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one of those lonely nights.

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in this new year I want you to be alright. I hope you move out. I hope you have enough money to feel safe. I hope you abandon shame and forgive yourself. I hope you get enough sleep and some good news. I hope you laugh a lot and the heaviness of the world eases a bit. I wish you to be alright.

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idk what the fuck am i doing nung nasa PUP pa ko pero ngayong nasa UE na ko, may naiintindihan ako. Ngayon lang ako natutong mag aral wtf

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First Time - Hozier (2023)

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got the highest score from our exam. i struggle with that subject pero hindi lang sa naipasa ko yung exam, i also got the highest score. i feel so proud of myself but not anyone celebrates with me. sinend ko sa fam, wala man lang congrats shet lang hahahaha. ang hirap kapag uhaw ka sa validation ng family hahahahahahahahaa potaena. engineering course ng anak nyo oh pero nakahigh score sa exam. but anyways, proud of myself. sige kahit ako na lang maging proud sa sarili ko.

ps. di ko pa pala nasasabi din sa kanila na yung isang exam ko, perfect ko. so proud of myself. u go self!

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im at this stage na. tell me how to make lambing ba 😭😭😭😭😭

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IM SO FUCKING HAPPY

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shout out to people who's family isnt entirely bad or entirely good, but something in between and you dont know how to feel about them. you feel angry but you also feel guilty, because you know they genuinely love and care about you, but sometimes they show it in a way you know its not okay. your feelings are valid, your anger and sadness and grief are valid, and you dont have to prove this to no one. bigger shout out to those with memory issues who know something isnt right but can't recall all of the bad events, only the feelings, which only increases the guilt.

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you are loved, even when you feel alone

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i cannot really see myself working as an engineer in the future pero hindi ko kayang magshift or magstart ulit FUUUUUUUUUUCK AFTER ALL THE SLEEPLESS NIGHTS JUST TO PASS ALL THOSE EXAMS AND PAPERS??? I've already spent too much time and effort pero puta talaga di ko makita yung future ko. I JUST CANNOT SEE IT. napapaisip lang ulit ako after kong mafail itong isang subject na tinetake ko. MY FIRST TIME FAILING (there's always a first i guess) feel ko i am not smart enough for this. alam ko naman yung sagot. shift, drop, start again. BUT I CAAAAANT. natatakot ako. gago hindi na tayo bumabata. ANG HIRAP MAGING COWARD

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andrew tate going down because 19 year old greta thunberg replied to his nasty little tweet baiting her after his account was reinstated with a high schooler insult (no shade to her) and he accidentally doxxed himself as being in romania because he could not help but post a video in response to her dunk to clarity that he is not owned stop saying he’s owned where authorities with the council of europe’s group of experts on action against trafficking in human beings (GRETA) were waiting for confirmation of his whereabouts to take him into custody as part of an ongoing inquiry is so

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"No grave can hold my body down. I'll crawl home to her."

– Hozier, "Work Song"

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the feeling of isolation iz real 🤗

merry christmas and a happy new year i guess.

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bakit ang mamahal ng books 😭😭😭😭😭