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March 2021.

It’s been more than 3 years since the last time I posted here.  Soooo much has happened. But don’t wanna go way too back in the past.   

Sometimes, I need to see some things about my past to realize that my present is awesome, and that I’m doing... right.

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October, 2017.

Valdivia de Paine, Buin, Chile.

I have been really busy. Obviusly, y feelings had change ‘cause some things happen but now i’m fine~ 

This was on a date with a really cute guy. He lives in Buin but we went to Valdivia de Paine, a little city near from there. We spent time there; was really nice.

I hope i can go sometime again with someone else~

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Monday 10th, July.

For the first time i feel jealous about his love. I want to be loved by him too...

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Saturday 8th, July.

The Anime Friends convention was awful. They change the location 16 hours before the event started.

I didn’t attend the AF so... ñeh.

This was a baby snail that we found. So tiny! <3

Sometimes going slow is going safe. Be patient, Emi.

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Wednesday 5th, July.

Busy day.

The sunset was orange, just like the picture. Really. After i met a friend of mine, we saw this outside of my home, because the orange light was so strong on my window that we had to go outside and see it by ourselves.

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Tuesday 4th, July.

By far, was one of the best days that i have had during the last month. Was rainy. Was cold. I got lunch with A. We kissed. We kissed again. And again. And again. We kissed like fifty times. And again. He is so sweet. And clumsy. And sweet. And soft. And clumsy again. And i just like him so bad. So, so, soooo bad. But. I think i got him into trouble because when i came back to give him some hot chocolate and sweets, he was talking with someone... Idk. Today was magical and-- and i want to kiss him again and again and again. Ugh!

At least he told me: “Thank you for being the ‘good part’ of my day” ‘cause his day sucked (at work and with personal stuff) so i felt i did the good today.

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Friday 30th, June.

First black and white picture of my friend Noelia. She is from Mexico and she is lovely, srsly. Today was payday and we spend time together taking some pictures and buying stuff and eating sushi. 

A lot of fun. <3 Also, today i met with A. I gave him a gift, like a “thanks gift”. He was so happy with his present that i just ugh.  I like sooooo much. I wish i was more fluent with english to express all these feelings that i have inside of me. Wth. Sound so cheeeeeeessyyyy~ Hahah~ Was a really good day.

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Saturday 24th, June.

Was cloudy but the sky opened just seconds to show the glow of sunset.

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Friday 23rd, June.

He seems sad, like if he is seeing the sadness itself.

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Thursday 22nd, June.

A friend of mine invited me to Johnny Rockets to eat and talk about events and stuff. They have awesome fries with cheese and bacon on top. So Yummi! <3

After i met him, i came back home walking all the way down from the train station to my house. It was kind of cold but was super relaxing and--- i don’t know, like a happy feeling. Listening “Stop This Train” from John Mayer while i was walking was really relaxing with this cold weather. 

I really like to walk. It gives me energy and allow me to think about simple good things in my life right now. To be grateful and smile often.  A wonderful night.

Honestly i’m looking forward that this day ends. I miss him but i’m trying to be strong and don’t talk to him even on facebook because it was a promise. I’m giving my best.

Let’s see what happen at the end of this day.

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Wednesday 21st, June.

I love his eyes, and he loves my love.

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Wednesday 21st, June.

First Day.  I went to do some math classes. I got late again. Like 25 minutes just because i stoped to take this picture. Cueck. Thank god Sister Alejandra is a sweet. She was so kind with me. And that little dwarf is the cutest 12 year old kid i ever had as a student.

It’s been a while since i drink Milo with hot milk. Sweet, warm, and-- I miss him!

I met my dad to show him the camera and this was the only photo he got well. He was so cute even though he already have a Nikon camera just like mine. 

I’m feeling like free fallin’ right know.

Like stop this train because in your atmosphere i feel i wanna see you smile. Just one more day.

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Tuesday 20th, June.

Institude and meet him. Today i told him my true feelings. I felt so--- childish and nervous and--- I don’t know. He makes me chill, like a warm chill. Don’t know. Hahah~

The best part of it was... when i said my feelings and he stared at me like--- like the world stoped and--- his eyes. Damn, his gaze. He said to me everything only with his gaze. We held our hands, and gave kiss each other, and hugs and stuff. I like him. A lot. I wish i could say more than that--- the butterflies, no, the fireflies in my entire body when he kiss me on the cheek. AAAAH. I’m so crazy. Neverthless, we started today an experiment called “no touch, no talk” for 2 days.  Is it good to miss him already? [Sigh]

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Monday 19th, June.

The sky burned and so do my heart. A kiss on the cheek. An eternal kiss throught lines. 

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Sunday 18th, June.

Sunday morning: church. Today we talk about priesthood and how important it is. Was awesome. Those young men and women are more than great. They are so clever! <3

Sunday after lunch: Just rest. My body wasn’t ready for so much action this weekend so i felt super tired. 

Sunday nap are the best naps.  Stills, i’m feeling exhausted.

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Saturday 17th, June.

Rainy day again. Today, i went on a date with A. He-- is really confused and so do i. I don’t know. This is the first time that i have the opportunity to be with someone that “Meet the requirements” and i don’t feel bad or anything but i don’t know what to do.  I don’t feel insecure, which is weird ‘cause i always feel insecure with the guys around me. Hahah, but--- i don’t know how to explain it. 

He truly deserves to be happy but so do I! I wanna be happy and i wanna help him.  I have to be patient. That’s all. Right?.... Right.

I talked with him today. I told him how i felt about us. And i think i did it right. I did the right thing. He knows now my feelings and what i think about him and stuff.

After meet him, i meet with my sister and a friend of us to watch “Koe no Katachi”.

I cried so bad with the movie. It has a beautiful animation, and a beautiful story to tell. Not as good as i expected but fine.

After that we ate junk food.

Once i got home, i drank herbs. Matico is by far one of my favourite~

It’s cold outside. I need a hug. An eternal hug.

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Friday 16th, June.

Today was a rainy day. My favourite autum/winter day. The sun shone so bright on an instant. 

So, just for a few minutes, I could see the blue sky right above me. It was gorgeus. For real.

But-- the very best part of my friday was in the morning.

“A” gave me a message about marriage. We start to talk about decisions, and true love, and patience and i finally read the whole message.  Was truly awesome how i felt after that. My knowledge grow up and--- i felt, in some how, comforted. 

I know that God loves me and he cares about me. I know he has a plan for each one of us and that i just need to be patient. 

Be patient about true love, about eternal compagnion and about eternity itself.