cai (pronounced k like the letter), he/him. trans and aroace. Star Wars fan (derogatory) but lots of malevolent posting these days. I tag nsfw and as requested. 22 <- WHAT.
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got my ta assignment. I am solely responsible for the laboratory safety of 60 people who will be on average three years younger than me and seven inches taller
#crazy the mind of weight the expectation of responsibility can carry#I don’t know these young adults yet but I’m afraid of them and I feel like I’d die for them
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the fact that my big four (? I think it’s four) stories that peeled something away from my eyes and then punched me in the throat are all basically about being irrevocably fundamentally different and maybe it’s something you always were that you had been failing to let yourself be and maybe you have been materially changed from who you were before but none of it matters what matters is are you happy like this? does this feel better? even if it hurts and doesn’t make sense half the time, are you in love?
and I still have yet to internalize the memo
#I know I made that four circle Venn diagram way back in feb 2023 but enigma deserves to be in one of those comparison posts#shoutout to artists who draw john malevolent like the enigma even though afaik it’s coincidental#because yeah. that’s it.
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GOD this comic is so good everyone read enigma right NOW!!!
reading enigma the definitive edition with notes and stuff at the back. you wish you were me
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reading enigma the definitive edition with notes and stuff at the back. you wish you were me
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several times now I have dreamt of a scene and then thought wait I should make a post analyzing this frame by frame and then I wake up and it’s not real. which I should have put together by the change from live action to animated but still. it’s the same fake scene from the same fake show every time too.
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attempting to learn to draw from scratch is going notsogreat so if anyone has recommendations that were helpful to them (esp if they pertain to character art specifically, in any style) I would love to see them
#I don't know why this feels so demoralizing maybe because the goal is to eventually draw things others will see?#like I suck shit at the violin but I still play Every Day Brother. no lack of motivation there
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reading a manga adaptation of call of cthulhu like ok this is doing a pretty good job of showing the impossible angles and distortion stuff. oh yeah racism
#book club#is it better to illustrate ethnically ambiguous dark-skinned hordes of cultist killers#or to verbally detail their racial makeup in the most exacting phrenological character before getting into the human sacrifice stuff#genuinely do not know which is more uncomfortable
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🫵 YOU. STOP WHERE YOU ARE
say something nice about prev!!! find something cool about them!! give their blog a skim!!
compliments are FREE TO GIVE so GIVE THEM OUT. pls. thamnk. (◍•ᴗ•◍)
#prev posts frequent recommendations (own and others)#showing both personal wisdom and a passion for discovering more everywhere it can be found#these are highly admirable qualities and I think in the age of algorithmic deserve to be treasured and aspired to
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i'm sorry but a lot of you guys need to be writing short stories.
#easiest way to read consistently and gain a tolerance for it/better critical lit skills is short fiction#I have two sets of syllabi reading lists I’m happy to share
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The Beginning of the End
TLDR: Your regularly scheduled programming will be available after a short break, due to the early release of the previous segment.
Recrimination Season 3 is now complete and available to read online! Longtime followers of this work know that Rec is planned for four seasons in order to match Rebels. That means there’s only nine episodes left… forever!
A lot has changed since I began writing these scripts. I’m typing this on the floor of my new apartment (next to my mattress, since the bed frame isn’t here yet) while trying to recover from the ice cold shower I just took (our hot water is out, just in time for my official move-in today). The first day of orientation for my graduate program is Friday, and I have a lot of paperwork to fill out before then so I can actually get paid.
What does this mean for Recrimination? To be honest, not much. I hold myself to very firm deadlines in order to make sure I release one episode a month during the academic year and three a month during the summer. I want to be able to share this story with you all before I loose the time to tell it in as much depth. This summer especially I pushed hard to get all nine episodes of Season 3 out before my move, because I was worried I wouldn’t be able to start if I stopped.
Season 4 will be no different from Season 2. One episode will release each month from September to May. The only change is that the wait for S4E1 is going to be a lot longer, since there’s still three weeks left in August.
How am I spending this time? This is by far my longest break since I started the scripts in June 2024. Actually, it’s kind of the first real break? I’m going to be doing all the life stuff I mentioned above, plus getting a chance to read and work on some art development, at least on the weekends.
I think the end of Season 3 really lends itself to this kind of delay, and I don’t think anyone is fully caught up so I’m not torturing anyone with the suspense. If you want to know what happens next, the outlines are up and available too- they just tend to be a little less exciting in their prose.
This isn’t a hiatus. I am, as always, available and eager to take questions, comments, and any manner of discussion on this blog. Don’t be shy!
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THE FUCKING TIME LOOP
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three pages left however. the move
#current plan is wake up early#OR cheat and finish tonight#depends on how long it takes to clean the thrift furniture
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We need an insult for people who are excited to invent new slurs for hypothetical situations that don't yet exist, I propose 'racist.'
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please please please... people who don't know... it's very important that eli vanto is not white..... thank you everyone for your attention
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