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Since the release of TTPD, whenever I feel unwell somewhere, I Hate It Here automatically echoes in my head. There are so many places that have made me feel worthless, but this song is very comforting in those moments

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What do you mean they didn't sing Tally?!?! ˙◠˙

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It's so precious to me that the dancers and the band on the Guts Tour are all women

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I can't believe the Deadline Tour starts tomorrow!!! I'm sooo excited, but I have no idea what to expect with no comeback yet

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The appearance of Izzie's mother reminds me of Daphne in Scooby-Doo

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Last year I discovered Thai GL and quickly became addicted. Only when I ran out of Thai GL did I start watching American series and others again, and it made me sad because it reminded me how much lesbian relationships in them are always tragedies. Often one of the two girls dies, not to mention series with queerbaiting.

I'm truly grateful for Thai GL, which gives us the representation we need. What I love about it is that no matter the number of super sad episodes, we know that there always is a happy ending, that the protagonists end up together. It's reassuring and it brings me comfort

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When Gracie says "I should go home, but I'm fighting that right now" in Unsteady and "I should probably go back home" in Difficult. That's exactly what I think in the morning when I'm on the train to go to college. Really I struggle not to turn around and go home

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Today I cut my hair in the way that I've wanted. I'm happy now

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I can't stop thinking about the fact that tomorrow I'm going to be able to hear Clean (Taylor's Version) 😭

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The comeback song in bizaardvark is a real masterpiece like for real I love this song

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It’s Gracie’s day today!!! 🫂

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I found these on Facebook and I'm totally a fan, it's so beautiful so I wanted to share them !!!

Credits to : Team Taylor Swift Thailande

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Light pink sky up on the roof

Sun sinks down, no curfew

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Augusta is one of my favorite Gracie Abrams songs so I wanted to share my interpretation of it.

[Verse 1] :

Feel like maybe I might go to Boston

Cut my hair in the way that I've wanted

Change my number and bury my wallet

California makes me exhausted

For me it's a song that expresses a great feeling of uncertainty about life in general. Already from the first sentence we can see this uncertainty with "maybe" and "might" which shows this vague vision on her future. This first verse expresses a great need for change and a certain way of letting go. She feels the need to change city (in this case to go to Boston) to also change her physical appearance by cutting her hair. What's important is that she wants to cut them the way she wish without this restraint that prevents her from doing so and that's why I talk about letting go. With the third sentence we learn that she also has the need to completely change her identity in order to probably cut off contact with certain people who are part of her life and no longer be able to be recognized. And finally the last sentence of this first verse gives in part the reason for this need of total change: the state in which she lives (California) exhausts her. She must surely be suffocating in her town, not feeling well. I guess that whole first verse represents all of her musings about disappearing to completely change her horizons and possibly have a better new life in Boston. Except that precisely these are only daydreams and these are not things that she actually does.

[Chorus] :

I'm lost

I'm lost

The chorus screams uncertainty. She is completely disorientated, has no bearings, cannot create or imagine a future. She is disarmed in the face of life and does not know where she is going.

[Verse 2] :

Heard a poem about mid-October

How the leaves in the fall feel like closure

About a girl that the guy wasn't over

Think that I might relate when I'm older

For the second verse, (I'm not entirely sure of my analysis but) I think the mention of the fall highlights her need to disappear to become another person no one will know. Autumn represents decline and even death. The leaves begin to fall from the trees and then give way to the creation of new ones in the spring. I think it's a metaphor that again shows her need for change. Besides, she describes the leaves as a closure, it actually marks the end of a period, the closure of a period to move on to a new one potentially better than the previous one. So this poem she heard about mid-October reinforces her idea of ​​renewal. (Maybe I'm going too far on this.) Then there's that uncertainty again with "might" in the last sentence.

The chorus remains the same except that this time "I'm lost" is said 4 times instead of 2 which shows that the situation is getting worse. She is twice as confused.

[Verse 3]

Tough, I don't know a lot that could hurt me

Learned the hard way to forget my body

'Til you're walking around like a zombie

Still don't know how to talk through that story

The third verse is based on her degraded sanity. The first line is my favorite of the whole song because it describes extremely well the state you are in when you feel so bad that you come to a state of complete indifference where nothing can affect you anymore, the world that surrounds you no longer has an impact on you, nothing really matters anymore. To the point where you no longer do the basic things like taking care of your body, eating well, etc. Until the moment you become a zombie, that is to say that you no longer have any real emotions or simply a soul. Just this void. And at the end we learn that it's something she keeps to herself because it's difficult to open up about it and talk about it, but above all she can't explain this situation and doesn't understand it very well. She is lost.

Ps : I don't know if anyone will read my analysis, but if anyone reads it, feel free to give your opinion on it, contradict me, or come and talk to me about it. It would pleasure me.

Kiss kiss

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Mother please say something about ticketmaster France. Yesterday I had the worst day of my life, it was a nightmare

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I've got a war in my mind

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Today I burned the music from the minor EP and This Is What It Feels Like on CDs because I knew I couldn't buy them in stores or on the internet. I'm super happy with the result. In addition I added music on it like Mess it up, Abby or even In between. It's incredible !!! I luv Gracie sm