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My cat, #lich arklow, is petitioning for a name change with the local government.

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I’m not going to say it again: #lich arklow deserves to win first place.

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I’ve been silent for too long and can no longer bear to keep this inside: @licharklowirl is a good person and deserves many good things.

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like phum art or i will kill yoy

Michael and Jason in a maid dress because why not

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I have always felt uncomfortable with how Evillious handled its darker skinned characters. Lolan Eve is one of the few confirmed queer characters in Evillious and the only dark skinned woman of color in the series we see is a mean classist who is mean to the probably intellectually disabled Mikulia who is literally targeted by the duke because of her skin color and is the only member of the harem to tragically die at the hands of her rapist who sucked her spiritual energy out of her just to show how much of a bastard the duke is (her name literally means sorrows! Like the only dark skinned woman of color we actually get to properly meet is literally named after her suffering! Look, I know that was the name of her Vocaloid, but still!) said duke who is literally her rapist is turned into comic relief and is basically given a happy ending alongside the other characters and she is never brought up once again in the story and including the harem girls who should have not accepted their rapist’s invite to come back to the harem because of what happened to her but no, they seem to have conveniently forgot about her and what happened to her! We don’t get to see her opinion on the four of the girls coming back to their abuser, we don’t even see her again after her debut in the novel! She is mentioned once in the album and she just disappears from the narrative!

Here are several things in my opinion that makes things worse. Kayo you know, a young wasian woman who lost everything due to a racist xenophobe and his xenophobic group who literally committed her crimes because she wanted revenge for her husband and her dead son who were murdered by said xenophobe is dancing in waltz of the departed with the fetishizing racist rapist who raped the owner of the body she is currently in who is also her ancestor instead of you know her husband who she committed her crimes for! The song tries to make the duke seem like everybody else despite the fact that what he has done is truly unforgivable and heinous (all the others had tragic backstory too, but they didn’t go around raping literal children) like no he’s not just human! He’s a fucking rapist and a child predator! He does not deserve a second chance! Despite being made to literally showcase the duke’s cruelty, mostly all of the fandom completely ignores her character as well as the duke’s fetishism and racism towards her making jokes about her sexuality and giving her racist abuser sympathy and pity they should be showing her instead and some even defend this writing decision by saying that this was meant to be a fuck you to being gay was a choice first of all fuck these people don’t try to make this story seem progressive when it’s really not and also second of all even if that was the case, it still doesn’t make things better! You could have a message like that without having your only lesbian character of color being raped by a wealthy white man! And what also just really ticks me off is the fact that nobody in the fandom under that video of the song showed any discomfort or called Mothy out for literally having his rapist character basically be allowed to get off scott free even though they knew from his PV that he also raped children and made him dance with the woman (who looks like his victim and is a descendent of his victim) who lost everything due to xenophobia despite him being a racist asshole who literally kidnapped a lesbian because of her skin color and despite the fact that he could’ve had her finally reuniting with her husband, a lot of those people in the fandom read the books yet they did not call him out. None of them were angry. All of them just enjoyed the song and did not say anything. Lolan Eve was made to show the cruelty of the duke only for him to be given a second chance and get off scott free without any consequences for his actions (very weird given the fact that previous abusers like this were punished) and for the fandom that was meant to see her as a symbol of the duke’s cruelty only to woobify and baby him and completely ignore her and her suffering at his hands! The fact that her and Bruno’s sister are the only two dark skinned female characters we ever actually hear about and are basically only made the show how much of a bastard the white characters were meant to hate by them being brutalized by them are is just disgusting to me! Lolan doesn’t even get to have depth like some of the other queer characters in the story, she’s just the mean dark skinned lesbian who tragically dies at the hands of her rapist!

Rajih Assad is the only dark skinned Arab character alongside Lolan Eve despite the fact that most of the woman in the harem are also from their region which was based off of Arabian Peninsula. All the women we see from this area are pale and the only dark skinned one is killed by their rapist. Rajih is a character in the manga and is a character mentioned in the novel itself. His only role in the story protected and jealous of his lighter skinned childhood best friend and implied to be crush and to help Karchess, a white wealthy British man find his lover and free his lost friends, a wealthy white British man who treats him horribly by the way despite the fact that he was the only one who was able to help him find his lost love and is straight up classist to him all the way their entire conversation with one another. His character was literally only made to be victimized by a wealthy white man who steals his childhood friends away from him who due to this becomes a alcoholic and has to be helped and saved by a wealthy British white man whose literal first words to him is scolding him for giving up (never mind the fact that he’s a peasant going against in his own words a monster and a lord) and to help said white man defeat his childhood friends rapist only for one of his childhood friends to go right back to her abuser and we don’t even get to hear whether or not he approved this or not we don’t even see if he came with her for protection! Both him and Lolan were to further the plot and to show how much of a dick the duke is only for him to be given a second chance later!

Bruno Zero or known by his birth name Sigurd Zero which by the way are “amazing” names to give your only black character of importance (the name he is given literally means brown or dark haired and his last name is literally a number and zero at that and his birth name literally is defender or guardian) and also as one of the comments pointed out his race is literally named after beings that help guide others (very tone deaf and racist given his background like this is not a name white characters used to be racist or derogatory towards characters like Bruno this is just what they’re called aside from Maistians). He is the only black character of importance and is a former slave who had his family slaughtered in a cruel hunting game caused by racial violence not even Clarith was shown suffering! And later willingly becomes a butler despite the trauma he suffered from being a slave and a servant (this is after he arranges the death of his racist abuser by the way. Also Gallerian still felt guilty for sentencing Loki and still considered him a friend and still feels a chill down his spine when he learns of his death despite the fact that he knew what that bastard had done to Bruno and his family!) to a wasian man (who despite being mixed is not discriminated against despite the fact that in the previous book, it was shown the fact that there is racism shown towards people who are mixed in this universe) because he was the only one to treat him with kindness and treat him like a equal and because he was charmed by his ambitious nature. His character literally revolves around a wasian man (Gallerian) literally mostly everything he does is for his sake. He is the one to protect him from Ma by getting her to leave, he is the one who serve as both his butler and leader of his criminal organization, he arrest Nemesis because she killed Gallerian‘s wife and daughter and later saves nemesis because she is Gallerian’s daughter, he is the only character who is loyal to Gallerian after everybody else leaves him, literally stops wearing his hair up after Gallerian‘s death because Gallerian used to like it that way, literally only broke out of prison to protect Gallerian‘s fortune, was spared by his adopted daughter because of his connection to adopted dad, became a butler again and a spy only to die at the hands of Gallerian‘s daughter. Bruno shows up again only to help a white colonizer king get Lich and Seth (who was in disguise as Keel). 3 of his main connections on the wiki are 1 white and 2 wasian characters! He is a criminal who aids a another criminal in his corruption and assassinations and makes a creepy sexist jab for Nemesis to use her womanly charms to get her targets and ruthlessly orders her to kill her lover knowing that her target is her lover.

The only time we actually have dark skinned characters in the series is as plot points or as vessels to show how much a white character sucks or to aid a white character or a wasian character in Gallerian‘s case! Lolan was made simply to show how horrible the Duke is. Rajih was only made to help Karchess’s quest to save his lover. Bruno while more complex than the other two is still made to be Gallerian’s butler and to showcase how racism is wrong (very ironic considering some of the writing decisions including the ones I just mentioned surrounding him. And the worst part is, I don’t see enough people in this fandom talking about the racism in the story and I feel like people in this fandom give the story way too much praise for being progressive while in reality while yes, it does have some progressive themes. It is really not that progressive and actually does have a lot of bigotry in it!

(also quick little rant about things I also do not like: I hate how the duke is allowed to have the four women who he fucking raped come back to him because he “changed” the reason why this doesn’t work is because unlike the other sinners the duke didn’t do something that while yes can happen won’t happen to you on the street! He is a rapist and it’s a dangerous message to send that someone like him should be allowed to be forgiven for doing something that horrendous and violating and traumatic to someone especially since a lot of the fans of the series are impressionable teenagers and a other thing I hate is the fact that Bruno never shows hatred towards Ma for putting quell a rebellion in Maistia by the natives or was working with very racist people who were literally owning slaves including Bruno himself and the fact that this is never brought up in the fandom and the fact that Elluka and Gumillia literally did black face with mud, not with magic or anything like that but mud (even if they did it with magic it would still be horrible obviously) and also the fact that the only other dark skinned male character we see is a xenophobic antagonistic figure stopping our two main leads from entering his country)

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So I was listening to Hatchet Town from Nerdy Prudes Must Die made by Starkid and thought about how that song fit the state the climb one was probably in during the murders that were going on that were caused by Seth and Lich. And also, I’ve come to a realization as well. If the crew had had their memories, then one of the main reasons why everything would’ve been chaos is because their last moments with one another probably weren’t pleasant. There was a murderer on the loose, everybody on that ship probably was blaming each other left and right and accusing each other of being the murderer and if they did use DNA evidence then there could’ve been a mess up and people could’ve accused and suspected Michaela being the murderer and even if they found out Lich was the main culprit that still doesn’t change the fact that there’s going to be obvious still suspicion in people’s minds about her role and all this, considering the fact that she was his sibling. And then the possibility that Catherine helped with some of the murders would lead to people, probably attempting to kill her in cold blood when they awoke for the first time as spirits only to realize that every murder attempt would be futile, except if she went out of the forest. They would mostly all of them would despise each other for past actions in the ship during the murders like trying to put the blame on them and trying to accuse them of being the killer and suspicion of fellow accomplices being amongst them.

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Seth after realizing both him and Michaela took the forms of the people they loved despite their love being unrequited: You know inferior younger clone of the man I love I don’t know whether not to call you a twin or a copycat?!

Michaela who’s just had it with this man’s bullshit: Compare yourself to me again I dare you…

Seth: What don’t like hearing the truth?! You’re exactly like me! A selfish parasite who leeches on to others in order to feel loved and understood regardless of the consequences!

Michaela grab him by the neck: I am nothing like you!

Seth: keep telling yourself that Arklow but one day just like your brother you’re going to realize the truth of what and who you are.

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notes ggame because i want notifications or something. i doubt anyone will participate though lmao

1 note - i will doodle something (reached)

10 notes - ill try to be more active or something

15 notes - will send 1 ask to all of my mutuals and try not to get anxious!!!

30 notes - ill finish the art ive been procrastinating on

50 notes - ill stop cutting forrrr 3 days

100 notes - ill eat something

150 notes - ill go outside

250 notes - ill beg my mom for airi nui !!!!!!!!!!!!!please make it here

350 notes - ill start working on getting stuff ready for school

450 notes - ill make a big kandi cuff?!?!

500 notes - ill doodle some of your fav characters

650 notes - ill play a game with you guys?!?!? if enough people are interested

750 notes - kinda has to do with 100 notes one, ill also give up my plan on starving myself

850 notes - ill organize my things better

1000 notes!!!! - ill actually start to work on my health or something!!! but i wont stop cutting. that doesnt count.

yeah ook

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notes game!!! ☆

50 notes : i'll start getting dressed in the morning (everyday !!!)

75 notes : i'll send more asks to moots !!!

100 notes : i'll draw more

125 notes : i'll actually remember to post the art .

150 notes : i'll find the motivation to add to my wall of pictures !

200 notes : i'll stop eating unhealthy snacks (doesn't mean i'll stop snacking, i'll just eat healthy stuff like fruit.)

300 notes : order the rin plushie i want so bad !!!

400 notes : clean up my room regularly :)

450 notes : i'll start grinding on pjsk again

500 notes : i will brush my teeth 2 times a day (because i have like 7 cavities)

600 notes : i'll stop picking at my skin every chance i get

700 notes : i'll start exercising / playing miku boxing everyday when my knee heals

750 notes : I'll start making more cool kandi :3

800 notes : start reading more normal fanfics

900 notes : start writing more fanfics !!

950 : ill practice card edits more !!!

1000 notes : i'll go through my closet...

1100 notes : i'll start looking into therapy ! (My mom said i can start going if i feel as i need it)

1300 notes : i will limit my cai use !!!

1500 notes : i'll start posting english covers....

2000 notes : i'll come out as bisexual to my family (at the bottom because i know everyone doesn't want me to)

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WHY DID YOU CHANGE YOUR @

its mango time

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Evil rin

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tyff✌️

what if riliane was a riliane

If riliane was a breed then i'd want to be a rilaine so bad bro.

I dont know if i want to be riliane or if i want to kiss riliane

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What if u were a riliane who kisses rilianes🤔🤔🤔

what if riliane was a riliane

If riliane was a breed then i'd want to be a rilaine so bad bro.

I dont know if i want to be riliane or if i want to kiss riliane

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How old do you think Lich and Michaela were when they died?

I believe they are close in age because they went to college together. So I think they were similar in age when they died. So what do you think their ages were?

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cross ships are beautiful