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I lost the video but recently someone said “y’all want iconic 2000s pop stars again but can’t even handle Sabrina Carpenter” and I think that sums up roughly what’s going on

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You belong with me. 💚💛💜❤️🩵🖤

Letter on my site :)

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Virginia Woolf, from a diary entry featured in “A Writer’s Diary”

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i love saying “i’m being normal about it” bc i’m actually a filthy fucking liar and i’ve never been normal about anything a single day in my life

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I open and close this app like it’s the fucking fridge

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the epic highs and tragic lows of literally just being in my head on a perfectly normal day

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i was 11 when i became a fan of one direction. i’m 24 now. on very few and random occasions, i’ve thought about what it would be like when a member of 1d passed, but the image of that always took place when they were in their 70s/80s and i was significantly older and far removed from the age i was when that band was my entire world. having something like this happen when my teenage years are still so fresh in my memory is like a punch in the gut. despite everything, i always think of my one direction memories so fondly and this is just completely incomprehensible and so so sad :(

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hiding in the work bathroom right now because i’m grown up and i have things to do and responsibilities to meet and i didn’t even know him but. there’s a 15 year old inside of me who is absolutely reeling and panicking because that 15 year old did know his voice and his public persona and his contributions to a band that meant a lot to so many my age. like. this is a storyline from a horror movie. not something that was supposed to happen to someone so important to me in my adolescence. i don’t know how process it and I can’t imagine how the people he did really know are. i can’t wrap my head around it. so i’m. just gonna be. 15 years old in this work bathroom right now

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:(

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guess I’m just gonna sit here and miss one direction for the rest of my life

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one direction will always be so so so bittersweet to me like they were such a foundation of my teenage years while at the same time those boys were spending most of their days trapped in hotel rooms or waking up at 2 am to record an album and non stop touring and working so much more than anyone let alone a bunch of teenage boys should work and its always been hard to reconcile those two realities especially on a day like today because god when they were good together, they were so good together.

and i just don't think anything like them will ever happen again. 5 boys from basically working class backgrounds thrust into a level of fame the height of which hadn't been seen for decades, all of them becoming the breadwinners of their families before the age of 18. the immense pressure but also the amount of fun they were. the tragedy and joy of it all intertwined. really impossible to put into words

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HARRY STYLES Coachella • 2022

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Harry and Stevie through the years. 2017 - 2024

time makes you bolder, even children get older and im getting older too.

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I feel a lot of things currently