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I hope your June tastes like peace, feels like clarity, and costs you nothing but who you used to be.

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May we find calmness in the quiet moments and peace in the pauses life gives us. May our hearts remain steady while our prayers are still finding their way to the answers.

May we be blessed with the right companionsthose who remind us that waiting doesn’t have to be lonely.May God send people who make the journey lighter, who fill the in-between with laughter, kindness, and hope.

May He also whisper to us the reason behind the dela. Just enough to remind us we’re still on the right path.

And above all, may we find the strength to never give up trying, even when the waiting stretches longer than we hoped.

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I love you — I still do. The kind of love that lingers quietly, even when the words have stopped. But love, real love, also means knowing when to hold on and when to let go.

If your heart has moved on, I won’t beg it to return. I will carry the memories gently, without bitterness.

And though it may ache, I will let you go — peacefully, respectfully, lovingly. Because love isn't about possession.

It's about wanting you to be happy, even if your happiness no longer includes me.

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Mama, I look at the world everyday but I fail to understand how to be one of them. I walked through life the way you taught me- a kind smile and a hand that holds others when they fall. You told me that is how one makes friends but why do they always leave my hand once they get up on their feet?

What I can guess is that nobody needs crutches once they learn how to walk without them. I want to pack my bags and come back to you but my dreams don’t let me. I look at the city lights and the cars that pass by and it dawns upon me that there is so much in the world that both of us haven’t seen. So, I iron my clothes for an hour in the morning, I can’t afford even one wrinkle because they will know I am not one of them.

I’ll have to get by because you still haven’t seen the city lights.

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I often find myself waiting with a quivering heart whenever someone is about to share how they perceive me. My soul trembles with palpable hope until I hear their answer and realise - Everything they know about me is a hollow lie.

But who can I blame other than myself? Maybe never being seen for who you are is the price one pays when you have always become what other people needed you to be. Parts of me were lost to complete other people and my life is nothing but a long search to get that piece of me back. It’s a visceral fear when you know that nobody would know where to find you if you get lost someday.

If I kept even one star for myself from the galaxy that I have always offered the world , I would survive a lot better.

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Just when I’m doing my best to keep everything together, life adds a bit more unnecessary drama to the mix. And somehow, even the people who’s supposed to bring peace ends up adding to the noise. Some days, the thought of just disappearing feels oddly comforting.

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the most powerful response is your absence.

not silence na punong-puno ng angst at suppression. but detachment that comes from deep clarity. stop circling the same cycle just to prove a point. you’re not here to teach them a lesson. you’re here to remember your peace. this time, choose stillness over reaction. choose alignment over approval. choose your healing over being right. some energies don’t deserve retaliation—they deserve to be starved.

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no matter how vile and ugly those words were, i know they came from an unhealed soul and after weeks of letting my heart bleed, i choose to forgive. i will still tuck well wishes for you in my prayer, for one last time, and after that i will let the world do what it needs to do.

because if there's one thing that i have learned in the past years, it's that it will always be a privilege to be in my warmth. i no longer need to doubt my heart and worth just because someone else feels small with my energy. still, thank you. thank you for reminding me that i have grown so much from the person i was when we met. thank you for reminding me that i am too full of life and love to know that i deserve to be chosen.

i wish you well and healing.

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If you believe you are destined for greatness and act accordingly, life will align with that belief

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Officially closing our chapter, the gray area of all in betweens, I can finally breathe clear knowing that I no longer have the amount of hope that he can still step up as a man, because now, I am fully accepting him as the person he truly is without hopes, without bitterness, without romanticizing things. It satisfies me that I did my time, I gave it all, I'm not asking anything back, just the chance of bringing myself with me as I walk away is the empowering relief.

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Someone said, “Jesus wasn’t just a baby and an adult, He was also a kid and a teenager. That’s why He understands us better in all walks of life.” That really hits. It’s a simple reminder that He gets us, in every version of us.

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Today i feel like really is it near already? Parang dati lang hinihintay ko lang to. Time indeed rob us in a blink of our eye. Realizing that you really must enjoy every season even if it’s waiting and hard work even if there’s nothing changes. For moments that i asked myself “matagal pa kaya? Hindi pa ba? Or kailan kaya?” Are also moments that i should cherish. Ang bilis, natapos na yon? Lumipas na pala kaagad yon. So today, I’ll cherish every moment that i have it maybe good or bad at least i know that in the end whatever it is, it will end and i only have the memories of it. So the question is, what will it be like when I’m trying to reminisce and look back? Is it full of dull moments or full of kalokohan (opkors). Don’t live like living in your bubble, you should go out and try new things even if it’s scary. I would rather look back with the scary things i did rather than doing nothing and just wait for things to be perfectly fine.

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The whole point of life... is to change, to evolve, to grow. Don't resist it, embrace it.

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Hope today brings you all the joy and moments that make you smile. Wishing you a day filled with love, laughter, and everything that makes you feel special. Be safe.

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Love should never feel like a battle for attention, a plea for consistency, or a fight to be chosen. You are not meant to beg for the bare minimum, to settle for half-hearted efforts, or to shrink yourself just to fit into someone’s life. You deserve more than that.

Find someone who is devoted to you—not just in words, but in actions. Someone who doesn’t make you question where you stand, who chooses you in the quiet moments, not just when it's convenient. Devotion is love in its truest form. It’s the steady hand that holds yours even when life gets messy, the heart that stays even when the spark dims, and the soul that sees you in your worst and still whispers, You are enough.

But before you search for this love, know your worth. You are not hard to love. You are not "too much" for the right person. The love you give so freely? You deserve it in return, without hesitation, without conditions. Never settle for someone who makes you feel like you have to earn their love—because the right person will never make you question if you are worthy of it.

So, when you love, love with an open heart—but never forget to choose yourself, too.

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Wisdom only matters when it’s applied. Knowing better means nothing if you don’t do better.

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You get to experience me as me once. After that you get a reflection of you.