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Hello, today's my system birthday (as in I formed a year ago today), so I'm fronting for that and wanted to pop in. We also have a new system account that another alter made to help us use tumblr more and reduce how triggering it is. @st4tic-screen

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Hope you're doing okay

hey, hex here, sorry it took so long to get an answer to this, we dont really use tumblr anymore and it took me a few days of deciding on if i should answer this at all we as a system are doing well, we've been making a lot of improvements and are in therapy, our life is gradually getting better as for silver, its pretty hit and miss on if hes doing okay or not, hes not very active right now but usually fronting isnt super fun for him, we try to make it so that it is though, so he'll be okay eventually

and if this is who we think it is, youre always free to message us

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I think it's been over 48 hours since I've last been able to eat

Everything hurts so fucking much, I feel so torn open and betrayed and abandoned, I wish I did things better I wish I didn't let my trauma and disorders control me so much but it's so hard and I've been trying so hard and I know it's exhausting having to deal with me putting my walls back up after breaking them down but so many things trigger me into setbacks and I never meant to be this difficult

I want to go back I want to fix things I want to be better I've always wanted to be better I've always been trying

And I will keep on trying, no matter what, but it's so hard and I'm so tired and everything hurts

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everytime i post anything that isnt preciousmetals on this account

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They need to make stoves that are low enough that you can sit in a chair while using them, my back hurts so badly from standing

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can i PLEASE stop getting flashed by sex bots PLEASE

leave me alone!!!

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could you do a drawing of silver and gold chatting? if you want! not forcing you

i spent alot of time trying to imagine words! but thats like my weakest trait dont ever ask me for help in the lang. arts department but theyre cute anyways i love johto

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Low emotional permanence neurodivergent culture is describing your bad day as "a bad week" because you immediately forget you were ever content with your life the moment things are bad.

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more

shitty doodles

fictive art, dont tag as kin/irl/me

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shitty doodles

fictive art, dont tag as kin/irl/me

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Was just laying here thinking about my sneasel and how awful I feel physically (nauseous + headache) and now I'm suddenly crying?

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relationship chart of the more prominent source characters in my life

if you want to know more about anyone you can ask with the ask box, itd be fun to answer things

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i think theres something wrong with this guy

traditional vers under cut

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my main reasoning for timeskip!silv having long hair is for the sole purpose of dragon baby storage

the modern pokeworld’s medusa if you will

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made this while stuck at work but now I can use it,, hopefully this shows up in the tags this time

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behind every digital artist is a shitposter waiting to be unleashed

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seeing art of me interacting with others like a normal person and playing around and having fun and being happy is so healing

sometimes i forget that im allowed to exist as myself outside of all the pain and struggling, and im allowed to have friends and be affectionate and still be me