mirayma

[mirayma]

sorry i never replied. everyday is blending together and im losing sense of time

[mirayma]

[mirayma]

i think im rotting from the inside out

[mirayma]

God I wish I could go back in time and be the person who cut peoples heads off with an axe

[mirayma]

abandonment issues are sooooo funny. "i'm scared people will leave me so i push them away and leave them first to avoid being hurt" girl the prophecy is self fulfilling!!! the sabotage is coming from within!!! you forgot about the cycle!!!!!!!!!

[mirayma]

I think one of the worst symptoms of bpd is the lack of emotional permanence no matter how many good and loving people you have in your life the second you are alone it feels like you were never loved and it was all just a figment of your imagination

[mirayma]

[mirayma]

i like to laugh and joke but always remember that i am damned

[mirayma]

unfortunately i actually AM impossible to love and its not just all in my head

[mirayma]

[mirayma]

It's real funny because whenever things go wrong my brain will automatically think of suicide.

[mirayma]

Das Leben kickt mich, und ich kämpfe trotzdem. Für Dich, für mich. Aber irgendwann musst Du begreifen das es sinnlos ist. Du drehst Dich im Kreis. Die ganze scheiße überrollt Dich immer und immer wieder. Du weißt das es kommt, und das macht unglaublich müde....

[mirayma]

when is it gonna end I’m tired

[mirayma]

i wish i could say “i miss the days when”, but it’s all been really fucking bad lol

[mirayma]

I should've never lived to see 2025.

[mirayma]

I dont want to do this anymore.. I can't do this anymore.. I'm fuckin exhausted, I want it all to stop.. I need it all to stop..

[mirayma]

just fucking kill me bro I’m tired now