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So we’re in agreement that you’re cute.

Hmmm. You're a clever one.

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Thank you, Sir. I like to think so.

Hmmm. You're a clever one.

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[PM] Actions and behaviors can be normal or abnormal. People, on the other hand, are all so unique that it's not possible to describe anyone as normal or not. There's nothing more abnormal about you than about me or anyone else.

[PM] I think more people would if we treated high school literature classes as something fun rather than forcing teenagers to wade through classics.

[PM] I mean I guess. But normal people don't go to places like that. I won't argue with you on that. Pain hasn't really ever taught me much other than how to avoid pain lol.

[PM] Not even a little. I really like it.

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It's truly an honor, Sir. I will do everything in my power to continue to show you that your trust is well-placed.

Would you look at that? Exactly what I was referring to, and yes, my beautiful boy, at the end of the day I'm yours. You're the one that has my heart and there's nobody I'd trust more with it.

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I'm not about to argue against that, Sir.

I'm cute.

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[PM] Thank you, Sir. I'm hoping that the longer I continue to tell him the truth, the more likely it will be to sink in for him.

PM: It sounds like you've done all you can do at the moment, sweet boy. You give him a safe place and acceptance and the rest is up to him. Sometimes it takes people a while to truly realize they're normal and not broken or damaged like they've convinced themselves.

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At the end of the day, I know you're mine, Sir. Having fun with others doesn't matter. You're mine.

Question #13

13. Do you enjoy when someone refers to you as being theirs?

I do actually, in one circumstance. As much as I enjoy hearing Matt say that he's mine, I find it's equally as pleasing to hear him calling me his Dom. That little hint of possession because he knows even if I play with others, he's still the one wearing my collar and I'd choose him first without any hesitation. He's mine, yes, but I'm his too.

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It's cute.

I admit nothing.

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I hope you realize how vaguely threatening that sounds, Sir.

I'm pretty sure that's the case.

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[PM] Noah, that’s… not normal. No one should be locked away in miserable conditions like that. You weren’t a slave; you were a teenager. And pain should never be a teaching tool.

[PM] Well, that’s a relief. I’m glad I’m not forcing you into something you hate!

[PM] What was the hole? First of all, I don't think there's anything about you to be cured. Second, I may not be a doctor of any sort, but I can't imagine pain being a cure to anything. Pain can be fun if you enjoy it, but outside of a scene, pain exists to warn us of danger. I'll talk to him, the next time something comes up.

[PM] I do. You don't see yourself as a reader, but you've been reading with me for ages now.

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It sounds like I'm a very good influence on him, in that case.

I'm pretty sure that's the case.

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[PM] What was the hole? First of all, I don't think there's anything about you to be cured. Second, I may not be a doctor of any sort, but I can't imagine pain being a cure to anything. Pain can be fun if you enjoy it, but outside of a scene, pain exists to warn us of danger. I'll talk to him, the next time something comes up.

[PM] I do. You don't see yourself as a reader, but you've been reading with me for ages now.

[PM] It wasn't fun that's for sure. And the hole sucked super hard, but I think they thought they were doing the right thing. They just think you have to strip the bad parts out and that will be painful. Pain is the cure. That's what they said all the time. Maybe they're right and I was just a pussy. But yeah, I guess we have different perspectives. I'm so so so glad you found Jughead. He's such a cool dude. You should def talk to him. You know him, he's gonna be there to listen and I bet y'all got lots you could tell each other.

[PM] You think?

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[PM] I hope so, Sir. I've been working on providing him a safe space to be himself since we met, and I think there's just a lot of underlying things going on for him that make it hard for him to accept that he's perfectly normal.

PM: Hopefully over time he will realize there's nothing to be ashamed of for thinking differently. Especially when he's with us because we both know I'm not afraid to voice my thoughts and opinions. He does, but it's not entirely uncommon to judge yourself harsher than others.

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He hasn’t said as much, but I wouldn’t be surprised if that were the case.

I always thought I’d claim as a Dom, actually.

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Or maybe you just keep setting me up the same way.

[PM] I won’t mention it again.

I always thought I’d claim as a Dom, actually.

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I’d rather not.

[PM] But you know Noah and his judgment. But regardless, the offer is out there from now until the end of time, if you ever need that maybe-neutral party.

I always thought I’d claim as a Dom, actually.

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Most people would disagree with you on that, Sir.

[PM] So because I have a relationship with your brother, I can’t be objective when it comes to you?

I always thought I’d claim as a Dom, actually.