Board for Alpha Squad and I can help interested parties prove it.â
That makes some of the other heroes a bit nervous, mostly the ones not wearing Paladin-esque armor. One is outright infuriated. Then they seem to remember that Liam is a known supervillain and some of the earlier mistrust comes back.
âWhy am I not surprised you bought your way in?â the Major asks with a slight wince as she catches herself with the question.
Liam subtly shakes his head in reassurance. âBecause itâs obvious how he thinks. He came in person to arrest me despite my reputation and obvious ability for the prestige and the bolster to his public image, for clout with his fans and the Board. Thatâs all any of this is for.â
âSomeone gag him!â Nightowl orders and one of the silver-clad heroes steps forward and pulls what looks like a mask off his belt.
Mia steps in front of Liam, wings flaring fully in an obvious threat. Itâs just too bad sheâs only eleven and Liam is still clearly visible behind her.
âNo,â she demands. âHe saved us!â
Nightowl doesnât even look at her. âRemove the child.â
Soaring steps in front of her, flaring his own wings which are large enough to block Mia, Liam, and me. âTry it.â
âYou defend murderers rather easily,â Nightowl jabs âbut what else can I expect from a traitor whoâs in Appraisalâs pocket?â
âA bruised trachea,â Liam mutters.
âShh.â Even though I try to hush him, that delivery was dry, and I canât help the smile. At least no one can see it past Soaring.
âEveryone, calm down,â Major Arcana orders. âNightowl, weâre in Canada, you canât read the Miranda rights. Even if you could, you canât read anyone their rights with a stage name; say his name properly or let someone else. Soaring, Mia, itâs going to be okay. There are numerous protocols for someone compelled by supervillains, especially when lives are at stake.â
âIn that case, no one can read him his rights; he doesnât have a name,â Nightowl explains slowly.
The Major looks over at Liam with the obvious question.
âProximity,â is all Liam says before smiling. âWell, Major, looks like itâs up to you after all.â
She nods. Whatever evidence she has, however this case is going to go, Major Arcana canât just not follow the rules. âLiam Andrew Collinsââ
Wait, did I get a different answer than her?
âDonât do it,â Mia begs.
âMia,â Liam calls and she looks over at him. âItâs what I want. Donât blame the Major for it. Stick close to your dad and Elena, okay? Heâs going to help you with your job.â
âFine!â she snarls, clearly unhappy. Today might be a bit much for her.
âThank you.â Liam nods to her. âYouâre being very brave; itâs going to help me be brave too.â
âReally?â she asks.
âReally,â he agrees then looks back at Major Arcana.
âLiam Andrew Collins, you are under arrest for murder by magical means and use of forbidden magics.â This time, her poker face is immaculate though I would like some context.
He only nods. âI, Liam Andrew Collins, know and understand the charges brought against me and am invoking my right as a magician to judgement by my peers.â
âThen until the Sages can be summoned, youâll be taken into Canadianââshe emphasizes for Nightowlâs benefitââcustody.â
Nightowl offers the cuffs, but the Major ignores him which obviously rankles him. No love lost between these two, I guess. She raises one hand to Liamâs chest.
âI have to block you,â she quietly warns.
He nods again. âI trust you.â
She writes a rune in the air, and it sticks to his throat. Liam coughs once as it sinks into his skin but doesnât say anything. When he checks back with me, he just gestures like heâs zipping his lips.
âSilence,â I guess. Like he didnât endure enough of that.
âHe can still hear,â Major Arcana assures me. âComplete Silence is just cruel.â
âItâll be fitting for Louise then,â I growl.
Soaring puts one hand just above Liamâs elbow but itâs not really a hold and it does let him stand next to Mia who refuses to move from either of their sides. I hope that means thereâs some form of goodwill towards her dad.
âWill that be enough?â Nightowl asks. Someone needs to shut him up.
âIt will,â the Major declares before addressing some of the others. âThere are two other magicians in the area, but both should be depowered. One is a woman, early to mid twenties, purple dress, short brown hair. The other is a man, late forties to early fifties, blindfolded, wounded somewhere over that hill,â she points, and several heroes go searching. Maybe I shouldnât have taken my eyes off Louise but without her magic sheâs just a punk kid and Dennis exploded soâŚitâs probably fine. Right? Can I have that much?
Nightowl opens his mouth once again. âWhat about Acquiââ
âGone,â she interrupts Nightowl. That was far too close. Liam doesnât look worried, but if people are going to poke at him like this, I donât know what will happen. Iâm starting to understand why he keeps to himself.
âWe have to get moving. Liam said we can take twelve hours at most before the situation worsens,â I urge. Liam nods emphatically next to me.
âThen weâll make the most of them,â the Major declares before looking in the general direction of where Warpspeed went. I donât see him, but I donât expect heâll stay away long.
Sure enough, he reappears without Ajax but with Louise, wrapped extremely securely in duct tape. Neat.
âFound her halfway up the hillâI think she tried to curse me,â he explains when everyone stares. âI donât think it worked. Jax found a bakery and coffee shop; I told him your order has literally never changed.â
Major Arcana allows a soft smile at the thought.
Warpspeed holds up a paper bag for Mia. âListen, I uh, I remember Appraisal being weird about the Collectionâs dietâdidnât exactly keep me well fed but anywayâwhen was the last time you had a donut?â
I see Liamâs eyes water, but he blinks until heâs normal. I donât think that hurt him but considering I havenât had a donut in almost a decade, I think I get why heâs upset.
âLiterally forever,â Mia solemnly replies and Warpspeed surrenders the bag to her. Mia, to her credit, offers half of what looks like a Boston cream to Liam who shakes his head with a smile.
âYou enjoy that, kiddo, youâve earned it,â I encourage.
 âIf weâre done coddling the supervillainâŚâ Nightowl mocks.
âHe stood in front of the Madam of Acquisition and basically invited her to kill him so the Major could take her down,â Warpspeed snaps âwe can show him a little respect.â
âRespect? He killed the Paladin, or have you forgotten that?â Nightowl yells.
âNightowl, save it for court,â Major Arcana snaps.
âAssuming he makes it that far,â Nightowl growls.
I stare him down in his stupid owl mask. âYou wonât touch him.â
âSpeedy, transfer the Soothsayer to the Vancouver Officeâs medical wing and watch him,â Major Arcana orders.
âYes, Major,â Warpspeed says, pointedly looking at Nightowl and then Liam is just gone from my side a second later. That isâŚuncomfortable. I guess Iâll have to trust that Warpspeed knows what heâs doingâŚor at least trust that he knows what our real enemy is like as well as I do. Heâs a Collection kid too, after all.
âWe need to get everyone here back to the evacuated zone. If Appraisal knows that Acquisition is gone, he might do something stupid like try to leave,â Major Arcana orders.
âWe should be so lucky,â Soaring mutters. âDidnât the Soothsayer say he was effectively finished? Why are we still waiting?â
âBecause we have nothing left to fight with,â Major Arcana admits. âAnd because these two at least need to sleep. We donât know what sort of counter measures Appraisal has on the place; we are not going in without a break, food, and a proper briefing which I am sure Liam is sure to provide.â
Some of these meat heads still donât look too sure. A few of them look trigger-happy. I am not trusting my people to the Association, not when they let us rot for years. Iâm making an exception for the New Major because she took down that monster and because Liam can clearly see who she is.
âI can confirm that every entrance to the Tower, every stairwell, every hallway, is rigged against intruders. I donât know very much about magic, but thereâs a lot of it and more waiting for you if you try.â
Major Arcana nods. âLetâs move out. Everyone whoâs coming with us needs rack time.â
Nightowlâs mini-Paladins are looking to him for leadership but the rest of the heroes fall in line. Nightowl gives in under the pressure. Defeating the Madam has somehow banished all traces of the disheveled, frightened girl we met on this beach when we got here. Thereâs something about the way she stands now, the power in her stare, the way that the others canât help but look at her. Itâs more than confidence, but it canât all be explained by magic.
Whatever it is that makes Nightowl listen, we all eventually get onto that stupid helicopter. Mia can negotiate her wings, but Soaring doesnât even try to get on. Â
âIâll be right behind you,â he promises. âShould probably catch up with Ajax anyway.â
âAjax is here?â Nightowl demands from the pilotâs seat.
âYouâre going to want to watch the news from today,â the Major remarks from the co-pilotâs seat.
âPromise?â Mia asks.
âI promise.â
âDo you want to go with him?â I ask her. I can see she does but there might be a second problem. âI know Appraisal never let you fly.â I wonder if she even can.
âIn or out, make it quick,â Nightowl stresses. âI need to start pre-flight.â
Mia looks at me and then leaps out at Soaring who catches her. I swear I can see part of his soul coming back from just holding her. He doesnât even set her down as he gets clear of the blades.
The door closes and I just canât bring myself to care about anything else thatâs going on. I think someone tries to make small talk but what do I have to talk about? I try to rest my eyes but all I can see is the Madam standing and Liam falling. I try to focus on after. The sonic boom, the fight, the dome. It still doesnât seem real. When will it seem real?
Maybe Major Arcana has a point about resting; just trying to think about today is exhausting.
The Vancouver Association office is south of the bay and built almost in direct opposition to the Tower. I wonder which one was built first; both were already up when I got here. After about half of us have been dropped off, Nightowl takes his giant helicopter and Paladin flunkies back north to where the rest of the Vancouver team is.
Soaring flies over us a minute later and Iâm content to watch as he laps the block with Mia twice, gently diving before ascending several times before finally landing near us. Mia is fully asleep in his arms when he does. Considering she usually has to be with Sonja or me for that to happen, itâs a rare treat to see.
âWonders never cease,â I whisper.
âItâs how I used to get her down when she was a baby.â Soaring adjusts his hold on her, refusing to let anyone else near them as we go inside. âGuest quarters are this way.â
The Major and the heroes she must have picked in the helicopter have already disappeared. Soaring takes the stairs rather than the elevator.
âWhereâs the infirmary?â I ask.
âDown a few floors. I know what you probably think of the Association, but my people are solidâespecially the medical staff,â Soaring promises. âThe only weak link here is me but you and the Soothsayer solved that problem the moment you got my daughter out of there. I canât ever repay what I owe you both for that, but,â he pauses, clearly uncomfortable. âI can help you with the rest of the Collection. The Soothsayer looks half dead; Iâm not sure he should come with us.â
Something tells me that the next part is for me to do anyway. âYou donât want to bring Mia to the Tower either, do you?â
He stops three floors down from the roof and nods to the door. I hold it for him and he squeezes past me.
âIt was enough of a struggle to not just take her and fly directly to the Island when I took off from the beach,â Soaring admits âbut if I really want her back, thatâs the last thing I should do; I know that. I just wish I didnât feel so fucking scared for whatâs going to happen next. I think Iâve spent the last three years either terrified or numb.â
âI wasnât in the room that day, but I remember when Mia first came to the Tower,â I say, and he shudders. âIt wonât happen again because Acquisition is gone. Appraisal might be dangerous but having her at his back was most of that and he knows it.â
âI want to see him scared for a change. How do I even begin to make this right?â Soaring asks, stopping in front of a closed door with a keypad. âFour, seven, one, two.â
I put in the code and the door opens. I get the lights as he follows me in. This room is nicer than my room back at the Tower even if it is a bit austere. There are also two bedrooms. Soaring side steps into one and puts Mia to bed with more tenderness than I have witnessed from anyone in years before gently closing the door not quite all the way.
âI get the feeling she wonât want to wake up without you nearby,â Soaring sheepishly explains when he catches me staring. âCould you look after her just one more day?â
It strikes me how young Soaring is too. Or maybe Iâm getting old and everyone looks young to me. Thatâs certainly a feeling.
âWhere sheâs concerned, you can ask me anything,â I promise.
Soaring smiles. He doesnât have any laugh lines on his face. âThank you. God, thereâs so much I want to ask you. AmâMiaâclearly trusts you.â
âShe didnât exactly have a choice. None of them did.â How bad is it back there right now? What are we risking by wasting our time like this? Is Sonja okay?
âSleep. Iâll keep watch, if you want and I can check on the SoothâLiamâin a bit,â Soaring offers. âEven trying to sleep is better than no sleep at all. The Major is right: weâre not saving anyone like this.â
Heâs right and I hate it.
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Gift of Perfect Knowledge Chapter 18
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Why didnât that work?
It should have worked, damn it! I asked the question; of course I asked the question! The Soothsayer had a plan. He had something he needed to do, and I had to let him do itânot that he gave me a choice! He must have known that I was watching for this exact scenario, this fucking idiot. He told me he left something for me afterward and that I would know what it was. I thought I did. The answer was right there in front of me.
So why the hell is it going wrong?
Ajax shrieks next to the Soothsayer and collapses, holding his head and crying. The Soothsayer is just as bad next to him, almost convulsing in the sand before opening his eyes and screaming âI donât have one!â loud enough that Soaring has grabbed Mia and leapt backward about fifteen feet before any of us can register that he moved.
Mia doesnât fight him; she actually turns around and tries to burrow under his chin. Iâd be glad if this moment wasnât all kinds of wrong.
I donât know what to do. I check the Soothsayer but aside from the obvious thing wrong with him, thereâs nothing that I can fix which is rare for me.
Warpspeed helps Sorciereâthough the reporters are loudly calling her Major Arcanaâover to us, but she looks about as terrible as anyone else does after fighting Acquisition. The only difference is she is the one standing, holding that damned white coat like the trophy it is. I can process that later when we fix thisâit was supposed to be fixable, wasnât it? Otherwise, why would he have done it? Unless he was lying about being able to fix what looks like a textbook heroic sacrifice. That had better not be what this is; we had an agreement.
âWhatââ Warpspeed starts.
âNo questions!â I shout at him, and he flinches. I would feel bad but until I know where I went wrong, I wonât risk anything else happening to the Soothsayer.
âShit, Jax.â The new Major collapses to her knees next to him and pulls him onto his back. âTell me youâre okay.â
At least sheâs quick on the uptake.
Ajax whimpers but eventually one bloodshot eye opens and then the other. âI sawâŚtrue nothingness. If absence was absolute.â He looks right at me. âYou get one more try. I canâtâŚI canât.â
âSpeedy, take him to Vancouverâs Branch Office,â Major Arcana orders.
âI got him,â Warpspeed promises and reaches for him.
âNo!â Ajax fights him off. âN-not runninâ âgain.â
âJax, itâs dangerous for you to be here,â Warpspeed argues.
âD-donât careâŚâ
Slurring words is never a good sign; I can put aside my baggage with Carl enough to help him. âGive me your hand.â
Ajax wants to ask why but takes my hand anyway. I canât take away whatever he saw, but I can help with how his body is punishing him for seeing it. I was right to intervene; reversing a stroke is easier the earlier I can get to it. It would have been worse if heâd left; itâs cold comfort in the face of the pain that flares through my brain, but itâs not as bad as the last one I fixed. Iâm not even surprised that Iâve gone back to taking injuries into myself, itâs just normal. It shouldnât be, but it is.
When Ajax recovers enough to sense whatâs happening to me, he tries to pull away immediately even though Iâm not done, horrified the way the Soothsayer was when we first met. Honestly.
âYou canât both be idiots about this,â I snap.
âIâm fine,â Ajax evades but for all his reputation as Alpha Squadâs previous heavy hitter, heâs a trapped kitten in my grasp and I donât let him go until the last bits of brain damage melt away and some color comes back to his cheeks. I donât remember being this strong before, but Iâll take it.
âYou are now, yeah,â I coldly inform him as he jerks his hand back. âYou wouldnât have been if I hadnât stepped inâŚand it was my fault you were hurt at all. Iâm sorry.â
âI clearly missed something,â Major Arcana infers.
âShe hurts herself to heal others,â Ajax replies and now everyone is suddenly looking at me all concerned. It would be sweet if it werenât annoying; just let me do my job, for fuckâs sake.
âYou would have died,â I insist before turning to Major Arcana. She could lose that arm considering thereâs definitely ocean water and everything that lives in ocean water in those burns. âAnd you need those burns treated.â I offer my hand to her next. âIâm amazed youâre still conscious.â
âIâm still riding the magical euphoria of fulfilling a long-held personal goal and taking on a mantle that was always meant to be mine. I will be fine; there are plenty of healers who can help me without hurting themselves to do it,â she argues.
âIâve already healed everything I took from Ajax; itâs fine. Youâre definitely risking infection, part of that t-shirt is fused to your skin, and there are other heroes about to come here led by a man who wants the Soothsayer dead,â I counter. âI will not let that happen.â
Heroes killing the Soothsayer is apparently a sore subject for all three of them based on the collective shudder.
âWe canât have both of you down right now,â I continue. âLook at that Tower over there, really look. That Tower is full of terrified, desperate, hurting people. There are people who thought they were getting a better lifeâan easier lifeâand have now had to do whatever Appraisal needed them for over and over again to justify being kept alive. Some of us have been there for years. Then, there are people who are there just so that their loved ones, who are more useful out here, take his orders and donât cross himâlike Mia was for Soaring.
âTheyâre not going to believe Her Ladyship is gone until they see you waving that coat in front of their faces. Appraisal and Acquisition have convinced them that the heroes outside want to arrest them for what theyâve had to do to survive; theyâre going to fight back, and the Association wonât hold back either and itâll all go to shit. You need to take charge of that mess, and you canât do that if you go into shock when whatever magical wispy-woo bullshit pain relief stops working. Major ArcanaââI hold my hand a little higherâ"take your damned medicine.â
Warpspeed is the only one looking at the Tower directly but then looks back at us. âSheâs right, sis.â
I can see the gears turning in her mind before sheâapparently against her better judgementâoffers me her burned left arm. âIâm so sorry.â
âDonât do that,â I snap, taking it with both of my hands. âNot a single member of the Collection will be helped by pity. Pity Appraisalâs kneecaps for what Iâm going to do to them.â If heâs lucky.
The Major nods, trying to find the words which is enough of a distraction to start the process. Iâve never been set on fire before, so this is new and horrible. At least with burns as severe as hers have become, the nerves are goneâŚuntil they arenât. We both feel that transition. She bites back a whimper and my eyes water but the red fades from her restored skinâŚand that shirt starts falling away in charred flecks now that itâs not attached to her.
Warpspeed grabs The Coat and puts it over her shoulders for modesty before freezing as a dozen camera shutters go off in the background. âOh. Oh shit. Iâm sorry.â
Major Arcana looks equally disturbed but sheâs facing away from the cameras and doesnât move to take it off. Honestly it looks good on her which is an opinion I apparently have.
Something deep in my core ripples and twists and I have to stop far before sheâs completely healed. Letting her go makes that feeling lessen, but the now minor burns remain longer than they usually do on my skin. The relief makes me lightheaded. The Soothsayer was right, I canât keep doing this. Iâm still healing myself but itâs slower now and all my muscles ache like Iâve fallen down all the stairs from the penthouse to the ground floor. The new Major is still going to need some hospital time and some reconstructive surgery for the scars but sheâs not going to drop either. Thatâll have to be enough.
âAlright, now we can try and fix him too,â I declare, trying to hide how much my hands are shaking. The Soothsayer looks at peace which might have something to do with how intensely Ajax is looking at him.
âHe was waking up,â he explains when he catches me looking. âHeâsâŚI canât go back in and fix him again; itâs justâŚitâs too much when that thingâŚâ
âCould weââ Warpspeed starts only to stop when I look at him. âSorry. Major, Iâve changed my true name before, would thatâfuck, sorryâmaybeâŚthat would work?â
âI donât know,â Major Arcana admits âwe helped you change your name, but you did still have one. Not knowing isnât the same as not having. We could try giving him one, but if we get it wrong, he gets up as someone different.â
âTrue names,â I repeat.
Major Arcana nods. âYour true name is the second gift you receive after life; it forms the basis of your sense of self as you grow around it. On a magical level itâs the key to who you are. We can hold the Soothsayer together but without his name, heâs just going to fall apart.â
âAnd you can just change something that important,â I âaskâ Warpspeed. God, I miss questions.
âIâŚhad to,â he hesitates then clears his throat. âAppraisal didnât keep any record of the first one.â
âAppraisalâŚoh. Right. Youâre one of the twins.â I donât know what else to say; bringing up those two was a great way to make sure Acquisition was in a bad mood for days.Â
He nods once, much more tense than a second ago. âYeah. Whatever our names were, those two didnât use them. We were literally just âthe girlâ and âthe boy.â We had to start over from scratch.â
âI need to know how this works,â I plead. âI have to fix this.â
âWarpspeed changed his name as part of his adoption into our family,â Major Arcana explains when Warpspeed obviously defers to her. âThough it helped that he didnât know his birth name; it made it easier to change it. Warpspeed and Adamantine escaping the Collection gave them the first real opportunity to become the people they wanted to be, and they chose to become my family. For magicians, though, it gets a bit messier; protecting your true name is paramount. We typically have three or four extra names that we add and then keep from all but a few people. That way, no one knows our complete full name except us. Changing it completely isnât a decision we make lightly.â
âThe Soothsayer changed his name too,â Warpspeed realizes. âHannah told us so.â
âIt must have been right after his parents divorced,â I guess. âHe told me his father didnât know his name. He has a few issues there, so it wouldnât surprise me.â
âThatâs almost exactly what she said, yeah,â Warpspeed confirms.
I nod. âHe asked if his father still loved him and wasâŚdisappointed by the answer.â
Major Arcana scowls but quickly hides it from everyone. âThen yes, if he was angry enough, he could have chosen to cut the already weak bonds tying him to his father and redefined his whole self as his motherâs son. I would bet that he woke Hannah up at dawn to do it.â
âAndâŚit has to be a parent,â I assume.
âFor matters relating to the parents yes, though if the Soothsayerâs answers become a part of him, maybe reminding him of his choice will be enough.â She says that but she looks to usâwell, to Ajaxâto confirm it.
âThe rest of him is still there; itâs just jumbled,â he confirms. âIf he gets his name back, maybe I can help him. Later. Way later.â
âWe just have to pick the right question this time,â I grumble. I cannot fuck this up again, not when he trusted me to fix this. He doesnât have a name, and I just put that reality right in front of his soul like he didnât already know. Could I try asking what it was before it was gone? That sounds too easy. I didnât think it through enough beforeâŚnow I think Iâm overthinking it. Fuck.
What happens if Iâm wrong again?
âHeâll die anyway if you donât try,â Ajax offers.
âGet out of my head!â I snarl.
âIâm not in your head,â he swears âitâs just obvious what youâre thinking. If you leave him like this, heâll break down until heâs functionally brain dead and that wonât be quick.â
âI might be wrong,â I argue.
âIf youâre wrong, heâs dead anyway but if youâre rightâŚâ he trails off.
I look around at everyone in this circle and then over at where Mia is holding her eyes shut like we taught her whenever something awful was going to happen, but she isnât running either. No one here got as far as we did by giving into our fears, I think. I hear helicopter blades in the distance coming from the direction of the Tower; I guess weâre out of time no matter what.
I pick the Soothsayer up out of the sand and nod to Ajax who relaxes.
âNow you need to move,â I warn him. âI canât fix you again either.â
He nods and Warpspeed helps him stand up before hauling him to the other end of the beach. Major Arcana fights to stand and takes a few steps before facing the sky, trying to find that helicopter. I guess we get some privacy for this part.
The Soothsayer grimaces and shivers despite the warm summerâs day around us as he starts to wake up.
âTell me you can hear me,â I whisper.
He hums once.
âWhen you were a child and you wanted nothing more than to not be your dadâs son; when you wanted to change yourself and your future so badly that you got magic involved,â I hesitate. Here goes nothing. âWhat name did you choose in front of your mom?â
He freezes in my arms and for one terrifying moment the certainty that Iâve failed overwhelms everything but even though he doesnât answer, the uncomfortable nicks in my memory fill back in and I know his name is Liam Andrew Marcus Collins. I didnât realize how hard it was to look directly at him until this exact second but rather than think about the implications of that, I drop him back into the sand.
âYou fucking dumbass. There is so much I want to yell at you about; do you know how fucking scared I was for you?â I ask on purpose.
Liam flinches but stays down, letting one tear slide off his face on the side away from the cameras which I assume were still recording behind us. âIt was this or she would have won. I couldnât tell you because you would have stopped me.â
âYouâre absolutely right I would have!â I snap. âWe had an understanding; you were supposed to stop doing everything on your own!â
âI didnât do any of this on my own,â he argues, putting one hand on my knee. âI needed you to bring me back; this only worked because I trust you more than I trust anyone else.â
âAnd I almost fucked it up, Liam!â
âDo you really think I would have gone for this plan if I knew it wasnât reversible?â he asks before having the audacity to look offended. âWow, okay.â
âDonât ever do that to me again,â I warn.
âI promise I wonât let any more clones of dead god-beings eat my name.â
This kid is going to get himself killed and it might be me who does it. I take a deep breath and count slowly to ten. In that time, Mia has finally looked over at us before pulling away from Soaring to come investigate.
âI know your name again. Does that mean itâs over?â she asks.
âWe still have to save our friends,â Liam reminds her.
âHopefully they can wait until youâve seen a doctor,â I insist.
âThereâs nothing a traditional doctor can do for me right now,â Liam sighs. âAt most we can take twelve hours to rest. Appraisal is the only one who knows what happened here; heâs not about to let it slip that the base of his power was banished to another dimension, but there were witnesses to my grabbing the three of them. The longer it is that Acquisition doesnât return triumphantly, the more they start to doubt she will. Some of them will get reckless enough to rebel but not enough to outweigh the ones who are too scared to disobey Appraisal.â
âAnd if Iâm not there to keep the peaceâŚâ I realize. âIâve been gone too long.â
âYou canât heal anyone else for a long while,â he warns. âThat wonât change whether we rest or not.â
âSoothsayer!â a voice shouts down from above us through a megaphone. âYou are under arrest!â
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Okay and Iâm gonna totally sound like my mom for a second here but itâs interesting that soooooooo many women in entertainment have careers based on âembracing their sexualityâ but the vast majority of men in entertainment base their careers on like ⌠being peopleâŚ. and like maybe thereâs a reason most men donât seem to find going on stage in underwear âempoweringââŚ? Bc itâs notâŚ?
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redrew some fairies :) i wasn't sure what to do with their junk so they're like barbie dolls for now.
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John Oliver gets it, as usual. AI Slop is one of the best episodes of Last Week Tonight I've seen so far. Gen AI is theft. Those who use it are not authors or artists, they're grifters profiting from real creatives.

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Bonjour everybody, I did a thing, and I am very proud of the thing, so you should totally go check out my blog post that I wrote on Ko-Fi about the thing cause it took forever and now I need so many attentions to recover my energy.

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People really underestimate the power of just telling someone you like them. romantically obviously but hell even just platonically too. You can admit you enjoy peoples presence it doesnât have to be mind games itâs okay to just be sincere and true with your thoughts and intentions btw
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Throughout all of history, mankind has never created a more precise measuring tool than the infallible "eyeballin' it."
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So anyways with the rapid rise of fascism I feel itâs a good time to point out that itâs perfectly legal to follow unjust orders slowly, badly, or inefficiently
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electroreception in monotremes is extremely old, 130 mya, and may have evolved to deal with hunting in the 3-6 month darks of the south pole forest.
echidnas may have evolved from a platypus like organism that became fully terrestrial, as evidenced by their flatter bill as embryos (and lack of echidna-like organisms in the fossil record past 2mya)
there was a 60 lb tree-climbing echidna in the pleistocene
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my friend told me that her boyfriend got her a super cool rock while they were on vacation together and you would not BELIEVE my disappointment when i realized she was talking about her engagement ring
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this "negative" review of guillermo del toro's upcoming frankenstein movie is everything to me
"The Mexican director has chosen to emphasise the romanticism at the expense of the horror. Elordi plays the creature as a misunderstood, James Dean-like outsider with Oedipal issues rather than as an agent of evil and chaos. Even if his face and torso are latticed with suitably grotesque scars, staples and stitches, he is not only the most sympathetic character in the movie but the best-looking one too. Itâs left to Oscar Isaac to provide the real villainy as the brilliant but egomaniacal scientist, Victor Frankenstein..."
HELLO YES IT'S ME, MARY SHELLEY CALLING, JUST WANTED TO ASK IF YOU'VE EVER SEEN A GUILLERMO DEL TORO MOVIE OR... I DON'T KNOW... READ MY BOOK?
"The film lurches between scenes of lush romantic melodrama and moments of Grand Guignol bloodletting."
*bangs fists on table* SIGN! ME! THE! FUCK! UP!
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Some firefighters on a fire in Washington found a little kitty with some singeing from the fire. They gave her food and water, and she hung out with them all day until they hiked her out at the end of the day. Sheâs doing good now.
Just had to share the photos because they are adorable.
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