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𝔪𝔢𝔪𝔬𝔯𝔦𝔢𝔰 𝔣𝔞𝔡𝔢

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bawled my eyes out at this scene

THE SANDMAN

2.07 - Time and Night

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Dark Red // Requested

I don’t own or take any credit for any of these pictures.

Credit

Insta @/hakoniwa01

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i must not take it personal. taking it personal is the mind killer. taking it personal is the little death that brings total oblivion. i will face taking it personal. i will permit it to pass over and through me. and when it has gone past i will turn the inner eye to see its path. when the taking it personal has gone there will be nothing. only i will remain

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I'm tired.

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back where i belong

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Silco and his terror of a daughter

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Types of Love♡

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i can still feel the hollowness in my heart. and perhaps its never gonna go away. its liam's room anyway--his now empty room--in my heart.

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zayn saved the band by leaving.

let's be honest. he took the hit when he left. he lost so many of his fans then. but you know what he did?

he showed the boys that there was life after one direction.

he showed them that the hell they were enduring was escapable. that they could make it out and still sing and write songs and be happy.

if they'd really been as happy as they seemed to us, they would've come back after the hiatus. they promised us 18 months. its been 9 years.

im sure they loved us with all their hearts. that they enjoyed their time together as a band, as brothers. however, they were exploited and taken advantage of every step of the way.

now, liam's passing is the fucking culmination of the hell they endured. you can't argue with me that the liam of 2011 was SO SO FULL OF LIFE. he had so much promise. you just knew this boy was gonna go places.

but somehow, along the way, his light dimmed. that wasn't the liam we knew. we all subconsiously could see it. that liam hurt so much that he hurt a lot of people. that liam could've done better. that liam should've been given the chance to make amends.

but the young boy that was so full of life, he didnt deserve any of this. he deserved to have been kept safe and away from the shit that could destroy him.

the boys should have been protected and maybe, just maybe, we wouldn't have to endure this devastating loss. maybe, just maybe, liam would still be alive.

i'd take an unending hiatus over this loss any day.

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When it suddenly crashes on you that it is real and not just a nightmare, and the dam of tears breaks 💔

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Listening to Walking in the Wind to cope, to process, to grieve. And look at the Spotify video reel for this particular song. It holds a new tragically sad meaning now ♥️

These boys changed all of our lives in one way or another. They made us who we are. And I can't fathom a world without any single one of them. I just really wish it didn't end this way. Be kind. Take care of each other.

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For my tumblr handle, for one direction, for teenage and young adult me.

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Pride & Prejudice (2005) dir. Joe Wright

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first breakfast in the sun in months