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"When we say all black lives matter, we mean ALL black lives"

Okay so this took a long time but I finished it! Go to blacklivesmatter.carrd.co to find petitions, places to donate, and more resources!!

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BIG SPOILER WARNING FOR THE LAST OF US 2, YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED AND I WILL NOT TAKE SHIT FROM PEOPLE SAYING I SPOILED IT

So I just finished the game and I want to articulate my thoughts on it here, in a short and simple review

So my thoughts are I loved the game, it was great, I disagree with a lot of the reviews, however and this is once again reminding of spoilers here:

I feel the game should have been something more like the Uncharted Lost Legacy game, a side story, not a sequel, and scrapping the whole Ellie parts of the game, reworking the story to follow Abby, Lev, Yara, Owen and Mel, game starts in Seattle as Abby's main part of the story does, we learn of her past and that she's an ex firefly, blah blah blah, carried on as it did with the references to Joel and Ellie gone. When it comes to Ellie killing Owen and Mel I personally believe it would have been better to have it be the Scars and the game following Abby and Lev going cross country (similar to the first) to get to the fireflies and ending with them finding them.

However as the game stands as it is, I would still whole heartedly recommend the game to anyone who likes the first but to go in with their expectations set that it's not what they would be expecting from a usual sequel.

I would give it a solid 7 or 8 out of 10

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I can’t sleep because I forgot to take my tablets

So I’m now sat at my computer, eating a scone while wearing a diaper. what has my life become?

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Screenshots taken by me in Assassin's Creed Odyssey and Assassin's Creed Origins

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Screenshots taken by me in Assassin's Creed Odyssey and Assassin's Creed Origins

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requested: hyunjin christmas icons; like or reblog if use or save

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This is a neutral post

Feel free to stop here and rest before journeying to the posts below.

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Appendix

I’m the heart. Tag yourself and your squad 💖 — view on Instagram https://ift.tt/2q37I3c

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Quick update

The diapers were a little small 😅 still looked cute at least

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Let's take a trip to Alex's most recent impulse purchase 😄

So last night I don't know why but I decided I wanted to buy some adult diapers 😅 don't know why but I will share my experience when I get home from work

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My life goals VS Executive Dysfunction. Or not knowing what you want from life because if you’d want it you’d do it...right??

This one is a little sad because I don’t have the answer myself yet. (I only have this problem unmedicated though)

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One bad day | trigger warning: cheating

Sana just finished work, she'd had an awful day, the rain outside was pouring down, it was horrendous, Sana was in a bad mood all around. She thought when she got home things would be better but as she unlocked the door and stepped inside she could hear the bed squeaking.

"Chae!! I'm home" she quietly said, not loud enough to be heard upstairs but not quiet enough to be a whisper and she did her best to sneak upstairs when her breath hitched, "was... Was that a moan?? I swear to god Chae...."

She was as quiet as a squirrel trying to avoid it's predator, the moaning she heard only got louder as she drew nearer and she knew it wasn't Chaeyoung moaning, it wasn't as loud or consistent.

She reached the door, she heard everything, the grunting, the moaning, she even heard the other girl moan Chaeyoung's name, she slowly opened the door, thankful it didn't squeak, she wanted to see...

There Chaeyoung was, thrusting hard into Sana's sister, Myoui Mina. "Mina, baby... Urgh I think... I..." Before she could finish she pulled herself out of her and squirted her hot sticky cum all over Mina's back, it was an erotic sight. Both girls covered in sweat, it was clear that wasn't the first time Chaeyoung had came.

"Ch-chae.... Mina...." Sana had fallen to the floor defeated, this was it, this was how bad things had got, Sana had been so fucking focused on work that she'd neglected her relationship entirely, it was like sleeping next to a spectre, Chae needed someone and Mina was there for her.

"Shit... Sana I...." Chaeyoung had shot up, still naked, still hard and stiff. She ran over to her wife, Mina had fallen asleep before Sana spoke, too tired out from the sex.

Sana pushed Chaeyoung back causing her to fall and hit the floor with a thump, Sana left the room left the house, got in her car and just drove, Chae knew she'd done wrong but she had accepted that the first time it happened, she knew what would happen but she carried on sleeping with Mina behind Sana's back, so she laid down back in bed with Mina...

Sana, tears pouring from her eyes, kept driving, and driving, and driving. "How could she, that fucking bitch I can't do this anymore" she'd stopped paying attention to the road, the next thing she knew she was flung forward, her head hitting the steering wheel and then blackness.

Sana had woken up in hospital, she didn't know how long it had been, she heard sobbing coming from her left but she couldn't move her head to loo. "Ch....Chae....Chaeyoung?" Her voice was hoarse and it hurt to speak. She heard a chair move and some voices call for the doctor but her consciousness was fading in and out, she didn't know what had happened.

The doctor rushed into the room, Sana couldn't make much out, she was still conscious though barely, then it faded again.

When she awoke once more it was light out, snow was falling and she was alone this time, and able to move her head, she looked around the room, moments later a nurse came in, not realising Sana was awake at first, he seemed to just be dusting and cleaning up a little bit, checking vitals when he saw Sana was awake and this time it was entirely.

"H-how long have I been here?" She managed to croak out. "Where is Chaeyoung?"

"Don't worry Sana the doctor will explain everything, hang on" he said rapidly pressing the call sign, shortly after the doctor entered the room, was it the same doctor as before? Sana couldn't tell but she was constantly talking about Chaeyoung, frantic, panicked she was scared and needed to know where her wife was.

"Sana? Son Sana are you okay? Take deep breaths, Chaeyoung has been alerted and is on her way just take deep breaths.

It seemed like an eternity, doctor's explaining what happened, she was upset, crying, memories flooding back, apparently she'd been here in a coma for a year, her hair was almost touching her feet, she'd lost a lot of weight and it showed, the doctor showed her a mirror and she hardly recognised herself.

Chaeyoung had ran into the hospital room, panting, sweat beading on her forehead, she leaped into the room, grabbing Sana and pulling her into a warm, deep embrace, tears running down both girls faces. Things were going to be tough going forward but the feelings she felt then we're enough to tell her things were going to be okay...

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How can you tell the difference between rsd and plain old insecurity/sensitivity? I heard that rsd is only found in ADHD and I don't think I have it but I'm kind of confused bc rsd sounds kinda like me?

Ok, plain old sensitivity and insecurity is about how other people perceive you. That is, it specifically their scrutiny that is the problem. No scrutiny, no insecurity. No perception of scrutiny. No insecurity.RSD is very specifically about rejection. It is about actual rejection, and the perception of rejection. So sense of rejection, no RSD. But like, literally anything can be the source of rejection or perceived rejection.For example. The toaster beeps. It sends you over the edge. You have a sensory meltdown. Not RSD.

you’re near a meltdown. the toaster beeps. You sit down and cry because, “see, even the toaster doesn’t like me,” that’s RSD.

I’m using this extreme of an example so it is unambiguous with very little shades of grey, but i want to also be clear that the perception of rejection can be this strong (it just isn’t usually).

More common example; you turn a stack of papers in to your boss, they say “thank you” instead of “good job,” like normal. Chances are they just had a long night and are tired or haven’t had coffee yet. But you see it as your boss as a rejection of some kind. Maybe they don’t like you personally, maybe the work was handed in literally 30 seconds later than they asked for it, maybe you didn’t include a cover letter, whatever. You see it as a rejection, even if it isn’t actually one.

For the long version of this with a step by step breakdown, well, i just have to finish the section on whether or not hypervigilance to rejection can be part of sensitivity and then its done and I’ll post. Once I post it, it will be the newest thing tagged with RSD so it should be easy to find.

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mutual: *reblogs something from someone other than me* the rsd, not helping… as usual: they hate your guts, ya hoe. everyone does

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When u both have anxiety