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SOMEONE I ADMIRE FROM AFAR

There’s one guy I admired from afar from primary school until university life, Iman Hadif. Watching his journey and accomplishments motivated me to pursue my own goals. I met him when I was in Year 4 at primary school, which was in 2016. I still remember the first time I noticed him during assembly when he recited a du’a because he was the school superintendent. Then, I became his classmate when we were in Year 6, and I was truly amazed by his confidence and passion. What made me want to know more about him was his status as an achiever in everything except sports. Iman was such a smart student, admired by many peers and even by teachers. After we graduated from primary school, we went to different secondary schools. He attended a co-ed school while I went to an all-girls school, but it wasn’t a big problem for me since I followed his Instagram and kept his phone number to stay in touch, especially as we became close when we were 13. From 2019 to 2023, I watched him achieve his goals, which inspired me to be like him. He got to be on Dato' Onn Hafiz instagram. He joined many activities and even reached the national level, and I was so proud of him. I also managed to reach the national level for a hostel leadership course because I wanted to collect certificates like him. When he entered UITM Dengkil, I asked him what course he was taking, and he said he was studying Foundation in Law. I wasn’t really shocked because I knew he did better in everything he wanted , and I just wished the best for him. Besides admiring Iman for his academics, his personality makes me want to be friends with him forever because I feel safe and happy whenever I talk to him. He once comforts me when I feel sad or down, and he can also be my gossip friend. I hope he finds a girl who can understand him inside and out, someone who matches his energy in everything, because I know he’s someone who would never express his feelings when he is sad. Iman is the type of friend I want, and I always pray for the best for him in this life and the hereafter.

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BAD MEMORIES FROM HIGH SCHOOL

Looking back, I can't help but feel that 2023 has been a challenging chapter in my life. This all started when I was 17 during my SPM years. At that time, I became the head of the hostel and had lived there for five years, but by June 15, I couldn't take it anymore. I decided to move out of the hostel due to the toxic environment created by my own batch and even by my close friends. One thing I dislike about my friends is that they enjoy spending too much time together and ignore all the rules. Personally, I don’t mind spending time with them because I understand the importance of "memories," but I really don’t see why they should ignore the rules. Is it because they are in their senior year, and one of their friends is the head of the hostel and can back them up every time they break the rules? I do support them in every situation, but they don’t appreciate me, and they keep repeating the same behaviour. I am too tired of answering all the questions from the warden and principal because they end up blaming me for not fulfilling my responsibilities, even though I have. On top of that, I’ve been feeling left out by my friends for the entire year, which is the saddest thing that has ever happened to me. I am always there for them, I don’t want any of them to feel left out, and I invite all of them every time we take pictures together or eat together, but I don’t get the same energy from them. So one day, I sat alone and thought carefully about what I should do to protect my mental health since I would be sitting for the SPM soon. After thinking and thinking, I decided to tell my mom that I wanted to move out of the hostel, and I resigned as head of the dormitory. It was a hard decision because I had been friends with them for four years and I didn’t think long, I cut off my hostel friends and made new friends with my classmates. I managed to stay friends with them until I finished my SPM papers, but I’m still friends with my hostel friends, I just am not as close with them anymore.

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UNPLANNED TRIP TO KL WITH MY FRIENDS

On 24th August 2024, my friends and I spontaneously packed our things and headed to Kuala Lumpur. We had breakfast at Inara Cafe, where I ordered Nasi Lemak Ayam Berempah, and then we went to KLCC. In the car, we karaoke’d to many songs, including those by Taylor Swift and Lyodra, since it took us an hour to get to Kuala Lumpur, which gave us time to enjoy ourselves together. After we arrived, we went straight to KLCC, and the first store we visited was Kinokuniya. I was so excited because I love books and there were so many motivational titles written by famous Malaysian authors, such as Teme Abdullah. My friend Aleya looked at Japanese books because she loves watching anime, while Sasa picked up Daiyan Trisha’s book. After we spent about 30 minutes there, we went to a childhood stall that sells old junk food and toys, but we didn’t buy anything because we felt it would be a waste of money. After that, we went to a clothing boutique to check out what was going viral on social media, and Haikal bought his favourite sandals. As we looked around, Nureen mentioned that Pasar Seni was holding an event, so the five of us changed our plans to go there and managed to reach the place within 30 minutes since there was no traffic. After we arrived at Pasar Seni, we saw famous TikTokers, including Naufalhazz and his wife. Haikal wanted to take a picture with them but was too shy because there were so many people. So, we continued to walk around and see what was for sale. I stopped at a sock store with many cute options and bought a pair. Next, we decided to take a picture together, but since we didn’t have anyone to help us, we asked a foreigner to take it for us. Fortunately, he was kind and we loved how our picture turned out. Then, we headed back to Bangi as it was close to 11 PM, since our parents didn’t want us out too late. We had our dinner first before returning home. I think those memories will forever be cherished in my mind because it was such a spontaneous day and I enjoyed every moment with them.