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"Hana"

Behind those beautiful smile. Behind those pretty eyes. Behind those resplendence face. There's a heart. A beautiful amazing heart that were meant to be protected. No one is like her and no there will ever be. A girl who deserve everything that is best and beautiful in this blessed world.

From the first time that my feelings blooms for her, till now.. she is nothing short but wonderful and amazing. A girl who loves the color pink. A girl who loves her Vtubers. A girl who keep changing anime characters to simp over. A girl who loves her wasabi snacks, seaweed snack, her chocolates, samyang and did i tell you how much she loves Laksa Sarawak? A girls who loves HypnosisMic and Silent Siren. A girl who like to binge a lot of anime and manga. A girl who loves the beach and sea. A girl who sings whenever she feels like it. A girl who loves making Tiktoks vids. A girl who cried watching any sad shows. Yeah. There is so much more to her than meets the eye. She's like a rainbow. There's a lot of colors to her.

Never have i trembled upon meeting a girl. But somehow, she managed to shake my world. Me? Lost for words? Yeah. That's how amazing she is. But she never really see herself that way and it really hurts me. I really wish she can see how beautiful, lovely, softness, alluring, gorgeous, stunning, and magnificent she is. There isn't any part of her that i wouldn't admire. A heart so soft, it rattled my conscious. Never have i thought to be this deeply in love with a person. Who makes me able to smile again.

The way she resonates with me is just unbelievable. Its amazing how she completely won my heart effortlessly. I can't help but to smile to everything that she did. All those little things are so amazingly adorable. Her chuckles, smile and laugh, her reaction, her randomness, her stutter, her shyness, her tsundereness. To be able to experience all of these were just like a blessing. She keep me smiling again and again without fail. She evoked my heart to always appreciate everything about her. No one is like her. A one of a kind. What a princess she is.

By resonating with her, i'm connected. I'm able to feel her heart, her desire, her feelings and her love. For that, i'll keep giving my heart to her. To make her feel safe. Loving her to core. To give her comfort. Happily giving all the attention she deserve. Care for her indefinitely. Being her biggest supporter. Tiredlessly pulling her up whenever she falls. To be her biggest source of strength whenever she feels weak. To be the person who unconditionally accepting everything there is to her and love her passionately. If she ever feel sad, stress or just having a bad day, i will be there for her and do my best to make her smile again. I won't let her felt alone. I will do my best to hold onto her, make her feel assured, and convince her that everything is going to be okay. I won't stop believe in her.

I'm blessed. To meet her, to know her, and to love her. Alhamdulillah. Its amazing that everytime i'm with her, everything is beautiful. Never tired of her. Never able to stop loving her. Like a beautiful flower. Blooms pretty. There might be a storm passes in time. But she will keep blossoming beautifully and i will be her shelther. Protecting her from cold wind and rain of life. She's everything that i need. She's everything that i ever wanted. She is everything. She is the one. The person who i preciously loved. For that, I swore to love her and protect her heart, smile and happiness. I love you.

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"Depth" Scroll gambaq-gambaq tadi, terjumpa gambaq ni. Ada memori manis masa gambaq ni di"selfie". Aku lebih memahami erti sahabat dan aku cuba dalami hati sahabat ketika itu. Tak semua kita boleh tahu hanya dengan perbualan biasa. Bahasa hati juga diperlukan untuk merungkai apa yang tersirat. "There's a scream behind every silent. We just need to listen more." P.s - Erghhh. Muka aku tak pernah nak elok. 😒 #uitmdihatiku #uitmers #sweet46 #lejen46 #forever46 #abata #brotherhoodunite #brothers #companion #ynwa #lifeiswonderful #passionatelydifferent #megatism #FH

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"Aviophobic" I used to have a fear of flying. Still suffering from it tho. But when you're at 15000-30000 feet in the air, everything down there looks amazing. Miniature but replendence. Small but stunning. Beautiful at most and you can only experience that view up there. That view kinda lessen my phobic.

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So true. Better be sure than screaming yourself out of rage.

Truth

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Lost

Do you ever felt like quiting? Do you ever thought of giving up? Well. I do. I'm tired. Exhausted. Overdone. I'm lost. Lost in my way of life. But for some strange reason, i can't give up.. i can't quit.. tho i want too.. Maybe He want me to push through everything that are infront of me cause He knows that i can endure the journey. So here i am standing... looking through upon what lies ahead. Wishing for the best. He knows best.

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“Cleats” 
Just a zoom of thought as i run through my gallery of pictures. 
I’m not really good at football to begin with. Not even able to juggle a ball well till now. But the feeling of having the ball at your feet and run with it was just a bliss. While being able to score is another level of excitement. 
So far in my life, i bought myself 3 boots. Actually my first boot wasn’t for football,but for playing rugby ( another sport that i love) and it was Nike Mercurial Vapor IX Fireberry. Bought it with my first payment back in 2011. It was so beautiful but then i gave it to a friend of mine. Kinda miss it tho. 
My second boot was Adidas Predator LZ TRX FG. This was the boot that help me a lot in football. Help me through with the Masscomm Fc. But unfortunately, it was stolen. 😭😭😭. So i reward myself with my current boot, Adidas Predator Instinct ( cause of Steven Gerrard ). Beautiful red and blue colorway, comfortable and durable. It was perfect. 
Though i’m not very good at football but i loved the game. The beautiful game.

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