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I'm currently about to start a manga Instagram! A mangstagram? Mangagram? Anyway I'm so excited on one hand yet I don't have social media skills to save my life... Well I will see if it works out.

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KangHee Kim aka Kang Hee Kim aka 김 강희 aka Tiny Cactus (Korean, b. 1991, Seoul, South Korea, based Brooklyn, NY, USA) - From her series Street Errands and Golden Hour, Photo Collages

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I just rewatched pride and prejudice (1995) with a friend today - the whole 4h long ass ride - and it was actually very fun and I once again realized what and why I like the story and the characters (the mains at least, seriously lizzys youngest sister and mother suck).

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Update haha that never happened I spend a full week with family members and it was very fun so nvm any crushes whatsoever

I'm maybe spending the Christmas holidays with someone I maybe slightly crush on while I know the person they like will be there too... this better turn out well for my brain.

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Two things I have noticed by rewatching Assassination Classroom about 4/5 years later.

- it is still incredibly sad and I cried a lot and the story is very, very, moving

- karma hot

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I had a tiny car accident today

Nobody got hurt or anything but it's my first accident ever

And the problem was that the brakes weren't. Working.. At all.

And like that kinda shit happens in movies a lot but it is so fucking scary in real life,

I couldn't do anything at ALL I just kept rolling

It's a brand new car. It shouldn't have defects like that, but it wasn't my fault either because i I didn't do anything wrong? Like I checked,,

And now I'm so scared if something like that happens on the street. Today it happened on a parking spot. But if the brakes won't work on a fucking street so many extremely bad accidents can happen and I'm so scared just to think about it

The worst is I don't know if my father will actually take it to some kinda check up since he probably believes it was a mistake I didn't realize I did.

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To type out my thoughts about shipwars at 4:16 am, I want to say I do think Saiki could be an aromantic / asexual character, it's actually quite likely, but first even if so that doesn't prevent any kind of character / relationship development from happening (dear person in that fanwar I just read, what the fuck?). There's a possibility of him dating Teruhashi someday which needs a lot of chara development mainly from her side and of course the condition that saiki likes her. There's also the possibility for him to date aiura, she'd also need some development... Mainly calming down a bit.

Basically, it's possible for saiki to have a relationship with one of the girls, it would need a lot of changes from their side and openness for a love relationship from saiki.

Thanks for coming to my Ted talk I guess :D

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I'm maybe spending the Christmas holidays with someone I maybe slightly crush on while I know the person they like will be there too... this better turn out well for my brain.

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Watching high school anime is just thinking "go children enjoy your clichée pure life" the entire time

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People always tell me "just wait" "you'll find your special someone" "youre still young" but like honestly fuck that bullshit im most likely gonna die alone because my closest male friend was living in animal crossing but even he moved.

Might as well spend my "youthful years" studying.

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I don't know how pinterest found out I want to study medicine, but thanks for the content I guess

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Ah, yes. Another night crying over dead fictional characters.

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One day I'll get rid of my self consciousness problems and I'll live with even more courage, afraid of nothing and I'll work hard to get there.

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Sometimes I'm having a good time then boom! Anxiety

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Also medicine is highkey hard and id have to basically sacrifice the rest of my youth in order to make it but I don't have a real social life anyway

Problem is that I might just stay alone my whole freakin life cause nobody will want me by the time I'm 30 sth and also I'm horrible at love stuff and no one's ever liked me before so that's great

In conclusion the question is: will I not get a life long partner because I focus only on my hard studies (again, if I get in that is), or will I not get a life long partner either way simply because I don't have the necessary social skills.

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So I'm seriously thinking whether or not I want to study medicine and I feel like I want to because it was my dream until I startet to think I was too stupid for that whole thing.

Now here I sit, no idea what to do with my life, and I finally realized I might just not actually be stupid and I might make a good doctor since I have the thing they call emphaty.

Yet my chances to get in are sooooo low.....