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i don’t want to fall victim to the rapture

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i wish it worked

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i to n back to when u said “i definitely won’t be home till midnight” . as i lie here at 1:05am blocked bc YOU lied about being home early .

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i want the finer things in life and i can’t get that by being in your presence

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my first labubu

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maybe next time my attempt will work

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destroyed your shit

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congrats

im sorry i didn't attend your graduation, i wish i did. i had no choice, i wouldve been the loudest.

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i deserve more than what you give me

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i don’t want to hurt anymore . i don’t want to cry, i don’t want to suffer. i am in constant agony

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all you can say is sorry , there is no “i’m going to change”. because you aren’t , you will never love me, your friends, family, or yourself enough to change your habits and reconstruct your mindset to become stronger and better.

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i want to throw up i do not feel good pls

stop ignoring me thx

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eating my feelings

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my absence will never haunt anyone because my presence never mattered

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i wished we both changed , u are the best my love. be strong always

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woke up scared, this is how i always wake up when i lose something. not only did i lose my greatest love, i lost my best friend, my muse, my comfort, my peace. being without u is hard; i know its for the best but i just hate how i lost u. i told u smoking wont only kill u, but i guess i forgot to always tell you that it’ll kill what we’ve built. from the second u picked up my first phone call, to the minute we started laughing when u said a funny joke, then the hours we spent on the phone getting to know each other, it all led to beautiful months of our blooming relationship. how does that make u feel? does it make u feel anything? i know it does. i don’t want to lose my greatest piece of beautiful art after over a year of working on it; but many artist know that they need to destroy their art so then won’t get too attached to it. it doesn’t take away your beauty and what we did along the way, but i need to let u go. i will always miss u, but u fill me with anger & disappointment. it makes me cry a lot. why did u have to do it again anthony? why must u hurt me?

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life seems so silent and dark without you in it, i guess that’s how it’ll always feel