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PSA: MOVING

Hey, everyone, Big announcement; Caine is moving to my main DBH RK twins blog @replicantdeviancy! There she will be joining her predecessors and effectively bringing the family together. This blog will not be deleted but archived and all current threads will be continued at her final destination.

Please welcome her to the team!

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❣ (you didn't reblog it here but do i ever play by the rules?)

Send me a ❣ and I’ll gauge my character’s attraction to yours at this point in time

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@trojanmade​ Continued from ▲.

▌ ▲▐ ─────                    The sudden force pressed against her wasn't expected, though not wholly surprising. Caine felt herself slammed into the concrete wall hard enough to send particles of aged debris raining down upon her head, covering the blonde of her hair in fine grey dust. Her arm, gripped in a nearly crushing hold, twisted high against her back and she felt the strain of her joints from within. Advanced as she was, as painstakingly crafted her body was, she was not immune to damage. She would break if Sera continued the momentum of force.

                   And Caine longed for it.

                   A devious half-smirk drew her mouth upwards, enough to dimple the soft synthetic flesh which was smooshed tight to the solid barrier. The idea of injury, of sustaining heavy damage excited her. Feeling Thirium leaking from her reserves, shattered metal framing and blistered, fractured plastic. Caine felt her nerves come alight with the anticipation of it.

                   Bright eyes clouded with wicked intention peered over her shoulder at the angered deviant at her back. Pre-constructions flooded her mind, the position of her body to Seras, the direction and angle of her weight bearing down. A soft hum resonated in her vocal processor, nearly a growl. “Dont threaten me with a good time, Sera.”

                   ┌                            Calculating…                                                      ┘

                   “I might just expect you to uphold your obligation.”

                   ┌                            Execute                                                   ┘

                   Without warning a dainty, heeled foot slid between the deviants feet. Caine hooked her ankle with her toes and pulled, dragging the deviant off balance. All that was required to free herself, just enough give. Caines body twisted in Seras compromised hold and her free elbow swung back, just outside of the natural range of human motion, and slammed into the deviants nose. The captured arm was torn free and with her momentum built Caine turned to face the other as she tossed her almost effortlessly to the floor.

                   Sharp, quick taps of heels circled, bright eyes watchful with glee. That grinning mouth had not faltered in its upturn, though there was no malice in the expression. Not even when the blonde had been treated so roughly. If nothing else she appeared pleased. “Come on, Bunny,” she practically teased. “Give me your best. I want to see what a Trojan can do.”

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verttrxumt·:

“You think so? That’s the first time I hear someone saying that to me if I’m being honest.” She couldn’t help the little laugh that passed her lips. “But I think, even if I would use it as my advantage, I still would manage to mess up something and end up ruining everything, although it might be good for getting some information…” She could tell by the LED on her head that she was an android, yet she looked so human. It always surprised her and for a moment she had thought that she was, indeed, human. “I think this description fits you a bit better”

▌ ▲▐ ─────                    The blonde felt her mouth quirk gently in response to the girls words, almost a smile. Almost. Brows raised and she laughed a little, shyly. “I don’t know what you mean,” she replied, her voice just a touch softer than before. Less mechanical. She glanced over to the human in her midst and finally she made herself smile. Only a little, something gentle and warm. “I am only what I was programmed to be; no more, no less. Nothing enigmatic about me.” Liar.

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PDA

Public display of aggression

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“I dare you: Break me. Drown me. Burn me up. Strangle these words right out of my throat. I dare you. You don’t stand a chance. Don’t you know? Listen to my whisper: I was born a winner.”

— do not let me hit first. | r. s. (via fabstan)

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                                        Eva “Caine” Anderson

Disorders -

Caine was born Eva Anderson a year after her brothers, on Christmas eve. For this reason she was named Eva, however she rejected the name as she suffered from Dissociative Disorder. To her, “Eva” is another person entirely and not herself. She also struggles with a feeling of non-binary gender identity. She does not have any specific discontent for her female body but her mental chemistry is set firmly in the middle of the spectrum. She does not identify as female, however she uses female pronouns as a means of making others comfortable. This is not for their benefit. It is a manipulation tactic.

Clinically diagnosed as having a sociopathic brain, Caine struggles with making any real world connections with others apart from her brothers. She is not particularly interested in making friends and only forms connections with most as a means of gaining something from them if the necessity arises. She is wholly married to her job and due to her work she has been considered for the FBI at her young age. She has refused the position multiple times, mostly due to the deep familial tie she shares with Connor and Xander. That, and Special Agent Perkins presence causes her to delve into a very dark headspace. She mas fantasized more than once about bashing his skull in.

Note: Caine does not display any traits of violence towards animals or androids. She has a severe lack of empathy though it is mostly conveyed towards human beings. 

Habits -

She enjoys fighting. Literally fighting. Bare knuckles, blood and sweat, feeling her fists connect with bone and tissue gives her a thrill like nothing else. However she is a reserved individual who does not allow her emotions, what little she can properly relay, to get the better of her and she quells her urges. She has become a substantial gym addict in recent years as it gives her a way to focus her mind and body through pain that she deems productive.

Caine is nearly as bad as Connor when it comes to forgoing food, though it isn’t for the same reason. She enjoys the pain as much as the dizziness that comes with serious hunger. It’s a thrill to her dulled senses. Mixing this sensation with caffeine makes it even better.

She is a thrill seeker and enjoys a challenge as much as she loves the thrill of the hunt. Putting psychotic criminals behind bars is something she lives for, even when she is well aware that she’s one seriously bad day away from becoming just like them.

Sexuality -

Demisexual like her brothers, she is lesbian leaning as her romantic inclinations sway towards females. She enjoys the idea of protecting them, but she longs for a woman who can dominate her completely or stand on equal ground with her.

Because of her emotionally dulled senses Caine isn’t interested in sex. More she longs for a connection with someone that rivals that of the affection she feels for her siblings.

Misc -

She is a bit of an audiophile. She loves sensation of any kind as she feels dulled in a grayed out world. She listens to music with heavy base and loves ASMR.

Caine is extremely manipulative when it suits her. She is not bothered by half truths and secrets. She only expresses what is necessary as a strategic measure. However, she does not tolerate lying from others.

While she isn’t an android activist she is passively protective of deviants. She has, in the past, purposefully thrown peers off of the trail of a deviant she believed was just in their actions, whatever it was that garnered the attention of the police. While she can’t legally kill anyone who brings harm to androids, she has been responsible for an accident or two in the past that involved tragedy.

Pathway Unlocked: Caine is not a romantic person by any means, but she does feel some kind of attachment to others in varying degrees. If she meets a girl that can get past her barriers and make her feel she will be loyal forever. She can seem flippant, cold and disinterested, but her distance is merely a product of her mental illness. She does have the capacity for love, but it feels outwardly stilted at best.

Note: She does not lie or manipulate those she falls for. She does not play games or act as a means to emulate emotions she does not feel. If she is outwardly lifeless and numb it means she is revealing her true self and that she has gained that deeper trust with someone, enough so that she can open up safely.

She does have large emotional outbursts at time when things build up past the numbness. She has been seen crying loudly or screaming in anger, only to return to tepid calm moments later. It is rare, but it happens. Even she is unsure of the triggers.

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deviated-android·:

“Exactly.” Another chuckle escaped his lips at the other’s feigned disgust. He was definitely glad that someone else agreed about the whole mouth analysis thing. “I wonder why whoever made that decision chose the mouth exactly. I mean out of all the places to have it, it had to be the mouth.”He rolled his eyes, his grin only brightening the more they spoke.“I feel like it would have been far less weird if it were in our fingers or something, you know?”  

▌ ▲▐ ─────                    “Better than any other manufactured orifice. Let’s at least agree upon that.” A jest, obviously, but the idea did spark a little bout of laughter. “Though if you think about it, having even more sensitive fingers would be impractical. I could only hope to explain it like one would describe to a human how it might be to taste with your fingers. How gross could that get? At least we can choose what to put in our mouths.” Thirium. Days old blood. Various other types of bodily fluids. It didn’t make the idea any less disgusting, though Caine was far less bothered than she pretended to be.

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caffeihated·:

THERE’s a glare sent towards Caine, but there’s a hint of distrust. Fear. 

“ Did I fucking stutter? Get my coffee now. … Fucking androids. “

▌ ▲▐ ─────                    Yup, there it is... The female rolled her eyes rather dramatically at Gavins antics. “Your attempts to both intimidate and irritate me are pathetic cries for attention. You are perfectly capable of obtaining your own caffeinated beverage.  You legs aren’t broken.” Flippant, even teasing her words were. But then a change, a sudden coldness as the mask fell away and for a brief instance Caine allowed the human to witness what lay beneath. Cold eyes, hard and vividly intense they seemed to pierce his very soul. “Unless you’re saying that is your goal in all this, to which I certainly have the ability to provide.”

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cyberlifeempathy·:

Her BROTHER? Eyebrows knitted together and, for a second, there was a falter to Joanna’s own disguise. Some sort of hope shining in cobalt eyes. Hope for this android yet though she was quick to extinguish it. Perhaps once she was more CERTAIN, the female android would be privy to her softer side. Already, she had gone through so many risks for Xander, had allowed that part of her to slip even when they were within the walls of the company. It had been a bold move and Joanna should know to keep such things quiet. And yet she had broken those boundaries the first time the male android had come to her in DISTRESS

Drawing back to the android, a hand reached out only to lightly grip the jaw of the other, carefully turning her head to study the LED light upon her temple. Merely basic examination as well as to check for any damages in the surface level of the face. Even the smallest fissure would warrant at least a small repair, the company would want to ensure their newest model was at peak capability in every way. ❝   Please deactivate your synthetic skin so I can check for any damages.  ❞

Her mind did still linger on the words spoken, of course. PROTECTIVE. What would she need to be protective over? Joanna was certain she had proven she was no threat to androids, especially not Xander if Caine was so well aware of her bond with him. Or perhaps it was still just part of her game still. Pick apart any emotions, especially ones based upon Joanna’s relationship with her predecessor. Maybe for information to send to CyberLife, maybe to pick it apart and destroy, or maybe to satiate some sort of CURIOSITY. Motives were impossible to tell and there was always the possibility of LYING. 

❝   You act like some sort of older sibling and the RK900 unit and I are infatuated with each other. I can assure you that we have no such relationship.  ❞  Even though his presence could so easily bring a smile to her face or her heart skip just a beat no matter how STRAINED Joanna had become———

▌ ▲▐ ─────                    There was the faintest twitch of Caines lips, a barely there smirk that disappeared the instant it manifested yet the intensely focused eyes ��upon Joanna's gave hint to calculation as well as intrigue. The android was considering, yet her LED remained a cool and uncompromised blue which pulsed gently without falter. This one, though far more capable of outward emotion, was more collected than her predecessors. Just as she was meant to be. Focused, balanced and resolute. A predator ever watchful and something within Joanna had caught the tigress’ eye.

                   There you are.

                   At her command a slender, rather elegant hand came up to press two fingers to her temple, upon her LED. With a wave of gentle blue the sunkissed milk of her skin and warm strands of blonde drew away from the point of contact, fading with the light which swept against their retreating guise. Soon she was left bare, pristine whites and greys that comprised an android’s form exposed. Her hand fell away and came to rest with it’s twin, politely folded in her lap. Her eyes did not look at the human now, rather her interests had been drawn elsewhere. Pleased she had accomplished her own minuscule objective Caine ceased her probing coos.

                   She became distant almost immediately, though not wholly mechanical. How was she able to keep up this facade of humanity so seamlessly even when she was exposed for what she truly was? Or had she been? What lie beyond the depths of plastic and wire? What sinful thing had their company created through corrupt code?

                   “Whatever relationship you hold with Xander isn’t my business. I merely wished to express my interest to what I can only describe as affection towards you.” Affection, and a deep connection. It was something Caine didn’t understand, and it annoyed her. She disliked not understanding. Her ignorance disrupted her function. “However, perhaps I am a little too protective. Forgive me - it was how I was programmed to be.”

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                Do you believe I enjoy being ᴀʟᴏɴᴇ?                                                                                Foolish. 

                              This is simply who I am                              Simply what I ᴅᴇsᴇʀᴠᴇ.

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onceuponamusing‌:

                ALONE  and  LONELY                 are not the same thing.

                                  — but sometimes,                                   I get CONFUSED                                   about which I am.

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dovchkiin‌:

To provoke me is a horrible,                                               horrible,                                                                mistake.