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he’s the prettiest boy at the party, and he can prove it with a solid right hook

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it’s crazy how ft willz wrote “diamond rings don’t shine so bright when you know where they come from” about me despite not knowing i exist

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he rests his head on my lap

and i cry

how gentle and soft can he be

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svet se vrti in

držiš me za roko, ko poslušam the caretaker in

vse se vrti, a

ta kuhinjska tla so le za enega

- blackjack fuge, 15.8.23

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he is so pretty i wanna cry

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i am doing laundry and

it’s saturday morning and i am doing laundry in our tiny apartment

soft sunlight and lavender

in our tiny kitchen

i love doing our laundry

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i will be calm and i will be beautiful. perfect hair, perfect makeup, perfect white dress. flowers in my hands. people who claimed to have loved me all around, teary-eyed and quiet. i will have done nothing wrong and i will be perfect and i will be dead.

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i’m on top of him and he looks at me like i’m god. flushed cheeks and pleading eyes. unable to speak, only breathing out my name. his hands all over me, grasping for something earthly. no one’s looked at me like that before.

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Thinking about what 1984 would be like in the MLP universe. Cutie marks are a thing, right? Is gaining a cutie mark of something not aligning with the Party’s motives a crime? Then they’d truly know what’s in your head, and know if you’re a potential threat. 

Would blank-flanks be encouraged? Since they want you to be thoughtlessly? Maybe having an INSGOC cutie mark might be the norm. I know cutie marks can change. Maybe they torture you until your cutie mark changes to Big Brother’s face or something INGSOC-aligned, then vaporize you a few weeks afterwards. I assume there’d be a registry of cutie marks. 

I think that it would be a society of mostly earth ponies. Unicorns are drained of their magic and pegasi have their wings clipped. No room. Only Big Brother is allowed to have either, and of course, he’s an alicorn. And nobody should be on his level. Or maybe the Inner Party are allowed to keep their wings and horns. I assume even the proles wouldn’t be allowed to have magic or wings. 

I think cutie marks could definitely be used to the Party’s advantage. It’s easy to know who’s a threat when they have, say, a cutie mark of a diary or an uprising. Or who could be good for certain tasks, to be hired for certain ministries. But mostly who to get rid of. 

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i think the racism in bandom and racism in fandom in general is largely fed by white queer self-avowed progressives thinking that they are somehow immune to perpetuating racism by virtue of having been marginalized in other ways. and I think this is a part of a larger trend of like. queer politics being subsumed into rainbow capitalism while attacks on queer people continue and the rhetoric against us escalates. so you get shit like “I’m ilegal in 71 countries” and raytheon having a pride logo while queer poc are fed to the wood chipper over and over by people who’ve convinced themselves they’re not part of the problem

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met this lil cutie today :3

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