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— the night never changed and nothing will

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Who is more jealous Nini or Soo? Could you show some gifs?

sorry this took so long, i’ve been having back problems and i couldn’t come to my laptop to answer sooner T_T

when it comes to question, i think that they both get jealous, but Soo is better at hiding it... when Ji gets jealous, it’s usually so obvious because he gets pouty, moody and even his mood sours.. 

i don’t there’s a better pic to show that than this one-

i remember watching this moment and thinking wait, they’re right in front of him, but he’s looking to the side (later someone pointed out that he was watching them in the monitor, which makes sense of where he’s watching but again it doesn’t make sense because he’s in the first row to watch it lmao) avoiding watching it directly, and acting like something that he doesn’t like at all is happening... which is two bros finishing their punishment, but mr. Ji here is like ‘nah!’ :’)

some other examples:

(Soo was talking about his colleague here, and Ji didn’t react/move even when the rest burst out laughing since Soo called his hyung Insungie)

~and many, many, many more moments, really :3

Now when it comes to Soo, he’s not so obvious... but he has his moments-

cr to the owners! :)

i know it’s not much, but there are so many compilations of jealous moments on yt or even here that you can check out! :)

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[Calendar/lockscreen] kaisoo: June!

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I love you all, you're the best❤❤ do you know new fics where there's a fight (angst), but they make up?

right back at you sweetheart 😘😘😘  check these out!

Backslide - Kyungsoo is sure no one can fully change, especially not his ex, but when his frustration gets unbearable and he finds himself in Jongin’s bed, he realizes how wrong he was. 

Borderline  - Kyungsoo is about to marry jongin when he finds out that he is a lost prince and jongin is there to watch over him. it s m rated and it has around 17k for now

just leave me in pieces - kyungsoo tells jongin that he cant have everything he wants with him, but in the end they makeup even if jongin gets hurt. quite sad

distorted memories - kaisoo were neighbours for some time and then kyungsoo leaves suddenly. jongin feels hurt because he didnt know. Kyungsoo comes back and he is sorry 

I’m still angry - fight and make up, they argue in their building’s elevator and get stuck there together

Heaven - series of oneshots with bad boy kyungsoo and not/bad boy jongin dhfhs (they fight a few times but always make up), smut, slight angst too uwu 

Something Up Fate’s Sleeve - soulmate / red string of fate au. they don’t like each other at first but see they’re meant to be together, kyungsoo is an actor and a bit playboy while jongin is a journalist only focused to interview soo (at first)

november sky - apocalyptic au, blind!kyungsoo is hiding at his place but thief!jongin breaks in - a very clumsy one and kyungsoo has no choice but to give him a place to stay

Find A Way To My Heart - they are in love and see the world through pink glasses and kyungsoo agrees to move in with jongin but their different lifestyle soon drives them nuts!!

a little conflict [for you and for me] - kyungsoo and jongin get into a little domestic argument which leaves kyungsoo in tears and their friends come to help them

fall to pieces - royalty au. since they were born, both princes were destined to marry each other but at first there’s frustration and both fight (jongin hurts kyungsoo) until one day jongin wakes up with kyungsoo next to him and realises his mistake

we hope you’ll like these uwu- KFR Admins

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A VERY SPECIAL KID AU EPISODE (Part 2)

I love y'all my fellow shippers (╥╯﹏╰╥)ง

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Kaisoo Tarot

I will preface this by saying that tarot is an inexact art, and is very open to interpretation. In fact, that’s the whole point – to take the lessons and apply them to your own life. I learned to read the cards quite a few years ago from a dear friend of my mother’s. The original cards and book she got me were lost in a fire, but I have several other books and sets of cards now.

As we went into 2019, we EXO L’s and especially Kaisooists were surprised with a bit of news. I’m sure you know what I’m talking about. I’m not going to make any assumptions about the truth of that story – I’ll leave that to all the excellent examinations I’ve seen so far of the Dispatch articles, Instagrams, etc.

What I decided to do was pull cards for Jongin, for Kyungsoo, and for the two of them as a unit. Whether this unit is a business relationship as members of the same group, as friends, or as romantic partners, I did not ask the cards. I simply wanted to see what the cards said when I gave them the most basic of information.

I decided to do the simplest spread – three cards. It’s still plenty of information without being totally overwhelming or making this post a mile long. I do apologize for the length of this post, however. I tried to keep it brief, I swear! I also decided to use the cards that Yixing included with his Namanana album, since he’s connected to Kyungsoo and Jongin. Interestingly to me, on stage when he’s with EXO, he stands between Kyungsoo and Jongin. I’m not sure if that means anything but I decided it might.

I pulled cards for Kaisoo first, again with the caveat that I didn’t specify what the relationship was, just Kyungsoo and Jongin together in some form.

I got card XV – the devil. Actually this card “jumped out” while I was shuffling the cards, and my mentor says that this means the card wants to be read, so I placed it first. The devil card talks about being under the spell of a lie, and that the consequences of that lie are real. It talks about a belief system that needs an overhaul, and that there are feelings of denial, justification, and fear involved. If you apply this to one or both of them being not straight I certainly can see where the lie is (if they’re pretending to be straight, either like Kyungsoo, not acknowledging any relationship at all, or like Jongin, with his publicized relationships with women, which seem as though they might be false). The belief system that needs an overhaul – Korea isn’t very accepting of LGBT people so maybe that’s it? I can see where the denial and fear and justification come in as well – if they were revealed to be not straight it would certainly have an impact on their careers. The last thing that the devil card talks about is the idea that liberation from the lie is possible. Obviously, if they are not straight, they could choose to announce that, but at what cost?

The next card is X – Wheel of Fortune. This card talks about whatever troubles you being on its way out, that the coming changes are happy ones. It keeps repeating that change is a good thing, that you may be currently experiencing a low point but that all the good things are coming, are possible. I don’t see anything really troubling either of them in their public life – Kyungsoo’s career is at an all time high, EXO as a whole is doing well, and Jongin doesn’t seem to have really gotten any backlash from this relationship reveal. So perhaps this is referring to something much more personal, that I as a fan am not privy to.

The third card is I – the Magician. It talks about being in the right place at the right time, that your dreams are manifesting themselves. That you should pursue further dreams, that you can triumph against your haters and that anything is possible. This card says to get ready to dream big and also to act on those big dreams. I immediately thought of Kyungsoo and how his acting career has been something he’s wanted for a long time, being taken seriously as an actor, not just an idol actor. The fact that he’s getting so many great, diverse roles came to my mind.

Maybe I should have asked for a specifically “romantic couple” set of cards, because I keep feeling things about each of them individually but not so much as a romantic couple. I may pull another set with this in mind and see what I get.

Next, Jongin.

His first card is XX – Judgment. This card talks about karma, and says a lot of things about taking inventory, calling ourselves on our bullshit, and finding out how we will live up to our best self. I thought it was interesting that the book I used talked specifically about New Year’s often being a time we think about this kind of thing, and it also mentioned how magazines often focus on new things at this time of year. It talks about a major revelation that’s coming, and about changing the way you live even if the ramifications are scary. Again, there’s a lot of focus on what we’re hiding, and the need to be authentic.

The second card I pulled for Jongin was 0 – The Fool. This card doesn’t mean he’s stupid, quite the opposite in fact. It talks about having (justified) joy or optimism about your circumstances, about the desire to jump into new things but needing to remain grounded in reality. It talks about a relationship that may start or end, a new job (Kaisoo subunit? Jongin solo?) and that there will be problems down the road after some initial success.

Jongin’s third card was XVIII – The Moon. This is the card of fear, of the unknown, of confusion. It talks about needing to use our intuition, to study ourselves intently. It also talks about not making any sudden moves and to make sure to pay attention to the fact that more information is coming. This card mentions that the thing you fear is likely inside of you, not an external force, and that you need to face that before moving on.

Now, on to Kyungsoo. He’s my ultimate bias and I feel like I know him pretty well, but obviously I don’t know him personally. Still, I focused a lot on what I do know about him as I was shuffling his cards. A card also “jumped out” while I was shuffling, and it’s interesting what it was.

XV – The Devil. I pulled this card already, in the Kaisoo spread, but I got a bit different feeling as I read about it again. Whereas with the Kaisoo Devil card I got the feeling that whatever was bothering Kaisoo with regards to this card (things about living a lie with real consequences, and a belief system that needs an overhaul) were internal forces, related to themselves, with Kyungsoo my attention was drawn to the thought that he was chained to a negative force bigger than himself, and that to remain there is to settle for no freedom. I wondered if this had to do with EXO or SM, that maybe they were keeping him from things he wanted. Perhaps if Kaisoo is real, his contract specifies that it can’t be revealed? I did get a strong sense that liberation from this trap is possible, however.

XXI – The World. With this card, I could definitely see things about Kyungsoo’s life, at least professionally. It talks about how things you’ve accomplished have come about through your passion and hard work, that this is literally a dream come true for you. With all his amazing acting roles lately, he’s been getting a lot of awards and recognition, and this card says that. It also says he’s allowed to enjoy the attention, but to accept it humbly which I think he’s done. It talks about a very prestigious award coming his way, and that he’s earned some much desired rest time. So I hope he had a good vacation, wherever he went.

Kyungsoo’s last card was IV – The Emperor. This one I thought was interesting because it talks a lot about being logical, unemotional, and even hiding emotions, and Kyungsoo supposedly has a reputation for being stoic, although he’s very much not in real life, I think. I remember him earlier when he was much cuter publicly and much more demonstrative with his affections, and the Kyungsoo of the last few months reminds me more of that than he has in years. This card talked specifically of being a victim of management, which was interesting considering all the themes of hiding yourself I got in this spread. It talks about sticking up for yourself and staking a claim on something. He’s certainly been extra cute and affectionate lately, and I suppose you could interpret that as staking a claim on Jongin.

In conclusion, this was interesting, and I’ll probably do a few more readings on these guys to see if I keep getting the same themes or if something new comes up.

Also, if you would like a reading for yourself, send me a message and we can talk about it. There’d be no cost. 

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even on tumblr i’m the quiet kid that sits in the corner and doesn’t really know anyone

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i love how jongin

hits whoever 

is beside him

when he laughs 

but with kyungsoo he just kinda….

*cuddles*

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“Some people think that to be strong is to never feel pain. In reality the strongest people are the ones who feel it, understand it, accept and learn from it.”

— powerofpositivity.com

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some more of my favorite sunny looks for anon ♡

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omg bless you and all your amazing analysis! 💕

magazines play

My gamble is, the more things are put openly out onto the table. the safer it gets. this post will not be disproving any relationships (because at least 95% of population won’t believe in ‘conspiracies’ anyways) but about ‘so called coincidences’ and media play. 

No one would disagree that the media is a powerful tool for manipulating minds, a mean for surveying people’s unconscious reaction regarding topics being mentioned in media, and of course, the marketing and promotion of certain people and topics. (dw media won’t ever care about this post because they are being ‘exposed’ here, (don’t worry) this should be safe) 

Media can lie, and can work with bigger companies (obviously, or else why would we see ANY advertisement and exclusives at all for any brands e.g gucci, celebrities news etc)

first, 

Back in 2012 there was an insider post, and it said 

‘ji will possibility be paired with krys, they also discussed ji and yooxna. but this is unknown, this ji person’t doesnt like to do ship, boyx boy, girl x girl’

2012 insider post was one of the biggest evidence that kxk was planned. so if there is a first time, there will be a second (jxk).

but before kxk, two things happened 

1. infamous tae x ji x krys photoshoot WKxrea magazine photoshoot.

The magazine is released in July of 2015. The timeline makes sense as it is about a year before kxk. A good timing for sm to have just started planning kxk seriously. 

It is possible that sm used this opportunity to get feedback from the gp and fans about how people view these three together, and to promote kxk. Evidently, they saw the good reactions and made that the kxk ship sailed even before the scandal was released. 

In a general sense, this should just ‘an aesthetic photoshoot sm set up for promoting the three groups’ and no one would have suspected they were planning a scandal, but it is this benefit of doubt that makes it the bet way to get the most honest opinion about kxk from fans. 

This is therefore also the best way to make sure kxk will be ‘accepted’ and that people think they are ‘compatible’ image wise.

2.ji and yooxna’s elle magazine photoshoot

This seems to be the feb issue for elle magazine in 2016, two months before kxk

This time it is less direct because its elle magazine, and its already this close to 2016 april, hence I believe this is not to survey people’s reaction on yooxna and ji. but a promotion of ji’s ‘straigt image.’ 

of course this elle iss ue may not be a huge conspiracy this time, but simply a prep work to promote ji’s straight image. but isn’t it a coincidence that the same two pairings mentioned on the insider post both had a photoshoot for magazines? why yoonax? well because both are very aesthetic and popular idols and sm has deemed them compatible ever since 2012.

3. WKxrea and exoclusivesx release in june 2016 after kxk. 

why is it important to mention this? as we know there were different covers of all of ekso memebrs. this is a huge project that will cost WKxorea a huge sum of money (although they ofc will earn that back).

why is it significant? it is extremely rare for magazines to tie hand with idols, esp expensive groups like ekso and even have individual covers for each member. I have every reason to believe that after having a tae jij krys photoshoot in 2015 and ekso promotion in 2016. WKxrea and sm have a good relationship, and are somewhat partners. 

2018 WKxrea November issue, this happened

The two were put into the same magazine, and this is done by WKxrea again. Who I greatly believe have a good relationship with sm. (so sm can have influence) 

randomonline stores selling the issues named it:

so obviously, even selling websites recognize that those two are put together, fans would notice too. this is repeating kxk. jxk is being sailed and planted into our heads. 

and this also happened

Those two were put together back to back. 

Now this issue is released novemeber 2018, 2 months before the jan reveal. ‘Coincidently’, jixyoona was also released 2 months before the april reveal of kxk. You might ask then why not make them have a photoshoot instead, putting them together directly? But that won’t work and is not necessary because:

- it will be too obvious, yg and sm wont just suddenly join hands, all the stuff we see about taekxk and jixyoona are all artists from sm, that is much less supicious/ 

-  people did notice, and the ship sailed. 

- media manipulate our mind in the most subtle way. they dont need a photoshoot in our face to plant jxk into our heads. as long as people who buys this magazine sees ‘omg its jni! oh ji is in here as well!’ that idea seed is already planted. 

what is the conclusion?

what are the chances that ALL of the pairings sm planned to put ji with were published on magazines and made big titles on allkpoop / sucksoompi etc? from kxk to jixyoona to jnixji on the same issue back to back, I don’t believe in coincidences anymore. 

What are the chances of jxk on WKxrea when it is proven that sm def have good connection with WKxrea suggested by taekxk and exoclusivesx AND THEN this jxk thing published by WKxrea as well?

so what are the ‘coincidental’ chances that it is proven sm likes using magazine esp WKxrea as one of the mean of media play and promotion of their pairing (taekxk reactions, ji’s straight agenda for yoonaxji before dropping kxk)? and that jxn has been published together in the same WKxrea magazine that is shady with sm? And that all these issues are published in THE PERFECT TIMELINE that COMPLETELY fits all scandals that has been planned?

CLOSE TO 0. too many alignments, can’t be coincidental, has to be planned.

now will there be more of jxk photoshoots? this time it is UNSURE. jxk is smxyg. meaning sm doesn’t have complete control over everything. and since jxk is fake, I will assume that they actually never went on dates, and it is hard for yg or sm to have set up dates before hand due to their busy schedules and from two different companies. so, maybe there would be no evidence of past dates anymore. 

what i would NOT rule out though, is that they might use some sort of display (e.g photoshoot) to promote the couple instead. 

there are two ways of doing things, ‘reveal past dates to make a couple legit’ or actually pr and promoting the couple. 

both ways won’t discredit this analysis, and I will still have every reason to believe that media play is real, conspiracies do happen and sm and yg are never honest companies. 

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SUNNY ✧ SEASON’S GREETINGS 2019 BTS

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“And I understand. I understand why people hold hands: I’d always thought it was about possessiveness, saying ‘This is mine’. But it’s about maintaining contact. It is about speaking without words. It is about I want you with me and don’t go.”

— Unknown (via hplyrikz)