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minimoni713 · 5 years ago
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This is part 2 of the original story which is on wattpad under the username "agustD_1013". Part two contains chapter 6-10
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Part 2
Y/N woke up as usual the next day and went to school. But today was strange, all the students were giggling as they watched her, and unlike the other days, Bambam, Jackson and Mark did not wait for her at the school gate. She decided to confront the three at lunchtime as she was getting late for her class.
As she entered the classroom she walked over to her desk, seeing all sorts of things scribbled on it. She just shook these things off her mind as she was more concerned about the other three. Half of the day passed by and everybody rushed to the cafeteria. She was not ready for it, she was not ready to confront them. All sorts of questions were wandering her mind;
What if the video was real? What if they did say those things about me?
No one was in the corridor, she assumed that they probably went out to eat, half the school doesn't even eat in the cafeteria. As she was walking in the corridor she saw pictures of her everywhere with rude things about her. Her doubts were turning into reality. It couldn't be a coincidence that the three didn't wait for her at the gate as they usually did, her desk scribbled with rubbish about her, and all these pictures with all sorts of blunt comments about her.
But when she opened the door to the cafeteria, she saw that the whole school was there. But that was not the problem now. She wandered her eyes until she let it land on Mark, Bambam and Jackson's table, but they were with her brother and their friends. Since when did they become friends with them. She was walking past all the tables to reach Mark, Bambam, and Jackson's table. Everybody was giggling at her, and shooting death glares. It made her feel uncomfortable talking to the three in front of them but she had built up all the courage in herself to go up to them. She brought out her mobile showing them the video blackpink had shown her before.
"This is not true, you never said those things about me, did you?" She asked, emotionally broken.
The entire cafeteria was quiet now, watching the drama they have been waiting for all along.
BTS & GOT7 let out small chuckles till Mark spoke up
"Well to me it doesn't look edited, so what do you think?"
"Why? Why would you do this to me? I trusted you guys, I thought you would never leave me" she asked emotionlessly.
"It's so sad that a worthless piece of shit like you fell for guys like us. Just saying but no one will ever love you, you're just a waste of space" Mark continued.
This was it, the moment everybody was waiting for. Everybody started laughing, including her brothers and the three.
Jackson stood up looking straight into her eyes opening his mouth to speak up
"It's your fault for trusting us. Just a little advice: don't trust anybody with that past of yours. You should research about somebody before trusting them, should've done that with us just like we did to you. Oh yeah you asked why right? Well I have two reasons; one because of what you have done to your family and how much you made them suffer, and two this is what we do; make girls fall for us and then break their hearts".
" Jackson, what are you telling her about pettiness. After what she has done to them do you think she can walk around proudly like she matters. Of course not but yet she does, that means she doesn't even have the slightest regret for making them suffer" Bambam said.
" Well we have a surprise for you" they said.
Y/N who now had her head hung low in misery, lifted her head up slowly with sorrow in her eyes. You could see the betrayal in them.
All the lights of the cafeteria went off and the projector started playing.
It was a video of Y/N, all her secrets which she shared with three that she trusted. Those secrets that were worth her life for her. It was not just that, but it was a hate video towards her. All rude comments, all those pictures that were taken of her when she was beaten up or spilled food on. They were all there. Y/N had never felt this humiliated in her life.
When the video ended she was just standing there shocked and ashamed. But this was not the end Suga came up to her and continued talking
"You should thank all of us for giving you a little break, and be ready now because it's ended".
Suddenly Bambam added to that "And this time it's not just them but also us"
She felt herself getting beaten up, but couldn't feel anything due to the numbness already in her body. Y/N just let it happen.
(Y/N p.o.v)
I felt myself getting severely beaten up. I let it happen. What was I thinking about those three, actually liking me. I should have known from the beginning that they're all liars. But they are right, why would anybody like someone like me?
(Narrator)
But after some while instead of warm stings of the beatings she felt herself being drenched in cold liquid; milk. All the students surrounding her threw all of their lunch at her. She could see IU from the corner of her eyes just staring at her emotionally. IU wasn't the one to beat her that often yet she hated her. Y/N believed this was the end of her.
(IU p.o.v)
I was just staring at how the school kids, BTS, and GOT7 were beating and throwing stuff at Y/N. Even though I'm her sister I never felt sorry for her. After all she has done, she deserves this. I was looking at how she was treated and I started crying. It's her fault she's being treated like this.
She couldn't take it anymore; all this humiliation was killing her. Her meaning came into her life in ten seconds but left in one.
She pushed past all the students to go home. Instead of doing what she usually would; to cry, she took a shower first and settled all her thoughts down. But she couldn't let her past keep on effecting her, she was pictured for something she didn't do.
(Y/N p.o.v)
The abuse and lies were killing me. I am framed for something I didn't do. I never did any of those things. Only if somebody understood me. Only if someone would listen to me. But I guess no one was sent down to help me.
(Narrator)
It all started 6 years ago. That time Y/N was 11 years old. She used to go to dance, and so one day when her mom picked her up from her dance class they were walking home happily; in fact, the happiest they had ever been. But suddenly a group of men came up to them and started beating her mom.
Y/N tried with all her will to stop them; she was crying for help but her cries were too low to be heard. Not only that but one guy was holding her down and he was too strong for her. One of the guys suddenly took out a knife and stabbed her mom three times.
All those men just left her and her dead mom there. She was a crying mess. Then she was just an eleven-year-old, she didn't know what to do.
She crawled to where her mom was lying and picked up the knife, and that's when people started appearing with the police and interviewers. It was like time had stopped to wait for the moment to capture the innocent.
Her mom's body was taken to the hospital and the next day she made the headlines;
"11-year-old the murderer of her mom".
It was all false accusations against her, and that time she had no evidence that it was not her. Even her own family believed it but when she was arrested she was released out of jail by her family, to save their pride.
Directly after that her family wanted to disown her but she was too young so they sent her to a mental hospital. After spending good two abusing years there, she was met with more abuse from her family and the students at school.
(Y/N p.o.v)
Till today I remember that day. It was never me who killed mom, it was those three men. Nobody believes me. But why? Why do they think I would ever kill her? Because of that incident till today I suffer 6 years of suffering and abuse
When can this stop? It was like time had stopped to frame the innocent, but why me? The only thing I remember from that time is one man talking on the phone; they were contract killers and the name Ailee. But I have no evidence to prove the truth. I think this is the end of me.
"Mom why couldn't you take me with you?"
"There is no use of being alive anymore"
"There's nothing to live for"
"I wish I was the one who died,that night"
Y/N recalled from her past, maybe it was her fault that her mother died. It was tomorrow that her life started; tomorrow was her birthday. She decided that tomorrow she was going to fix all the problems.
Instead of going to bed early today, she stayed up researching her mom's case. She wanted to bring justice to her mom and herself, knowing that there wouldn't be many articles about the truth. Half an hour had passed when she remembered something; hearing the name Ailee. She remembers her dad having a friend named Ailee from when she was young.
(Y/N P.O.V)
After searching for half an hour on the internet I never found anything, that's when something lit up in my mind. I remember hearing the name Ailee. After I think about it I also remember dad having a friend named Ailee. And Rosé's mom, isn't she also called Ailee. Could this name just be a coincidence or is she the same Ailee.
(Narrator)
That's when she found one article concerning the truth.
It listed only one witness that had heard the conversation between the men and the women on the other line when they were talking on the phone. The witness had stated that they were contract killers that they had killed the little girl's mom and not the little girl herself. She remembers hearing that the woman the guys were talking to was called Ailee. She overheard that the lady on the other line loved the victims husband a lot.
After reading that Y/N got all her conclusions correct. She opened a document and typed all her thoughts and conclusions that came matching. She printed it out and also the article from earlier.
(Y/N P.O.V)
I had finally found an article concerning the truth, so I clicked on it. I was just reading the article when tears started flowing down my face. I couldn't believe this, so all of it was true, it was not just me. But why didn't this witness stand up for the truth. She could've bought justice to mom. At least she said something to the media. Now I will bring justice to my mom.
(Narrator)
Y/N's dad has a secret hidden camera in every room to keep a track of what she does, but Y/N being the smart girl she is, she knows where all the cameras are hidden. Earlier she had already snuck into her dads' room and took the footage of her stepmom with another man. She put all her evaluations in an envelope with a note.
Now she could finally sleep in peace, knowing that tomorrow she was going to end all this hate.
Now she could finally sleep in peace, knowing that tomorrow she was going to end all this hate.
She woke up by the loud shouting of her family & the ambulance sirens when she rushed down she saw Rosé being carried into the ambulance, followed by the rest of her family, leaving her alone there. Y/N was very worried about her sister and today was the day anyways. So, she followed them to the hospital Instead of going to her sister she went to the doctor who was in charge of Rosé. She discussed some things with him, and he nodded sadly.
After her discussion she rushed to the bathroom with her pocketknife and did it one last time; cut herself again but this time she kept on sliding the blade over her arm till she lost consciousness, until everything went black for her. The doctors found her barely 15 minutes later and rushed her to the emergency.
Meanwhile Rosé was rushed to the emergency, she started getting a severe chest pain and they needed to find the donor within the day. GOT7 were also there including; Bambam, Jackson & Mark. They thought of Rosé as their own sister.
The doctors tried with all their will to save Y/N but were unfortunate. She had decided it that she was going to commit suicide on her birthday. She put an end to the problem the same date it started. Now she could join her mother in heaven, but she didn't die sinfully.
Rosé's doctor came rushing giving the grateful news;
"We've found a healthy donor, she will be saved & there's no need to stress out". After around five hours the operation was done and Rosé was saved.
Rosé woke up some hours after the operation. Her dad had asked the doctor for permission to know who the donor is.
"According to the donors will she did not want me to tell you. However, I believe you have the full right to know the person that saved your daughter's life, so follow me" he said. and with that the entire family and friends followed him to the morgue room.
When the doctor slipped the white cloth of her face they were shocked and hurt, it was: Y/N. She committed suicide not just to end the pain but save her sister from dying, that too on the day she was born. Everybody was speechless, they were suddenly feeling guilty for their actions, but it was too late. The silence was broken by the cries of Rosé. Bambam, Mark & Jackson all felt guilty for how they humiliated her thinking this was all their fault. Her dad, BTS, IU, and the rest of GOT7 were in the same situation as them. Nobody had anything to say, so they left the room to not feel more hurt.
As Rosé was very healthy she was discharged in two days. Her family was there with her the entire time. When they reached home everybody was silent, except for Ailee. For her it was like nothing even happened. They decided to all help clean Y/N's bedroom. But when they entered it they saw how old it was, how dusty it was, and how it had stains everywhere. But Rosé's eyes fell on the envelope, which they all opened together. After they saw all the evaluation and whatever she wrote they were broken into pieces. Ailee was Y/N's stepmom who used to love Y/N's dad way too much, but her dad didn't think of her in the same way. They were just friends back then. So, she assigned contract killers to murder her mom so that her dad will start falling for her. Which she accomplished in. After years of trying she gained the love she wanted but soon noticed that this love was not for her dad but the company. Her second plan was to murder her dad too so that the company will be on her name. And get remarried to the dude that Y/N saw with the other day. They picked out the USB and watched through it; seeing Ailee making out with another man. The evidence was in that too. Suga finally took out the note and read it aloud
"Start of new and please bring justice to us"
They were all heartbroken. This was so deceiving, having blamed an own family member. The relation between them all which was supposed to be built on trust was broken. Because of the media and their hurtful words, they crushed the once cheerful girl. Was their relation so faint that they couldn't believe her even once? That they chose the media's lies over her truth?
Instead of going to Ailee to ask her what this is, they immediately called the police and showed them proof which led Ailee to be arrested. Rosé felt very hurt that her mother could do such a thing.
The news spread quickly over the whole country. Everybody at school felt ashamed, nearly everybody in town felt ashamed and guilty. The girl they've been portraying as a murderer since she was little, was innocent all along. It was all their fault that she's ended up like this. And now when all is gone, when it's too late they feel guilty. The only thing they could do for her was be available for her funeral which was held after 3 days.
Everybody was there, everybody cried, they were all ashamed, and everybody was guilty. They stared at her gravestone;
"In memorial of Y/N, born 13 November 2002, died 13 November 2019"
They lived the rest of their lives in regret.
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minimoni713 · 5 years ago
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"Y/N a normal girl,abused both at home and school doesn't find meaning to her life until 3 boys transfer to her school. She wasn't the type to trust people easily but she did,that was her biggest mistake.it becomes even worse when she hears the news of her dad remarrying, meaning she faces even more abuse.nobody knows the truth about her past,it's all hidden by the lies of the media.but is it too late when the truth is out?"~
This is a short kpop fanfic which includes members from blackpink,bts and got7. Whatever written about the members does not portray their behaviour in real life.
TW⚠️:does include self harm, suicide, bullying
This whole story is also on wattpad under the username "agustD_1013". And this part contains chapter 1-5 of the original story. Part two is under my account
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Part 1
Your p.o.v:
When my alarm rang I shot up, like a person from the dead. I just knew I couldn't be late. I rushed to the bathroom to do my morning routine as quickly as possible to avoid the consequences, but i guess that luck isn't on my side.
Once I laid my foot on the bottom of the stairs, SMACK, I got hit right on my left rib. I didn't dare look at who it was, instead I was open to their words and actions, by letting them in. The reeking smell of alcohol could be smelled, from which I knew it was my dad. I could sense more people's presence there and the beating got worse.
Suddenly it stopped. I thought it had ended, but no, I got the hardest hit on my back, I then realized it was Suga. He was the strongest hitter in the family. I couldn't take it anymore. I felt like I was dying there, I was totally empty both in and out.
After my so-called family was done they left me there like a piece of trash. Even though, because of all the beating the hits were stinging in my skin I got up and rushed to school knowing there would be more consequences if i got late.
Luckily, I got to school on time, yet I had to face hardships. I didn't bother to spare a glance at anybody, and neither did the students at school but if they did, they were of disgust. I could hear the students talking shit about me and some even threw comments on me;
"No wonder your family regrets having you", Jennie said.
Every student there started laughing at me. This was so humiliating.
(Narrator)
It seemed liked she didn't care, but the students never knew that their words were slowly killing her from the inside.
(Y/N p.o.v)
But the bullying didn't end there, I was abused once again physically by the school kids, just like my family. This time it stung even more, I was hit at exactly the same places as before. By now there was a whole crowd, yet no one offered to help me. I became the laughing stock of the school. And once again I was left alone.
Honestly, I didn't care anymore. All I could see in front of myself was to use the way to get everything out. I ran to the closest bathroom and took out my blade. Now cutting was a part of my daily routine. I slid the blade multiple times on my skin, by now my arm was fully covered in blood. I ran the water over my arm till all the blood was gone, and wrapped it. I made sure I didn't have any blood stains on my clothes and pulled down my sleeve. I reached my back pocket to take out my phone to check the time, seeing I only had 2 minutes to get to class. I ran, more like limped to class reaching just in time.
(Narrator)
Luckily, Y/N came to class when the bell rang, and sat down in the bottom left corner next to the window. Just then the teacher entered the loud, noisy class. He started with the registration, and was surprised that everyone was there.
"Okay students today we have three new students, please treat them well"
Right after he finished speaking three young boys came in, one by one each started presenting themselves.
"Hi my name is Mark"
"Jackson" he said winking to the girls
"I'm Bambam"
The other four of GOT7 already attend the school and are friends with the whole of BTS. All of them had the eerie vibe of playboys like.
Y/N had no interest in them, she was least bothered about what was going on. But as the three were wandering their eyes around, their eyes met with hers. All four locked their eyes for a good 10 seconds. Just by looking into their eyes she knew that they were harmful to her and no good. While the girls in their class were giving death glares to Y/N, she got the hint that she was in trouble.
The teacher surrounded Y/N by assigning the three boys' seats around her. The lesson passed through quickly and was coming to an end though she had the feeling that someone was watching her. That three pair of eyes were piercing through her.
When the bell rang signaling that the lesson ended she rushed out of the class to the rooftop only to meet with her brothers and their friends; the rest of GOT7. She turned around to leave but was a bit too slow as she was surrounded by all of them. Namjoon came up to her and whispered;
"How sad I got detention this morning because you were too slow this morning and don't you think you should get a payback for that?" with that he threw a punch on her face. One by one the rest joined, using Y/N as their 'punching bag'.
Meanwhile with Mark, Bambam and Jackson they had learned everything about this school; the classrooms, the drama, the students- and especially Y/N and her history. They were feeling suffocated in the corridors, with all the girls drooling over them so to get some fresh air they went to the rooftop only to meet with 11 to 1 bullying
Mark, Bambam and Jackson went up to them to stop the bullying only to get her brothers even more pissed. Bambam shouted
"Are you guys crazy or something, you guys must be sick?"
Junkook came up to him and spoke up;
"Since when did you care about weaklings like her? I thought you guys were one of us"
Even after that the three were still standing their glued to their spots when suddenly Jackson spoke up stiffly;
" Apologize to her now!"
At this rate her BTS & the rest of GOT7 were going mad. They let out small chuckles at the boys, who they thought as one of them. Jackson and Bambam were controlling all the boys to not get near her while Mark took RM to explain something. Y/N's lifeless body was still there. Their discussion was pretty long but towards the end a smirk appeared on RM's face. He came back to apologize to Y/N with the others confused, including you. They immediately left after that. Mark, Bambam and Jackson all had a smirk on their face, but when they noticed you their smirk disappeared and they helped you to the nurse and introduced themselves properly. Y/N's thoughts were lost, maybe they were not as bad as she thought.
The rest of the day went well for Y/N no one bullied her and she hung out with the guys. When school ended, she received a text from her dad to come home immediately. She was really surprised because she always comes home immediately after school and her dad is never home so he doesn't know what she's doing, not like she's doing something bad. Then she got the idea that her dad must be home now.
Y/N hurried home because she didn't want to cause more problems. She opened the front door and noticed two pairs of unknown shoes. When she came to the living room, she saw two unknown women staring at her. One of them looked the same age as her and the other in her mid 40s. Her father and siblings were also there. Her father called her over to sit next to him. She knew something was up, he never acted like this. The news he let out next was devastating, she was happy for him but she was heartbroken. He introduced the two as her to be stepmother and to be step sister.
From the corner of her eyes she could see them glaring at her. Like the others, they were not good either, they knew about her past and reflected on her depending on it.
Her dad and to-be-stepmother informed the others that they would get married within two days and everything would be ready.
The next two days, nothing special happened, but it was much better. Since the three; Mark, Bambam and Jackson moved her life in school became better and all bullying ended in school and her siblings stopped abusing her both at home and school, while her dad continued. Day by day they began to gain her trust and she continued to fall for their plan. Because for once she thought that at the end of the day there would be a meaning to her life.
Soon her father's wedding day came and it was time for her stepmother and stepsister to move in. But one strange thing she noticed was that her family treated her step-sister: Rosé as a princess. Although her family stopped abusing her, they still ignored her and made her do things for them. They liked her more than they ever did.
From the corner of the wall, Y/N looked at how her family was so lovely with Rosé until someone pulled her to her room. When the person turned on the lamp she saw that it was her stepmother.
"Isn't someone jealous? Does it hurt seeing Rosé get all the attention? "
Her stepmother continued the verbal abuse with some slaps on her face. But suddenly someone came in; Rosé.
"Mom I did it everyone has left the house, I don't think they will be back in a few hours. Now we can have some fun with her, "said Rosé.
Her eyes landed on something shiny; it was a blade on the corner bedside table. She grabbed it and began cutting into Y/N's body with her mother.
Y/N was begging them to stop. It couldn't be handled, yet she endured the pain. Till this day she wondered how she was not dead yet. After all the abuse and blood loss shouldn't she have been dead?
Rosé had a strange feeling, she knew this wasn't right but she kept going. She did not control her actions, they controlled her. In fact she was not the one who abused people but she was forced by her mother, stepfather and step-siblings, it was also because of Y/N's past.
Eventually all this ended and both of them left Y/N in her room lifeless. She couldn't move at all, but if her family saw her like this, she would have to face more things. So she went into the shower for not a hot but a long cold shower, knowing that her skin would sting even more than it already is if she showered with warm water. Even though all these bad thoughts about her mother and sister were there, she still had hope. Hope she got from the three guys at school who brought a meaning to her life.
When she was done, she got dressed, but when she was going to sleep she heard strange noises from her dad's room; of a man and a woman. But her family was not home. Then she assumed that her stepmother was with another man.
(Y/N P.O.V)
I thought I heard noises of a man from my dad's room, but according to what Rosé said they shouldn't be at home. That's when something lit up in my mind; She must be with another man. I wanted to see it for myself if it was true, and when I reached the room I saw everything. The scene was heartbreaking, how was dad going to react to this. But what I heard next got the worst of me. My emotions were just falling apart, I had none left.
(Narrator)
She wanted to see for herself if it was true, and when she was in the room she saw everything. Her mother was with another man who was not her father. "Don't worry, darling, I don't love him anymore, you know it's just for the company. I'll do the same with him and the company will be mine, "she heard her stepmother say to that man. Y/N couldn't take this stress anymore so she went to her room and fell asleep. Only one thought was wandering Y/N's mind right now; what did she mean by "do the same with him".
The next day, Y/N woke up and did all her stuff as she usually did. But before she went to school, she wanted to talk to her dad about what she saw the night before.
"Dad are you sure that the one you married loves you and not someone else" and with that she got slapped on her face. Her dad just sat there quietly. With the silence she assumed she would leave, so she went to school.
She met with Mark, Jackson & Bambam and went to class with them. The three were the only ones she trusted, if they disappeared from her life everything would be gone. The three knew everything about her while she knew nothing about them and their history. The school has become a safe place for her, at least it was better than home. She always had this eerie feeling that all students planned something against her behind her back, but she always shook it off.
She was in the corridor when a group of girls, it was none other than the queens of the school; Blackpink, came up to her and showed her a video. When it was over, she couldn't believe it, it couldn't be true. It was a video of Bambam, Mark and Jackson talking shit about her.
"You know Mark, Jackson and Bambam are just using you, they're just playing with you and your heart," Lisa told her.
Jisoo spoke up "Did you think anyone would want to be friends with a nerd like you?"
With that, the laughing girls left her there. She didn't believe the video, she thought the girls edited it to make her jealous. Since the three came into her life, she stopped cutting herself. Cutting herself was a part of her life, it was like a drug she was so addicted to. She had tried many times before but she couldn't get rid of her actions. The three brought a meaning to her life, the three were the ones who kept her alive until now.
Right now she was very confused, but she didn't want to stress out, so she went home. She couldn't think of anything else so she tried to sleep.
However, after barely ten minutes, she thought she heard several voices from the living room; she assumed it was her family. But it did not sound like several discussions but only one discussion, which her family never had. She was quite curious so she went down behind a wall to hear what they were talking about. Rosé had called an urgent meeting with her mother and step family besides Y/N.
"I called this meeting to make an important announcement, but not a good one," she said.
Rosé had a file in her hand that she handed over to her father and mother. They were quite confused which soon turned into a shocked face with several mixed emotions. Both had tears, but what was shocking was that her dad cried more than her mother. She soon announced it, the bitter truth.
(Rosé P.o.v)
I handed the file to mom and dad, I didn't have the courage to tell it first. But what shocked me is that mom barely cried. Just by looking at dad's face I could see he was broken. We aren't even blood-related unlike mom and I. It hurt for me not seeing my mom cry, it seemed like she didn't care. I could read her expressions, her mind was not here, she was clearly thinking about something else.
(Narrator)
"I suffer from a heart disease, we only have four days to find a donor. If not then I'm not-"she couldn't even finish her sentence when she bursted out crying.
All her siblings gasped in shock including Y/N who was around the corner.
"Don't worry we have four days, we have time to find the perfect heart donor for you," IU said comforting her. They loved her too much, they couldn't afford to lose another loved one.
(Y/N P.o.v)
Even though I didn't like her, I would never be happy about someone's death, especially someone in the family.
At this moment with all my family and school problems, I could only find two solutions; either to cut or to sleep. But a third popped into my mind that made a smirk appear on my face; both.
(Narrator)
She hurried to her room and, as planned, she slid a sharp blade over her already bruised skin until all her pain was gone. But she followed it with more pain by taking a hot shower this time, which made her fragile body sting. After a while, she got out of the shower, put on her clothes and made herself in bed.
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