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[memento-vivere-vita-brevis]

And he looks at me with such passion that I cannot bring myself to not return his warmth.

But his eyes cause such chaos within me.

I am lost in unknown feelings that I can only describe as forbidden.

What kind of person would I be if I were to give in ?

Horrible, is what I would be.

Therefore it cannot and should not be.

But how warm, how comfortable it is

Why must temptation be so strong ?

Is becoming a sinner an inevitable path in life ?

No.

I refuse to bite the apple. No matter how good it would be, the consequences are not worth the loss.

Or is it ?

Have I not already lost it ?

Am I not just holding onto nothing but memories ?

Lost in the middle of others, is what I am.

[memento-vivere-vita-brevis]

I didn’t know I desired to waltz under the rain until you said you dreamt of it.

[memento-vivere-vita-brevis]

If only you and I had met earlier. Maybe we could have been a thing. We could have been more than just strangers.

[memento-vivere-vita-brevis]

I'm a romantic. Or at least I think I am. But lately I came to terms with the fact that I'm not meant to be in a romantic relationship. I'm not meant to find someone to love and worship and that's fine. Maybe in another life, I will find my other half. For now, I'll simply make sure that those I care for have a good life.

[memento-vivere-vita-brevis]

I don’t know who you are or maybe I do. But what I am certain of knowing is that you are worth waiting for.

[memento-vivere-vita-brevis]

How cruel it is to fall in love with someone created by your own mind. But how could I not when she makes me feel so alive, so complete.

[memento-vivere-vita-brevis]

How cruel of me. Everything we did together, every moments we shared, every stories we created were never real. All was just fiction. All of this was just happening inside my mind. But it seemed so real, you felt so real. But you were just a fragment of my imagination…

[memento-vivere-vita-brevis]

And for a moment, I thought I had you in my arms only to realised it was just a dream. Waking up has never been so painful.

[memento-vivere-vita-brevis]

I need you like Earth need the Sun. Without you, there would be no life. You warm me like no other. For me, you are my star, the one who keeps me alive and going. Thank you for existing.

[memento-vivere-vita-brevis]

Darling, you shine like a star that we can see from billions of light years away. For simple minds, you appear small, maybe insignificant but for those like us, like me, you are far more and greater. You are a rare sight for us, mortals, because people have waited centuries to simply glimpse at you and witness how magnificent you are.

[memento-vivere-vita-brevis]

I shall love you for all eternity. So rest assured, you will never be forgotten, unloved or alone, for I am here at your side or from afar until the end of time.