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New boots! My first ever item from an online store! I think this is the start of a great new friendship..!

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Crying. Crying because of a sister who doesn't care. Crying because I gave everything for nothing. I gave it all to someone who may love me back, but will always cause me pain. I gave it all for someone who doesn't care. Someone who can never care. Crying because of lost love. Because of lost hope. Crying because I know I might not be able to cry again. I hope I will be able to feel again.

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My food and my face. Deal with it.

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Sick. Again.

So here I was happily sleeping when suddenly I wake up with this terrible stomach ache. So I think to myself 'no worries, it's just that annoying infection, let's take those special pain killers the doctor gave me' (I don't remember if I told you guys, but they found my digestive system infective, and there is a hernia in my diaphragm, whatever that means). So I take a pain killer and try going back to bed. That was a bad idea. I got up just to throw up like I have never done before, screaming in agony while my stomach takes out everything I have ever eaten. About an hour later, it starts again. I waited until the sun came up and went to my doctor, who is thank God, next door, and he tells me "oh, don't worry, here are some more pills that may or may not help you stop throwing up all of your internal organs." he also told me to stay in bed for 3 days, and come back if anything gets worse. So here I am, in bed, after throwing up the third time, with a little bowl of mashed potatoes that I have to eat. I was supposed to go visit my sister in the hospital (she is now in a wheelchair and can roll around!) but I guess I will have to wait some more.

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I returned to work yesterday. It was kind of cool, I guess. Everyone is supportive and amazing but it's hard to concentrate. Honestly, I mostly feel like crying and I get worried that I won't be able to work, and we won't have money for anything, let alone the wedding. Wedding preparations are currently on hold until sister stabilizes. I feel like I'm stuck in a crazy twilight zone and I need a professional to talk to me about this. I really just want to wake up from this nightmare.

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Today was a pretty good day. My BFF had a day off from work so we went together to visit my sister. On the way there, we ate pancakes, and the results are what you see. Tomorrow I’m going to see my sister again (who is BTW much better!) and then my fiance and I are going to watch the new star wars movie! Woohoo!

Seems like this crappy week might just have a fine ending.

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What's going on?

So here's the deal. My sister was in an accident or Thursday and I had to be strong, skip work and stay with her in the hospital. I was fine when I wasn't alone but on Sunday I spent most of the day alone, going back and forth, while my parents gathered their strength. I spent the night with her one day and stayed all morning until my parents came. Right now, I don't want to go back. I'm scared of this happening again and I'm sick of having to be strong. I just want to fall apart.

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Totally not getting out of bed today. Wake me up when this suckish week ends

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My thoughts on MLP season 5

I loved season 5. Honestly, I think that in terms of story, music and animation, it may even be better than the previous season! So many story arcs have come to a conclusion, and overall it was a pretty fun season. However, and this has been bugging me more and more, especially during the second half of the season, it seems that the better the episodes get, the more you feel that it was just too short. In the past they managed to use the 20-25 minutes time frame per episode pretty well. Now it feels like the more complex episodes become, the more the writers have a hard time focusing on the conclusion and it ends up feeling rushed. On the other hand, since the middle of season 4, it seems that the writers understand that this is no longer just a show for little girls, and are trying to create more complex stories so that the adult fans will stay interested. This is most definitely a good thing, as it keeps the show going the way it should be: Thought provoking, true to life and fun. To conclude, I'd give it 8/10 hoovsies. Let's hope that season 6 is even better!

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Apparently I'm into selfies now. This is the new fluffy PJ my fiance bought me. Also, I have a thing for bowties.

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Long time no updates... So between wedding stuff and work, my sister got involved in a card accident. Thanks God, she is (nostly) OK, but her right leg and pelvis were crashed, so we spent the weekend with her in the hospital. Right now she is having her first night outside of ICU, so I'm keeping her company. Here is a hospital selfie, in my couch, while the sister sleeps.

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A very merry update!

So ya, I haven't been doing much in this blog besides reblogging stuff, and that's fun and totally not a waste of my time ^^ Even so, I have a slight update on my life. 2 weeks ago, I went on vacation to Prague with my BF and he proposed! I'm an engaged woman! The ring is currently being resized, and the wedding will probably be in the summer of 2016. Now I need your help! I would like to get a wedding dress online (because Israel is over-priced as shit and it's really hard to find puffy princessy wedding dresses here). If anyone of my beloved followers knows of a good quality, cheap, trustworthy online store where I can find my dream dress, please tell me and I will check it out!

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Holy shit!

This is the most important invention in fashion thus far

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israeli textile designer Noam Levinson creates funny, adorable jewish gefilte fish themed furniture and accessories available for purchase  right for the upcoming holiday of Rosh Hashanah (ships worldwide)

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A letter to the Princess

Dear princess Celestia, Today I learned that no matter how mad you get, you should not try to hurt someone you love. Even if you are mad due to reasons out of your control, and even though you are irrational at the time, sometimes all you need is a deep breath and some cool thoughts so you won't fall apart. I also learned that staying calm is the key to a good relationship, and no matter what happens, as long as you learn from your mistakes, you can always overcome any obstacles that may come your way. Yours truly, Midnight Moon

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(all photos by bunny-speak)

This is my Rose Quartz cosplay. I wore it to AnimeNEXT in June, and have never in my life felt more accepted, beautiful, and at home in my body. I want to thank my cosplay partners,  bunny-speak and elyseexplosion, for their help on this costume, ghostcowboy for calming me down every time I thought I wasn’t good enough to cosplay, and averyfatopossum for being so enthusiastically supportive of me even attempting this. 

This costume was hand-made. Every curl on the wig I put there. Every stitch on the dress either bunny-speak or I sewed. My father helped built the sword. elyseexplosion helped me spray paint. I hand-painted all the details. It took months, but it all came together and to me, it is absolutely perfect.

From the moment I stepped out of our hotel room door, I felt a wholeness I had never really felt before. I felt that people were looking at me and not seeing a monster. Every time someone asked for a picture of me, I knew it wasn’t to mock me later. I could look people in the eye and feel like I was worth something when I was rose. Rose is huge. Rose is beautiful. I am huge.

So, to Rebecca Sugar, and all of the crewniverse, THANK YOU. Thank you for giving me, and anyone like me, someone beautiful and kind and bright and shining to look up to. Someone who isn’t the butt of every joke, someone who isn’t seen as repulsive. Someone who is, most importantly, loved. Thank you for giving us a giant woman who is shown as worthy of love and respect. I’ve never been able to cosplay comfortably before because I’ve never in my life seen a character that looked remotely like me that wasn’t a joke. Thank you for Steven Universe. Thank you for Rose Quartz.