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Alaska, 1988

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I just slept about 14 hours and then ate cereal, OJ, an apple, half a steak, a piece of bread, and 4 Yukon gold potatoes and I finally feel relatively normal for the first time this weekend

and we have it narrowed down to 1 baby name if it’s a boy and 3 or 4 if it’s a girl

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can my friends stop getting mad at me rn I literally am nauseous for the first 5 hours a day and ready to fall asleep the rest of it

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Today

meditate

yoga

make cheesecake

make protein cereal

make ginger juice

Finish painting entry way pink

organize room

later go to gym

+ pick up beeswax and wicks

+ pick up vacuum from fb marketplace

+ pick up pallets from fb marketplace

Hang out with cj and T to sew and make candles

relax

watch criterion movie

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can I name my baby Nebraska

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when I see something in the internet that pisses me off I have to leave a hateful comment and if they respond I have to fight back no matter what it takes but I think that’s better for my heart than ignoring it

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heartbroken bc friend things are not going so well lately. Meeting with my friend to eat steak and butternut polenta and I fear that she will not want to be my friend anymore if I have a baby. My other friend I think is feeling a lot of resentment bc of this stupid chair situation and other co living anxieties. I hope this isn’t a downhill slope, if I have baby can I still meet new people who I can be as close to as I am with these young twenties friends?

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I can’t believe I only found out i was pregnant 4 days ago and now we have planned every aspect of how we will pull off having the baby, names and parenting and work and trips and gone through years of emotions. And I still have a full week to “think” before I would have to abort it

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best friend is very mad at me bc I got rid of a chair that was hers (I forgot) which she had given to me but wanted to sell if i no longer wanted it. Multiple Long texts with a hurt tone when I won’t see her all day. Which I think is wrong to do to someone bc of the undue anxiety it gives the accused in exchange for the victim being able to release their bad emotions . But im not sure if I should mention this in our litigation. What do I do

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I got pregnant when H was on estrogen already 3 months. Miracle baby

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girl, i want to support you no matter what happens now. you don’t rly now me and i didn’t know whether you’d want to receive a message like this from someone like me (im just some girl). please know that you’re not alone and any decision you make it will be okay.

thank you so much im really happy to get this message <3