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I fucking love this <3

Kai Hiwatari

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yea. this is why i wanted to come back.

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i missed seeing stuff like this so much~

Appreciation post for Kashima Kotarou's tiger overalls:

The cutest outfit ever worn by any child in the history of forever 😭🥰

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I broke the hex. Somewhat haha

I wrote again

Reviews would be nice. Or not haha. I just wanted to write again and post again.

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I broke the hex. Somewhat.

Been had this for 5 years, i wanna write again. It's a start :.)

Reviews are highly appreciated. Or not :)

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so peaceful

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I wrote again :)

A brief account of what went down

Hey so, those who have stuck around after all these years, I thank you sincerely. Let me give a bit of retrospect as to what went down which made me drift away from tumblr. It is going to be a bit lengthy despite the title, so sorry :)

I joined tumblr in 2017, after a formerly close friend told me about it. I followed her footsteps and stayed on tumblr for a good two or three years, amassing connections with people from many fandoms whilst trying out new stuff.

We had a falling out, a nasty. That planted the seeds for my eventual backing away.

Then, my second best friend passed away in 2021,

Followed by my mother's death in 2022.

That toll was the heaviest. I immediately lost interest in everything.

So, fast forward, I was unfortunately curious about what my first best friend is up to. To my surprise, she's still writing on ao3.

And...that hit me.

Here I am, once a passionate writer, lover of my first and only canon KaiHil, and now that is gone, for what? Stuck in a (apparent) deadend job writing resumes, while she's writing. That spurred something in me.

So.... I'm slowly, making a comeback. It may not be immediate, but it is for certain. I am going to start writing again. And for now, it will be KaiHil. One Shots

I plan on continuing on a project I embarked on years ago, and I want to finish another couple of pending fanfics.

I wanna write so I can feel myself again.

Thanks for sticking so far :) if you're new here, a passer by, or someone who I know, thank you :)

PS since tumblr is fucking up here in pakistan, reach out to me on discord: maskaihilfantic

Or drop me a dm here, i will be checking this site every 2-3 days.

See you soon

~Machu

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Time

Time

"It's weird, isn't it?" "Hm?"

"it's weird how fast and slow time passes," she trailed her fingers across the scars tattered over his skin.

Some inflicted upon by the years of battle. Others recent; carved in by her.

"How many years it has been, Kai?"

"Three years." He huffed out. She glanced at him with a soft smile, before straddling him, resting her arms over his head, nuzzling into him.

"Three years, hm. Well, it's as if though we've taken a step back or two." She couldn't help but state the obvious, though being after being around him for so damn long she was ought to pick up at least a few of his habits.

"Mhm," He slid his fingers through her soft, brown locks, playing with each strand he catches.

"But that's good, we know where we stand, now we can improve."

He could've sworn she passed a hard side-eye before gently smacking his chest and chuckling at his painfully obvious remark.

"You never changed, did you?"

"Why would I? I'm myself around you."

She swore to herself that he was stating that just to tick her off with the levels of cheesiness oozing from his otherwise stoic dialogue. But she couldn't help herself from sighing and nuzzling in his warm embrace.

"What now?" A hint of concern from the brunette, "Now that we've started this again, how long are we going to be able to keep this up? Can we keep this up?"

The unusually quick sigh from the male was enough an indication for her to know that he shared the same concerns. The same fears.

"I mean, we don't have to be hard on ourselves, Hilary."

She just had to peer an annoyed glare at him. Oh, you've got to be kidding me. She thought to herself. Using my own words on me, huh Hiwatari.

"But we need to take time out for ourselves, one way or another." He brushed her gentle face, his calloused digits trailing across her features. "We love this, don't we?"

Now their eyes met. Amethyst immediately swirled around ruby pools; time didn't freeze, rather it eased its pace for the once estranged lovers.

"It's going to be difficult, Kai," She murmured, nuzzling her lips into his large, calloused hand, tasting his skin once more.

"We can try," A reassuring smile responded. She let out a gentle, bemused exhale. It's not often she'd catch him smiling.

"We just have to give ourselves time for ourselves then." She shrugged before leaning closer to him to once again taste his lips.

She stopped halfway.

"Kai?"

"Mmh?"

"I'm scared."

"So am I."

Somehow that was assuring to her, she cracked a soft smile before sinking her lips over his, closing the gap between them that'd been there so long.

But the gap was now closed. They were reunited. They could spend some time with each other, for each other.

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Various stars & moon details from my gouache paintings 🌙✨

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the undertaker

wwf raw is war — june 23, 1997

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Stone Cold Steve Austin and The Undertaker vs. Kane and Mankind | Tag team match for the WWF World Tag Team Championship

Fully Loaded: In Your House July 26, 1998

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The American Badass

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