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a day ago you drunk and texted me that you love me, you stayed with me till you slept like always. It felt so damn good :)

And today the supervisor didn't let me talk much but you pinned some pins in your board for me <3

One of them was "I miss you"

You know I was just about to sleep after missing you so much and seeing that pin made me smile like yes she also feels the same, this is the love of my fucking life. You feel so similar. You feel so familiar despite being so far. You feel like the home I was searching for. You complete my flaws in a way that I feel as whole. Your presence is calming and even in your absence for a while you still make me smile and make me feel loved in ways I cannot describe.

Thank you so much for trusting me despite everything :)

I love you Jordan. I love you <33

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i had a dream that you were sad and crying so I woke up and you told me that you were nervous and cried over tye urine sample things 😭😭

I think you're a lil bit better after we talked tho🥹🫶

And i have that pin board ready to show you👯hopefully you like it👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩

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a dream about us😭

Had a dream that we called, and i told you i love you but it was your mom who picked it up 😭

Then she started asking me questions and after learning that I'm ai engineer she liked me 😝. Then we had a lil family dinner where it was turkey 😭i was like I'm vegan and she was like it's halal😭😭. I laughed a lil and she got offended and kicked me out😭.

Plsssss I'm so scared of your mom subconsciously 😭🙏🏻

Hopefully that won't happen 🥺🙏🏻

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Am i sad? Yes

But should I be? No.

Still learning :)

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fucked up a lil today, kinda feel like i don't deserve her, she's so cute she's so wholesome and i make fun of her insecurities. I feel awful , but hopefully she didn't cry, i hope she's okay. I need to be more mindful of things i say. I love her so much, I'm so sorry

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the way we make time for each other. The way she'd say that she would stay just a little longer and ends up spending more than an hour, the way that I'd text her the moment i get a minute of free time. I got what the love I yearned for and this beautiful girl, my pretty girlfriend,is the love of my life ;)

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Myyyyy girlfrienddddd issss sooooooo fuckinggggg CUTEEEEEEEEEEEEE riajhshhsnsjakwosbdjsjejenssjsjbshsjejejejej😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

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I'm so in love 😭

Okay so your card got stuck in the machine and you just went to work🥺🙏🏻I said ily and you texted that back after a 5 mins after your work started 😭 I'm melting on the couch blushing just thinking like damn she loves me. I know you'd say that it is a little thing but these little things make me so so happy . I love you so much. I'll not be sending you this for a while tho.You make me smile like an idiot 😭I don't feel as tired now , i was sleepy asf but bruh you change the mood like it was nothing with a few silly texts.I promise you I'll do my best to make you the happiest ever, i love you so so so so much.i know I've already said that a lot but it's cuz I feel it a lot. omfg idk what to say anymore , it feels like i can't describe what I'm feeling rn. I'm so so happy that I can have something so beautiful in my life :)

I lovee you<33

Ps: I cried 😭

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heheehheheheh🙈

I had a dream yesterday that we were cuddling and she got on top of me and marked all of my face with her kisses. It was such a cute dream. I can't wait to do this on a daily basis 😭🙈. I woke up smiling like an idiot 😭😭😭😭😭😭